And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now
Derek missed the feel of your skin at night.
He missed how you smelled.
He missed how you ran your fingers through his hair to calm him down.
He missed how he could talk to you.
He just missed you.
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
When sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
Derek had dumped you after Kate had taken his werewolf abilities. He couldn’t protect you anymore, so he needed you far away from him.
He had hurt you though.
He called you useless, worthless, pathetic. He said he had never loved you.
You left, running away from Beacon Hills and your broken heart.
Now Derek was a werewolf again and you were gone.
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Scott and Stiles tried to comfort him, being the boys.
Nothing worked. It was your or an eternal Sourwolf.
Derek only trusted you with his deepest darkest secrets.
But you weren't there.
He was alone.
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive
Derek had found your favorite jacket the other day.
He broke down as he clutched it.
It smelled just like you, bringing your image and memories back to his mind.
Derek needed you.
Without you, he felt dead.
He didn't have the motive to live or move.
But you weren’t coming back.
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Derek had lost his anchor.