jaebum hyung
hey gyeom, do you want
to come grab lunch with
jinyoung, mark and i?
seen 1:23pm
gyeomie~
no, leave me alone
seen 1:23pm
yugyeom immediately felt the blossoming feeling of regret in his stomach as soon as he sent the harsh words.
gyeomie~
i'm sorry hyung, i'm
just not feeling well today
seen 1:23pm
that wasn't entirely untrue, he was having a bad day, but it was really no reason to lash out at jaebum for trying to be a good friend.
jaebum hyung
it's okay baby. if you're
not feeling well you should
rest.
seen 1:24pm
the word "baby" struck a familiar feeling of fear in yugyeom. he knew that jaebum had meant nothing bad, but he couldn't help but feel that the words were fake sweet, manipulative even.
after all every time he heard the word baby he thought of him, and all he thought of when he thought of him was that fake and manipulative sweetness in his voice.
the way he had yugyeom wrapped so tightly around his finger for so long was unbelievable. it was terrifying and odd, no one understood why he stayed with him so long, why he put up with the behaviour.
but yugyeom knew why, and sometimes at night he missed him, felt like going back to him, even if he knew it was stupid and unrealistic to miss someone who was so terrible to him.