Sun POV
As usual, In was still cleaning the toilet after school. It should be the last week for his punishment.
Along these day, since going to school, he looks not really happy. He should be really confusing. He was angry as I talked to Rose, but in other side, he felt so guilty as I got nightmare again. I hoped I would not get it anymore, but nightmare is something that I couldn't control.
During lunch break, I asked In to go to canteen, but he refused it. He insisted to stay in the class, playing with his phone. Then, I leaved him. I went to canteen with Ai Nam and Copper.
Ai Nam is my angel, she noticed what happen between me and In. I told her that he was upset at me as I talked to Rose, yesterday. She understood that In still hate Rose, so much. Then, she promised to help me. By what? I didn't know. She ensured that she will help me.
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Ai Nam POV
In the end of lunch break, I talked to Rose. Actually, I could say that we are now have a quiet good relationship. Although not as a friend, but we are not enemy.
I apologized as I was nosy, I entered too deep for her problem with In and Sun. She understood. I amazed her, she changed so much. I hope she would be as good girl as now.
She told to me everything about her feeling to P'Ken, then the time during Sun and P'Ken getting closer. I was a bit shocked, I never thought about that.
One thing that so amazing from Rose, she talked about it with flat and easy. I knew, I am also a girl. It was too hurt to be talked, even for ourself.
But, she told me. She told In and may be others. She tried to smile when she told me, but deep in her heart, it was bleeding. Time will cure us, girl.
At that time, I became so nosy. I asked her every single part of her story as I needed to know it clearly. I apologized to her.
I said that I promised Sun to help him to talk to In, that is why I needed to know deeper about Rose's problem. Rose was so glad, she also asked me to apologize to In and Sun, again. She felt so bad about what she did before.
Let's finish this problem completely, Ai Nam.
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Sun POV
Then, while waiting for In, I and Ai Nam were sitting in front of the gate. She bought several bottles of lemon tea and snack. We ate that together.
"Have you talk to In?", she opened the conversation with me
"I didn't dare to"
"Why?"
"If he is quiet, it means dangerous time. I choose not to talk to him"
She smiled. "You understood about him", she told me
I nodded.
"I have talked to Rose"
"About what?"
"About you, In and Rose. I thought that there would be something that annoyed In"
"What?"
She put his finger on his forehead. "Sun, answer my question"
I nodded.
"Do you know why did Rose do something bad to you?"
I shook my head. "I don't", I replied. "Actually, Rose wanted to tell me. But, suddenly In came then...... You know how In acts"
"Yeah. In is still In"
I nodded. Again.
"Do you know that there is someone who possibly like you?"
"Hmm?", I asked her. Actually I didn't understand.
"I mean that someone who like..... No, someone who possibly has good feeling for you"
"Hmmmm.... I think I don't have it", I tried to think, but I couldn't find the answer.
"Okay, as I thought", he took heavy breath
"Why? What are you talking about?"
"Nothing, forget. So, answer my next question. Did you get a gift or something from P'Ken?"
"When?"
"Since you came to this school"
I tried to remember, then I recall it. "Ehm. I got a plush toy from him when I was in M5. It was Valentine day"
"Ah, okay. Sorry for being nosy. Do you think that In knew about that?"
"Sure", I replied her confidently. "I brought that in front of him. He asked me about that, then I replied that P'Ken gave me"
"Is he okay?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean...... How to talk about it". Ai Nam tried to find the correct word. "How did In respond it? Was he upset or disappointed?"
"Hmmm..... I thought not"
"Are you sure?"
"Actually I didn't really notice that"
"Possibly he is now upsetting at you as the plush toy"
"Is that too late?"
"I thought that....... At that time he was still confusing. But, now on, In and you are closer. Then, In would be bit........ Jealous may be"
"What? I don't really understand"
"Sun, hear me. Rose suspected that you are the one who make P'Ken away from her. Then, she did bad things to make you away from him"
I was really shocked. "What? No. P'Ken is like my big brother"
"She thought that it was not"
"I swear. We don't"
"Don't worry about Rose as she understood about it. The problem is In. He is thinking that his suspicion is true that P'Ken is loving you"
"Oh God. No"
"Did you still keep that plush toy?"
I saw at her. But, suddenly In arrived. We were startled, we stood up directly, we were gaped.
"What are you talking about?", In asked me
"Nothing?", I replied with Ai Nam in unison
"Really?"
"We just discuss about my sister. She missed Sun so much", Ai Nam tried to find the possibly reason
"Ehm. I can drive him to visit N'Yim by next week"
"Okay, thanks", replied Ai Nam
I saw at In. He moved his eyes, asked me to leave this place soon. I nodded. "See you tomorrow, Ai Nam", I told to Ai Nam
"Do you want to go home with us?", In offered her
"No. I will go home by taxi"
"Ah. Okay, see you"
Then, we leaved Ai Nam alone. I turned my head to her side before I entered the car. Thanks my girl.
We entered the car, he started the engine. He was still pouted, no word from his chummy lips. I took a cream from my bag, I dragged his left hand. I put the cream on his palm, then polish it. I did the same thing to his right palm. He just stuttered.
"Still upset at me?"
He didn't answer me.
"I am sorry na......", I whined at him
He still didn't answer. I kissed his hand.
"Sia", I called him. "Sia......"
Then he turned his head to me.
"Where is that damn plush toy?", the first sentence from his lips
"What toy?", I tried to be innocent
He heavily sighed. "If I find it, I will burn it. Let see!"
"Sia......"
"I don't care. I hate that plush toy since beginning", he warned me. "And the one who gave it to you, for sure", he continued
"Don't be like that"
"Don't try to cheat over me. I warned you"
"I will not"
"If I find that toy in my home, you will get terrible punishment"
"Sia.....", I whined at him
"I am serious!"
"But I didn't cheat"
"Sorry, I don't believe in you at this time", he saw at me, "My Dek". He told me with upset tone.
I smiled. I loved when he called me Dek. But, he was too upset.
He started to drive the car. I initiated to open a bottle of lemon tea, I put strew and feed him. He sucked that. Then, I fed him snacks. Seems he was so hungry, but he was still angry.
Arrived at home, he directly run to his room. I followed him.
I found that he was looking for something in the cupboard. Several clothes have fallen to the floor. "In.... Please", I beg at him
"What?" seems he was so annoyed
"You are messing the cupboard"
"I don't care. Just see, if I find that toy, you will be in a big trouble", he gave me a death glare.
"I don't bring it here"
"Don't lie to me"
"Swear"
"I don't believe in you at this time"
"Okay, find it", I surrender
He was so busy to open every section of his cupboard. It became really messy.
"I will prepare for our lunch. Okay?"
"Hmm", he replied me. He was still busy, checking on my bags.
I leaved him.
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I was in the kitchen for preparing lunch. He skipped his lunch, again.
I tried to remember where I put that plush toy, I totally forgot it. The only one thing is clear, if he found that here, it means that I would be dead.
I believed that plush toy was with me when I was staying in the rooftop. But, when I was staying in train station as I expelled from rooftop, I thought that it has been gone. Hopefully, it was truly gone. Unless, it would make a big trouble.
Suddenly, when I tried to remember it, I heard In called "Sun.... Ai Sun"
"What happen?", I responded him.
Oh God, possibly he found that.
"Ai Sun. Come here", he shouted at me
I switched off the stove then run to his room. I saw that he was holding his nose, it was bleeding. "What happen?", I run toward him
"Help me. It is bleeding"
I saw fresh blood was coming from his nose. He got nose bleeding. I asked him to sit on the floor and leaning his body toward me.
"Push it", I asked him to push his upper nose to stop the bleeding
"Where are you going?"
"I will take the tissue and ice. Wait na...."
He nodded.
When I went back to the room, the bleeding seems ended. I just tried to clean his nose and his face. "Is that hurt?", I asked him
He shook his head
I rolled the tissue and put in his nose holes. I asked him to change his clothes as his blood was spreading. Then, I gave him the new T-shirt.
I cleaned the floor as his blood was also spreading around. Finished.
I sat beside him, he looks so pale. "It is okay", I saw at his face. Actually it was so funny as his nose holes ware inserted with rolled tissue. I tried to hold myself, but I failed. I was bursting.
"Why?", he asked me with sullen face
I couldn't answer him. I just laughed.
"Ah why?", he whined
I tried to stop myself. "Your....", I pointed my finger to my own nose. Then, I laughed again. "Seems you are vampire", I told him
"Ai Sun....", he whined. He gave me a sullen face, he was totally upset. "How could you say that to me?"
"Sorry"
"You are so mean to me"
"In.... Sorry. I just cannot hold myself from laughing"
"You didn't care about me anymore", he mumbled
"In..... I do care about you"
"So don't laugh at me. It is not funny"
"Okay, sorry"
He still pouted.
"How about getting lunch?", I offered him.
He shook his head, he was upset.
"I said sorry for laughing and make a fun of you. Let's eat, I will feed you. Okay?"
He nodded.
I dragged him to dining room. When I wanted to close the door, I saw that clothes were messed on the floor. It should be my evening job to put in the cupboard, neatly.
When he was taking his lunch, I prepared the orange juice for him. Suddenly, I remembered that I entrusted plush toy to P'Jenny when I was expelled. I would ensure that In would never know it.
I put the orange juice on the table, beside of his plate.
"In....", I called him with my soft voice
"Hmmm", his mouth was still full
"Can I borrow your phone?"
"For what? Calling P'Ken?"
"Nope. I want to call P'Jenny"
"For what?"
"I just recalled her. I just want to talk to her. Okay?"
He nodded. "Take it, in my bag". He pointed his finger to that room.
"Thank you"
I run to his room and took the phone. I searched P'Jenny's contact, then I called for her. No response.
Then, I called her again.
"Good evening my boyfriend, kha........"
"Hello, P. It is me, Sun"
"N'Sun. My first boyfriend. How are you? Where are you? What are you doing? I missed you, boy"
I smiled. "I missed you also, P"
"Hmmmm. My lovely boy"
"P'Jenny"
"Hmmmm"
"Do you remember the plush toy that I put in your room?"
"Hmmmm", seems she was trying to remember
"Plush toy with purple shirt"
"Kha..... It is with me"
I relieved. "Thanks P"
"What do you want to do?"
When I tried to answer, suddenly someone took the phone from my hand. I was startled, I turned my head toward him. He was In, I was so shocked.
He turned the phone in speaker mode.
"N'Sun, what do you want to do with your lovely plush toy?"
In gave me death glare, my life would be ended here. He replied, "Burn it"
"You changed your voice"
"It is me, In. Burn that plush toy"
"Auh, In. Is that you?"
"You will be unlucky if you keep that damn toy", then he proceeded with high tone "Burn it"
He hung the phone. He saw at me, sharply. I took my sight down, I was totally caught.
"You lied to me", he told me
I moved to close to him. I hold his hands. "Sorry"
"You returned every things to me, but you keep that damn plush toy?", he lose my grip
"I just......", I didn't have word from my lips
"What?", he asked with low voice but it was full of anger. "He gave the damn toy to you, you keep it in your entire life. He asked you to eat together, bought T-shirt, staying in Ayutthaya, what next?"
I didn't have reason, I just stuttered. What day is it? So unlucky.
"Sorry", the only word from my lips
He heavily sighed.
"It is just a toy. I respected P'Ken then I kept it"
"And you returned every things to me?"
"Sorry. But, don't ask P'Jenny to burn it"
He gave his phone to me. He said "Take the plush toy from rooftop. But, don't come back here"
He leaved me to the bed. He covered himself with blanket. I didn't dare to talk to him further.
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In POV
"Sia...", he shook me
He asked me to wake up. It should be the third time.
"Ah, what? Don't disturb me", I gave him annoyed tone
"Wake up", he grabbed my hands. "Take your dinner"
"I am not hungry"
He pouted. "At least take a bath and you can sleep again"
"Why? I will sleep alone. Why should I take a bath before sleep?"
"You slept too long"
"Better than thinking about that plush toy", I was sulking
He just stuttered.
"Sorry", he told me
I didn't say anything again. He hold my hand, "Sorry. Don't be mad at me"
"I hated that toy, moreover you kept that for so long"
"Okay. Let P'Jenny burn it. But don't be mad at me. Okay?"
I didn't give him answer, then became quiet.
Suddenly, he told me "Would you help me?"
"Taking that plush toy? Nope. Thanks"
"No......."
"So?"
"Would you drive me?"
"Nope"
"I have not told you where will I go"
"But, I don't want to drive you anywhere. I am still angry at you"
He pouted again. "Okay, take a bath and get your dinner. I will be going by bus by I myself"
I ignored that. He wore the jacket and prepared for going somewhere.
"Anyway, thank you for your phone" he pointed to where the phone was put. He leaved the room. Then, I walked to bathroom and washed my face.
After that, I checked my phone, I saw a few messages, I ignored that. Then, I tried to read news from my browser. But, accidentally I opened the history from my browser.
"Sedative"
"Doxylamine"
It was so strange topic for me. I noticed that it were searched by this afternoon. It should be Sun who used my phone.
I tried to search that keyword. Sedative. Then, Doxylamine. As simple, medicine for sleep trouble. Understood. Sun searched that topic, possibly he bought it by this time.
Then, I run to the garage. I drove my car to find Sun. I drove slowly as possibly he was still walking to the bus stop, he leaved home just a moment ago.
Fortunately, I saw him was sitting in bus stop. I stop my car, then called him "Sun".
He turned his head toward me and noticed it was me. He smiled, he run toward my car. "What happen?"
"Come in", I ordered him
"I will take the bus"
"Come in!", I told him again
He entered the car.
"You will drive me, right?", he asked me
I didn't give him the answer. He continued "I think we need to go to the closest pharmacy in the next 5 blocks, right?", he told me
"We will go home"
"In, I need to buy some medicines"
I didn't reply at him, I drove my car to home. He didn't dare to complain me.
We arrived at home, we entered to my room.
"Why should you buy that medicine?", I complained him when he stood behind me
"Did you know it?"
I didn't answer. I showed him my phone. He understood.
"I think that I will sleep easily and....."
"What?"
"I will not also disturb your sleep", he replied slowly
I took a deep breath. I tried not to be angry at this broken boy. "But, you know the side effect of that medicine, right?"
He nodded.
"So, why should you buy that?"
"Because....."
"What?"
"Because I didn't want to disturb your sleep by my nightmare"
"Really? Sun?"
"Okay, sorry. Forget about that medicine, I will not buy it. I can sleep in family room. So, I will not disturb your sleep"
"I never think that you disturb me"
He took his sight down. "I thought you will be disturbed and angrier at me". He continued, "I said sorry but you keep angry at me. What should I do?"
I smiled at him.
"Come here", I told me
He just stuttered, he saw at me sharply. "Come here na....", I told him again
He walked toward me, I grabbed him to me. I hug him. "I am sorry for shouting at you"
He put both of his hands at my waist. "That plush toy is only Valentine's gift. No more. I couldn't throw it away as I respected P'Ken", he told me
"Okay, understood", I replied
"That time after tutor session, when you insisted to watch movie with Ai Nam, I would go home. But, I met P'Ken. He asked me to choose T-shirt for him. Just help, no more"
"Hmmm, understood"
"For eating together with him, nothing happen. He treated me after I helped him to choose the T-shirt"
"And staying in Ayutthaya?"
"I told you everything. Did you forget it?"
I smiled, "No. But, I still hate that"
"Sorry for making you worry na......."
I lose my hug. I saw him. "Okay. Let's get dinner. I am so hungry"
"Don't be angry at me na....."
"For sure, my Dek", I teased him
He nodded and smiled.
--*--
After we got dinner, I thought that it should be the best time to ask him to use the phone again. I told him that it doesn't mean I didn't like when he borrow my phone. But, it should be basic necessity.
When I was busy to install several apps to his phone, he went to the kitchen for dessert. Finally, the phone was ready. I took his sim card from my wallet, I inserted it.
After a few times, it was ready. A lot of notifications and messages as his sim card was not active for several weeks.
My brain became so nosy, then I opened message apps. I sorted the contact, I saw Copper, Ai Nam, Oh, Peach and several contact. A lot of messages.
Suspiciously, I saw a contact with strange ID. I opened the message, it was a video messaging. I downloaded it and play.
"Sawat dee khrup, Nong Sun. I missed you a lot, I will be in Bangkok soon. Let's meet again na.... I love you"
I didn't know who he was, but my blood was boiled. "Sun!!!", I shouted
"Ai Sun", I shouted again
"Yes. What happen?", he replied when he opened the door
"Who is he?", I show him the phone
"Who?"
"Who is he?", I whined at him
He walked toward to me. "Who?", he kept ask that
"He said he missed and loved you. Who is he?", I was sulking. I showed him his phone
"Chi yen. Chi yen. Let me see"
He took the phone, then played the video until the end.
"Tell me, who is he?"
He saw at me. He scratched his head and smirked.
"Who is he?", I increased my tone
"He....."
He took his sight down. I was still waiting for his answer.
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