- Noni -
I pulled my knees to my chest letting the tears slowly fall down my cheeks.
I saw this could've been coming but i brushed it off...i trusted him...and he betrayed me...
every time i start liking somebody they betray my trust and hurt me...
Just thinking about it i began sobbing into my knees.
" Shes still in there?" i heard from behind the door.
"yes..."
"God!...that sick prick hurt her and she doesn't deserve this" i heard sammy spazz
" Go talk to her...maybe shell calm down" i heard
"i cant...i have a meeting to go to" sammy sighed "can you?...you're friends as well right?...i wish i could be there for her right now"
"Yea Ill talk to her...Just go before you're late"
"Thanks bro...tell her i love her and ill talk to her as soon as possible"
it went silent before my door opened revealing jack with a sympathetic smile on his face closing the door behind him
"Hey lil bean" he said sweetly "you doing okay?" he asked sitting beside me on my bed
" no" i said with a cracked voice glancing at him. " h-he betrayed me...h...he said he loved me and wanted a future with me...then he goes...goes and fucks his ex wife?!...I...i was starting to love him back..." i said looking down with a cracked voice
Jack sighed pulling me onto his lap and laying me onto his chest.
"everything, will be okay" he said kissing my forehead
i began sobbing into his neck asking so many horrible questions..
Was i not enough?
Was this all just a rebound relationship?
Why do i feel like y world is falling apart?
Why am i so worthless?!
"Why can't anybody faithfully love me?!" i cried
Jack pulled back and looked down at me.
" Noni...you're horrendously blind" he chuckled " there are so many people who love you and you cant see it babe...Your a sweet,beautiful,funny, adorable...and Noah is so fucking stupid for losing such a sexy and bad woman" he said caressing my cheek eith his thumb.
i blushed looking up into his beautiful eyes.
"thank you jack...i really needed that" i sweetly smiled blinking
he smiled back looking back into my eyes flickering down to my lips.
Mine did the same imagining his plump pink lips that were slightly parted like he was going to speak.
"Please" i whimpered wanting...no needing this
he looked back up at me slowly before leaning in and smashing his lips onto mine.
I wrapped my arms around his neck deepening the kiss and turning to straddle him.
His large hand held the small of my back as we fell back on the bed laughing and giggling.
I held my self up licking my lips looking down at him with our faces only inches apart.
"that was amazing" he lightly chuckled cupping my face in his hand.
i smiled leaning into his soft and warm hand with my eyes closed and relaxed.
Once we realized what just happened i moved off of him and he jumped up scratching the back of his neck.
i looked at my fingers smiling too myself.
"you want some chinese?" he asked surprisingly not awkwardly
"sure" i smiled meeting his gaze
he cutely smiled back licking his lips.
"how bout we watch a movie while we wait yea?" he held his hand out
i nodded taking it,
"i would love too..."
*
I giggled squirming as Jack tickled and poked my sides.
"jack stop!" i squealed giggling
" Say...Jack is a sexy god" he stopped but held me down gently
" I don't wanna lie" i joked smirking
he gasped pouting.
"meany head...atleast give me a kiss" he smiled cutely leaning in
" Nope" i said shaking my head as his lips grazed mine
"noniiii" he whined
I giggled holding his hips.
" did you just moan my name?" i giggled.
he straight faced me making me smile
" fine cmere" i smiled holding his cheek
he smiled cutely leaning down connecting our lips.
i wrapped my arms around his neck deepening the kiss.
his hands roamed up my thighs, lifting my thighs around his waist.
i smiled through the kiss pulling his shirt up over his head.
once his shirt was off he flipped us over so i was on top of him and pulled my shirt over my head going back to our make out session. A quiet moan left my lips as his lips moved to my neck giving multiple hickeys.
"ja-"
ding
We both jumped up and pulled our shirts back on.
i rushed into the bathroom checking my neck seeing several purple and red bruises on my neck and jaw.
"fuck..." i mumbled grabbing my makeup and began covering up my hickeys.
" NONI...Noahs here!" i heard making my eyes widen
"Noah?" i said to myself
i put my makeup down walking back out seeing jack in the kitchen glaring at noahs back.
i smirked at his protectiveness walking up to them.
"w-whatre you doing here?" i asked glancing at jack who was distracting me on purpose licking and biting his lip
he knows thats my weakness...
"i miss you...i cant get you off my mind" he sighed
i looked away not wanting to hear it...
"Noah i-"
"please noni...nobody has ever made me feel the way you make me feel...i messed up and i regret that so much...i do love you and i wanna marry you" he began crying.
i raised my eyebrow,
Noah...we were together for 4 months...i loved you but I'm only 19" i said
he looked down sighing.
"im so sorry" he cried "please give me another chance..." he begged
i shook my head looking towards the hall where jack nervously watched me.
"i cant noah...i wanna be happy...not scared that its gonna happen...im moving on...and its amazing" i said not looking away from jack for a while , smiling to myself then down at my feet
"Ok...i-i get that...and i want you to be happy...s-so I'm just gonna leave.."he said quietly getting up.
i watched him walk over to the door and close it behind him...
" Were you talking about me?" jack asked before his arms wrapped around me
i smiled intertwining our hands over my belly.
"when?" i asked looking back at him.
"when you said you were moving on..." he said looking down at me
" oh...ofcourse" i said truthfully, smiling
his eyes sparkled and i smiled pecking his lips just as the doorbell rang again.
" ill get it" he said kissing my cheek
i smiled turning around and watching him walk over to the door.
i hopped on the counter and smiled waiting.
" oh my god!...babe...we got extra fortune cookies" jack cutely exclaimed excited walking over to me and putting the phone down.
I giggled combing my fingers through his hair.
"kiss?" he asked
i nodded leaning down and kissing his lips.
i pulled away and caressed his cheek not taking my eyes off of him.
" You okay?" he asked furrowing his eyebrows concerned.
i pecked his lips smiling.
" I'm perfect..."