Brooklyn
It has been two weeks since our last appointment so I was 6 weeks today and we had our 6 week check up. Today me and August were going to look at houses to move in. Because I'm not showing yet I decided to wear a black crop top and some jeans. Jasmine wanted to tag along with us ofcourse so me and jas were currently waiting on August to get home from "work" so we could go. I've been talking to my abuela here and there but never to my mother or Father or any one else. I wouldn't say I was perfectly fine with that because I wasn't. It was hurting me but I know that I'm going to be a mom soon and I don't want them no where near my Child.
"So are you guys gonna let me & Chelsie Throw you guys a baby reveal?" Jasmine said Eating a banana.
"I mean I don't really care to much for all that. It's not like this pregnancy was wanted. It's not like I have any family and neither does August and I only have you and chelsie and August only has C. We don't fuck with people so it would be pointless." I said scrolling through my timeline on IG.
I really wanted to have a cute pregnancy. I wanted family time I wanted a baby shower I wanted everything. But I knew I couldn't have any of that.
"Stop it Brooke. We have people we are cool with at school that could come. You could get in touch with augs family."
"I don't know how he would feel about that jas."
"He might actually be happy to see them. You never know. You should try to reach out."
Keeping quiet the thoughts played in my mind over and over. I wanted August to heal with his family since healing with me is completely different because I never met Mel. I didn't want to bring any more mess into our lives right now tho. Ending the conversation August walked into our mini condo Giving us a signal to come on. So I slipped my black hurraches on and we were on our way.
Once we arrived the realtor Let us take a look around. To say beautiful was an understatement. It has 4 bedrooms. Though we had a tiny family We could have our room, our child's room, and We both could have our own offices except I would use mine to do people's makeup and hair in it. I really loved this house and I knew from the moment I walked in that I wanted to raise my family in this home.
"You like it baybeh?" He said grabbing my waist.
"I love it babe! Can we get it please please please??" I said jumping up and down.
"Whateva you want baybeh girl." He said kissing my cheek.
He went over to the realtor as me and jasmine just talked about where everything in me and August's house was gonna go. I was so excited.
Leaving out once we got in the car August looked at me with a smirk.
"What? Why you looking at me like that?" I said.
He handed me the keys. I turned the music up and started twerking in my seat.
"Oh my god! Our house." I screamed.
Once I got done celebrating we decided to Drop jasmine back off so we could go to dinner to just talk and Enjoy each other's company. Once we got seated the Waitress came by and took our order for our drinks.
"How ya feelin baybeh?" He said.
"I mean right now I'm happy we got a house. I'm happy with you. I'm happy with my grades. I just wish this child could have waited ya know? But I'm still excited to have one.. especially with you. "
"Awww my baybeh wanted to have my baybeh." He said cheesing.
I began to blush. "Stop it. Ofcourse I wanted to have your child just not now."
"I know baybeh. I shouldn't have hit it without a condom anyway. Dat was wrong of me. But we gon be straight dats all dat matters."
Before I could reply the waitress came back with our drinks. She was side eyeing August in a seductive way but August wasn't paying any attention so I decided to ask her what was up.
"You see he's with me. Why you staring him down?" I said directly to the little thot. She had on A tank top with booty shorts. This place was kind of like hooters.
"I don't know what your talking about." She said giggling.
"What the fuck is funny?"
"You. Girl nobody want your man. If I did I would of been had him boo."
As I got up I felt a stern grip grab on to my wrist pulling me out the Restaurant. I seen the girl snap a picture of the both of us but I didn't think anything of it. Once we got into the car It was silence.
"Bruh."
"What August?"
"You ain't even gotta trip like dat mane. These hoes fa everybody. I'm a fine ass nigga yes bitches gon look. You know I'm yours that's all dat matters."
I kept quiet because I know he wasn't finished speaking with me.
"You can't be jumping at bitches while you carrying my baybeh. Period."
"Ok August."
With that being said we grabbed some chic-fil-and went home. While August worked on some music he was writing I looked up and ordered some furniture for our new place. Everything would arrive there in two days.
Once I began to fall asleep August walked in.
He climbed on top of me and started to kiss all over my neck. We haven't had sex since I've found out I was pregnant because we've just been busy. But I honestly been missing him inside of me. He slid my panties off and slid him inside of me. I knew this would be a long night.
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Waking up the next morning August was gone like always. I decided to get on Facebook and look up Melvin Alsina. It felt weird searching up a dead person but I was on a mission to heal my baby daddy's heart. Once I got to the page I went to his friends list and searched up the last name Alsina. Travis, Chandra, & Alena all Popped up. I decided to text Travis first.
Brooklyn Anderson: Hey.. I was wondering if you were related to August Alsina by chance.. if so please reply.
After that I got up and went pee. When I came back I had a reply from Travis making me nervous to Even Open it up and see what he said.
Travis Alsina: yea I am. Who dis?
Brooklyn Anderson: this is his girlfriend.. He's been hurt going through so much and I just want you guys to reunite and.. talk.
Travis Alsina: yeah I miss my boy. He ain't got a Facebook or nun I can't even reach da nigga.
Brooklyn Anderson: Okay great! Can I fly you out here?
Travis Alsina: where?
Brooklyn Anderson: Cali.
Travis Alsina: Hell Yeah. Ima bring our nieces and they mama Chandra with me is dat coo?
Brooklyn Anderson: Oh my god yes! Can you maybe bring your mother too?
Travis Alsina: Nah She too sick to fly.
With that I got what I needed. I would be flying them out here soon and I couldn't wait. I ofcourse was gonna wait until we our new house together.
Getting out the bed I did my daily yoga so my baby could flip the way she or he is supposed to be. I eat heathy and drink lots of water to make sure my pregnancy ran smoothly not just for me but for my child.
After getting Dressed I wanted to go out today but something was bothering me. I just felt unsafe for some reason. I felt if I went out today something bad would happen. August dropped by the crib to chat for a little bit before going back to work.
"Wassup baybeh." He said throwing his keys on the counter.
"Hi babe."
"How my baybeh doin'?"
"I'm doing good." I smiled.
"I'm talking bout my lul baybeh not you."
Rolling my eyes I sighed. "our baby is still breech. I don't understand I've been doing Yoga and doing flips and everything and it still won't turn. I'm trying to be patient though. Other than that She or he is healthy but I need to talk to you.
"Wazzam?"
"The drug situation. The more your into the business the more your risking your chance of life."
"Baybeh I know how dis shit go."
"Still. We are having a baby. We cant be putting our self at risk. This baby needs the both of us."
"So what you want me to do?"
"Quit nigga what the hell."
"The way the money flowing right now I ain't quiting."
"Excuse me?"
"I will once my music career go some place. Other than that I ain't stopping. Ion know why you complainin' I come home every night, I get you what you want. The bills are paid. So wassup what's the problem?"
"We have a kid August! You out here when mothafuckas is out here looking for you and me! You don't care bout that huh?"
"Who tha fuck You talking to?" He said Pinning me against the wall. August had anger issues anyone who seen him can tell. I wasn't scared of him but I knew I couldn't fight back pregnant or not.
"You nigga. You need to Figure out what we gon do. Our baby needs a real father something I ain't have." I said getting emotional.
"Ight baybeh. Gimmie a few mo days."
He pecked my lips a few time before rubbing my stomach a little bit then he left out the house again.
Well that went ok.
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Today was the day we were moving out. Ceaser was here and Jasmine & Chelsea was here to help as well. I wasn't big at all so I was pretty much able to lift any and everything. While taking a break the boys continued to Move things into the Uhaul truck while I sat down tryna catch my breathe and chill.
"You ain't even fat yet." August said walking out the house. I rolled my eyes at the fact of him right now.
"so when do you find out the gender?" Jasmine asked me.
"In a few weeks. So excited for that."
"I know I am too. I'm kind of hoping for a nephew."
"Yeah August wants a son. I honestly don't care what I'm blessed with. As long Him or her are healthy and happy then I'm happy."
Nodding, we decided to get up and help pack the kitchen things up. We've been at this for hours and with the four of us we've been getting a lot of things done honestly. August still doesn't know about some of his family that is coming here in like two weeks. I picked two weeks just so that way we could be settled. Once we got everything packed me and my girls got into the car and the boys drove the truck as we all met at the new place. Now time for the unloading.
They finally moving 😩
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