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My Why
The idea of you not existing into my life causes my body great trepidation
The sweaty back nights, the distraught of my constant twist and turns in my white bedding, the darkness of the night doesn't add to any relief of my thoughts
And when I think of you the darkest shadows couldn't bend the beauty locked into your brown eyes
The mental strength you possession is as aggressive as a cheetah running for its food
You are uncontrollable
Your are unstoppable
The only person to stop you is yourself
When resentfulness or misery creeps into your mind, I absorbed every piece of words you say and endure the pain you speak of
Sometimes, as I lay on my sides in my soulless bedroom, your mind and body give me a reason to continue on
I'm nothing with you in my life and I don't want you to ever leave me. . . Is that pathetic?
And who can ever think of someone coming into your non fulfilled environment of a person who's everything you're not
A person who could make the rainiest days the most stillness of a day
A person could make the negativity inside your mind slowly die away as if it never existed in the first place
The constant internal battle of watching you exit out of my life and mind sends my body to quiver and voices in my head to scream and cry uncontrollably
I mustn't give you a negative reason to make you leave
I must think of ways to make you stay with me for as long as I can
Selfishness isn't looked upon to but I must shelter the one person, in my misery days that I call a life, a reason to stay with me