I'm cold.
Stuck inside the ice I made,
Everything I once stood for I have now betrayed.
Itching for movement,
I'm failing to see any improvement.
I'm scared.
I hear the ice
crack
Please keep me out of sight,
As the fire within starts to ignite.
No, please,
I'm not ready to let them see.
I'm isolated.
This house I've built is not a home.
I forget how it feels to not be alone.
Lost everything I had before,
And I can't even see the door.
I'm right here.
It protects me,
Blurs what others see.
Numbs me,
Freezes every emotion trying to break free.
Imprisons me,
Blocks out anyone trying to find the key.
What will I ever do if the fire breaks loose?
But what will I do to survive this hidden abuse?...
I'm cold.