Chapter 10
I wake up the next day. Austin's mom and mine are keeping us home until I feel better. Or until they feel better about everything. I go to the bathroom, look at myself in the mirror. I brush my teeth. I'm wearing a black tank top, orange sweats that says "I <3 me" on the leg then a heart on the butt. My hair's down. The doorbell rings. I jump a bit. It could be Austin's father, even though I'm pretty sure he went to prison. I look around my house. I grab a heel. What else would I have? I live with my mother, I'm not gonna have a baseball bat around. I walk over catiously then open the door.
"Oh," I sigh. "Hey." Austin's standing there.
"What's with the shoe?" He asks, grinning at me.
"Protection." I say. He laughs a bit. He then shakes his head.
"That's not good protection. It wouldn't even do anything." He says. I lift the heel part up, clench it and point it towards his eye.
"Do you want to see the protection?" I ask. "Actually, you wouldn't be able to if I use it." He widens his eyes and shakes his head. I grin and bring the shoe down.
"You also have me." He says. I give him a look.
"Where were you when he came then?" I ask. Austin's eyes sadden.
"At the doctors." He says. He then grins. "Then where was your precious shoe?"
"Sleeping. She needs her beauty sleep." I say, smiling.
"Sleeping on the job!" He exlaims. I laugh. I motion him in. He walks in and closes the door. "Question, why are you still in sleep wear?" He asks. I glare at him.
"I'm not going anywhere. Also I'm not going to see a queen." I say.
"You're seeing me." He says.
"Do you want me to change?" I ask. He shakes his head.
"No, I like that you're comfortable around me." He says.
"Dude, I've known you since we were frikkin' 3 if I didn't feel comfortable around you there's something wrong with me." He grins.
"Alright then, feisty today?" He asks.
"Being abused can do that to you." I say. He shakes his head. He walks closer to me and wraps his arms around me. I hug him back around his waist. I start crying slightly into his chest.
It feels good to just cry, with his strong arms around me. "He would've killed me." I say into his chest. It came out muffled.
"I know." Austin's voice shakes. He holds me tight, it hurts a bit.
After awhile we're still hugging, he chuckles and slightly pulls away to look at me, his arms still around me.
"Can't we just stay like this for the rest of our lives." He says, grinning.
"I'm cool with it if you are." I grin back. "You want anything?" I ask backing out of his grip. He pulls me back in.
"I want you." He says. I blush and roll my eyes.
"You have me." I say, not backing away from his grip. I go on my tiptoes and kiss his nose. He smiles. I then get out of his grip and walk over to the fridge and grab the milk.
"Coffee?" I ask Austin.
"Sure." He says. I nod and grab the coffee pot go over to the sink and start cleaning it. As I'm doing this arms wrap around my waist, I smile. I finish, Austin stays there.
"Austin." I say. He kisses my neck. I giggle. "Austin." I whine again. He doesn't stop. "Aus-" He reaches a sweet spot which freezes my words from escaping my mouth. With his lips against my skin I feel his lips curve into a grin. He stops but leaves his breath on my skin, sending shivers up my spine. He turns my head towards him and kisses my lips. I run my fingers throughout his hair then take a grip on the back. I give a tug, he moans slightly. I giggle and back away.
I pour in the coffee beans, put in water close everything then start of the machine. I go over to Austin who's sitting at the counter watching me. I lean over it with my elbows on the edge.
"Hi." I say. He smiles.
"Hey." He says. My hair feels like it's sticking to my neck. I pick it up then twist the hair then wrap the rubber band that I had on my wrist around the ball of hair. Austin stares. He then grins.
"I love when girls do that." He says.
"What the bun?" I ask, he nods. I think of what he said. "Girls? What other girls?" I ask. He laughs.
"Girls, like when I was on tour, they wore, that." He says. I nod. He kisses my nose. He grins and shakes his head. "You're so cute when you're jealous." He says. I laugh.
"I wasn't jealous, I was suspicious." I say.
"You're the only one. I only want you." He says. I blush.
"Good." I say. He chuckles. I walk over to the coffee pot and pour the coffee in two cups. We drink and talk. We finish then go into my living room.
We talk on the couch. Austin's head's in my lap. He struggling to stay awake, I can tell. I push some hair away from his face.
"Fall asleep Aust." I say.
"It's oka-" He yawns. I grin and shake my head. I kiss his forhead.
"Go to sleep. I don't mind." I say.
"You sure?" He asks.
"Possitive." I say. He nods.
"Can you do something for me?" He asks.
"Sure. What's up?" I ask.
"Sing for me." He says. I laugh.
"Austin, I don't sing." I say.
"Yes you do. I've heard you." He says.
"When?" I ask confused.
"You don't notice yourself singing." He chuckles. "You do it alot." I blush
"I'm not good though." I say.
"Yes you are. You have a beautiful voice." He says.
"Austin." I warn.
"Please." He begs. He stares at me with big eyes. I stare back.
He's not gonna stop.
He's too stuborn.
He's obviously going to get what he wants either way.
Dammit, Austin.
"Fine what song." I ask.
"I dunno." He says.
"Austin! You have to help me a little here!" I say and giggle, he chuckles.
"Finee. How about... I'm with you, Avril Lavigne." He says. I think.
"Sure." He gets comfortable. I giggle. I get started.
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I get to a point in the song then realise Austin has fallen asleep. I stop singing. I take my phone that was next to me and go on instagram.
I look through the photos. I then see the one with me at the hospital. I roll my eyes. I don't like that he posted a photo of me sleeping, but it's okay.
After I do this.
I put on my instagram camera and put it on selfie mode. I make it so Austin's face is in the frame, but that half my face is also in it. I widen my eyes and curve my lips into a smile. I click the blue button. I view the picture. I smile at the picture of Austin's head in my lap. My eyes look extremly blue from the light.
I put for comment the sleeping emoji then do @ his instagram. I tag him in the picture. I post it, turn my phone off then look back at Austin. I smile. My eyes get heavy as the room fades.
I wake up a little later, I find Austin still sleeping with his head resting on my lap. I go on instagram and find thousands of likes on instagram of the picture I posted of Austin. I scroll through the comments.
Great idea, Emma.
'So cute!'
'Asdfghjkl. Not fair!'
'<3'
It's been afew hours. I think I'll wake Austin now.
I lean down and kiss him. I go to pull away but a hand grips on to the back of my neck and pulls me back down.
I smile in the kiss. Austin nudges my nose with his. I put my hand on his chest. He sits up from laying and continues to kiss me. He turns sitting normally on the couch still kissing me, I go on his lap and straddle on it, his hands on my waist. I run my fingers through his hair. I stop kissing him. I look at him, still on his lap.
"Let's do something." Austin says.
"Like what?" I ask.
"We could go out. We never had like a first date." He says.
"Okay. Let me go get ready first." I say.
"Okay." He says. I get off his lap and walk to my room, locking the door. I get a lacy skirt. As I was removing my black tank my skin shows bruises a white tank and a baby blue crop top. I brush my hair and it has natural curls at the end of my hair. I put a rubber band on my wrist just in case. I slip on some white keds with ankle socks. Then I walk out of my room.
Austin's sitting at the island on his phone. He looks up at me and smiles.
He's always smiling.
I smile back.
"Ready?" He asks. I nod. I go in the living room and grab my phone. Then grab a lacy sweater from the closet. I slip it on and we walk out. We go in his car.
"What do you feel like?" Austin asks.
"I dunno. We could just go for lunch." I say.
"Ok. We could go to this really cool place Lumie." He says.
"Cool." I say.
"Ever been there before?" He asks, his eyes concintrated on the road.
"No, why?" I ask.
"Oh, it's really nice. I've went there for afew get togethers." He says.
"What type of get togethers?" I ask.
"Well you know like," He seems a little nervous. "for like interviews and stuff." He says.
"Ok." I say. "Are you okay? You're acting weird." I say.
"Gee thanks." He jokes I giggle. "I hope you're not upset that I know it from interviews." He says.
"What? Why do you think I'd be upset?" I ask.
"I dunno." He says.
"You do know." I say. He shrugs.
"Cause it has to do with, you know becoming.." He says hopping I'd cathc on.
"Austin, it really doesn't matter where we go. I'm with you so, I really don't care." I say. He smiles. "So stop worrying so much!" I say, he laughs.
"Okay." He says. We continue driving until we've reached where we needed to be. We get out of the car. He goes over to me and fits his hand into mine. We walk into the cute place. We go to a table, Austin pulls the chair out for me and helps me in.
He is such a gentelman. He sits down across from me.
We talk, we order our food.
Then, after awhile of being here people fill in, a paperatzi shows.
"Don't worry about it." A voice says. I turn to it. Austin's looking at me with a warm smile. I smile back.
We continue talking and laughing. We finish our food and we payed, well he did. He wouldn't let me.
Austin's looking at me. I smile at him.
"What?" I ask, the smile not leaving my face. He looks at where music is playing a slow song then back at me.
"Wanna dance?" He asks.
"Sure." I say. He gets up and lends a hand towards me. I take it and he leads me to the dance floor. He then takes both my hands, pulls me gently infront of him. He lets go of my hands and slowly slides his hands around my waist. I put my arms around his neck. He smiles at me as we take baby steps around.
"You're beautiful." He says. I smile. He leans his forehead on mine, staring into my eyes.
The song ends.
"Do you wanna go back home now?" Austin asks. I nod we go outside.
"Austin, Austin over here!"
"Can we get a picture of you with your girlfriend?"
Austin smiles at the cameras. His hand around my waist. There's afew girls freaking out. One waves at Austin, Austin smiles and waves back. Then we hear a 'OH MY GOD' From that girl. We eventually get through to his car we get in and drive off.
"I'm sorry." He says. I shake my head.
"It's alright." I say, smiling. "I had a good time." I say. He smiles.
"Me too." He says, putting his hand on mine. I fix my hand in his.
We finally get home. He walks me up to my door step. He softly kisses my lips, he pulls away, smiling.
"Thank you, for today." I say smiling.
"No problem." He says. I go in my house and he walks toward his. I spend the rest of the day thinking about today and how perfect it felt.
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Guess who's alive?
ME!
Yes I am finally updating. Hello.
So, gunna fill y'all in.
I went to the Austin Mahone concert on the 20th of August.
IT WAS FLIPPIN AMAZING.
Like omg can we just take a minute to realise that I was in the same room with AUSTIN MAHONE?
What even.
Today's my dad's birthday.
Woohoo. <Where my The Sims people at;)>
Okay so ya this summer was lame. I literally just did something last week and that was it.
That was my summer.
BUT GUYS I'M GOING TO A NEW SCHOOL WHAT.
Highschool at a new place?
Help.
Do any of you even read these things?
I don't. But here I am writting one.
K bai lovies
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