Sometimes I wonder why
Things happen,
And why people change,
Sometimes I think that I'm always on the outside,
I'm the only one looking in,
Sometimes I think I'm the only one who hasn't changed,
I'm the only one who hasn't moved,
And everyone around me is moving,
Steady on their feet,
Not looking back,
While I'm stuck here,
On the ground,
Watching from behind,
So when it all finally catches up to me
I can see it coming.
I know I'm not who I was a year ago,
I'm not who I was three months ago,
I'm just;
Lost.
I don't know who I am,
I don't know where I belong,
I don't know who's my Home,
I don't know where my Home is.
She says she likes me,
Does she really?
He said he's my friend,
Is he really?
They said they care about me,
But,
Do they really?
At this point,
I'm never really sure,
And I'm always worried to take a step towards them,
For fear they take a step back.
I just kinda sit here
And hope for the best.