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You hiss at the pain coming from your legs and neck. You literally slept against the door of your bedroom. Why? Because your damn boyfriend got drunk and locked out of your bedroom again. This whole drinking problem started last month when you came home and saw him with another girl. You almost ended it with him. What stopped you was not him telling you he was sorry, or him telling you that he fucked up. It was your love for him.
You could never imagine leaving him. You cried though, after that day seeing him with another girl. You were broken. You told him to leave but ended up in his arms crying. He hated to see you so upset. Seeing you like that caused him to start drinking and harming himself. He always told you that he would stop, but he never did.
You're tired of it.
You want this to stop.
You will make this stop.
You gasp, feeling the door open and slam you into the wall. You clench your teeth in pain. "What the hell- Shit- Y/n baby, I'm so sorry." Jungkook picks you up in his arms and caresses your cheek with his thumb. "What were you doing there?" He asks. "I-i was going t-to scare y-you...but...that didn't work." You force a chuckle out. "I'm so sorry...I didn't mean to hurt you...I never wanted to." He places his forehead against yours and closed his eyes. "Jungkook..." You whisper. He hums in response. "It's okay...you...we...we need to talk though..." You tell him. He opens his eyes and his forehead takes itself away from yours.
"What is it, Y/n?" He asks. You force yourself not to tear up. "Bedroom?" You say. He nods and brings you to your bedroom and sits you down on your bed. "Talk to me, sweet cake," He said. "....You're sober...right?" You ask him. "What? Of course, I am. I told you I stopped drinking a while ago." He obviously lies. "No Jungkook....you didn't...last night you came home drunk. I know you don't remember, but I do." You tell him. Jungkook tears up. "Y/n...I'm sorry...I can't help it." Jungkook says. "Yes, yes you can. You just won't let yourself be forgiven. Do you know that the more you harm yourself the more you hurt me? I've lost count of how many times I've slept against that bedroom door...how many times you came home drunk." You can't help it anymore, you let tears escape your eyes and flow down your cheeks.
Jungkook wraps his arms around you and embraces you tightly. "I...I promise Y/n...for real this time. I will stop. I love you so fucking much...Please stop crying." He places light kisses on your forehead, cheeks, and lips. "Promise?" You ask, letting him wipe your tears away. "I promise." He replies. "If you do get drunk to harm yourself again, I'll leave you." You threaten. "Y/n-ah, I promise. Please don't leave me." Jungkook frowns. You nod and kiss him. "I'll stay sober. Forever. To be with you, forever." Jungkook mumbles in between the kiss, making you smile.