Malibu, California CA
2015, May 16 Saturday
05 : 08 am
Rihanna Fenty
"Mmm"
I just got back from Paris this morning, things got delayed and Bey wasn't happy about it at all. That and the fact that she had to find someone to clean and look after Amir
"Ahhh"
The demand for FentyBeauty is so overwhelming, I got told by my people that the new collection is sold out already and it's been in stock for only a week.
Now I was thinking of adding a limited addition line for pregnant woman on FentyClothing, just for women who wanna look sexy while pregnant but don't have money like my wife to have shit Custom made.
I actually browsed around a few maternity stores in every mall I've been just to get an idea of how the market is really like. I must say, it's underwhelming
"Fuuuuckk"
I want to create a look that will make pregnant women feel as sexy and beautiful as they look.
I watched my wife open her eyes to find me between her legs at 5 am in the morning
"Baby... what are you doing?" She asked panting her chest heavily, I didn't pay her question any mind
I happily sucked on her clit making her moan louder, I made sure to lock our door so our daughter couldn't come in.
I ran my tongue sloppily on her labia before sliding it in her whole and sucking on her urethra. She gripped a potion of my hair as stifled moans escaped her
"Fuck Rih" she cried out, I smirked at that while still working my tongue on her.
I pulled from her for a second before blowing cold air on her urethra, she sighed out her moan. She was soaking with wetness
I haven't tasted her in five whole days, FIVE days. At this point I only craved tasting her sweet juices so I could be at peace.
"Mmm" I groaned out as she lets a flow of juices fill my mouth. She tasted like a fruit cocktail, I swear. She has a very unique taste, I love it. That's why I couldn't let another nigga have this
She grinded her waist against my face, pulling me more in her. As it that was even possible
"Rihhh I'm about to.." She was cut off by her own climax, I think it took her unexpectedly. I gripped her thighs gulping down as she flowed in my mouth
She whimpered while holding on to my head. I cleaned her up after she calmed down then got up to hover on top of her.
"Babe... what did I do to deserve that?" She asked me with a delirious look in her eye
"Everything, I love you." I said before kissing her lips gently, she licked my lips tasting herself in the process.
"I love you more" she whispered between our lips, I chuckled at her statement
"What?" She asked now smiling herself, I shook my head.
"You can never love me more than I love you" I said smirking, she rolled her eyes at me. She perked my lips
"Then you don't know how much I love you" she said before kissing me again.
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10 : 39 am
"Where did you get her so soon?" I asked Bey as I put on some comfortable clothing after our shower.
"She's a friend of Aurelie, she just came back from Monaco or something and just needed something to keep her busy" Bey responded while looking for something to wear from her closet
"Baby it doesn't seem like you know much about her, did you ask one of my guys to do a background check on her?" I asked looking at her, she stares back at me with her face looking funny
"Do a background check on her? Rih, that's invading her privacy and I don't want you to do that." She said to me.
She looked so cute in that green dress she had on, today was already showing to be a sunny day. She opted for a maxi dress that complements her pregnant tummy beautifully
I wanted to take her out. At some low key place we can find around here. I can't remember the last time we went out
The new nanny was out the moment we got up, she took Amir to school then Bey told me that she let her, like with Mahalia, just do her own thing until Amir has to come back.
My baby and I took a drive to this Getty Villa museum I've heard so much about. All I wanted was just to spend more time with her
"Aubrey was bugging me to release music, he and Timberland practically cornered me until I at least told them I'd think about it" she said as she played with my finger in habit. I kept on stealing glances at her while I drove
"I've been telling you that voice is pure magic, it's something the world needs" I told her truthfully
"You sound just like them too." She said chuckling, I kissed her palm smiling
"So baby I was wondering... do you have a family?" She asked me, I looked at her in question
"Yes i do, you and my children." I said in a duh tone, she rolled her eyes at me.
"Not us dummy, I mean blood related family. Like uncles and aunts or something" she said.
"They didn't take me in when I needed them and let some strangers treat me like shit. So no, I don't" I said beginning to get annoyed just thing about them
"Have y'all ever discussed it before? Maybe they've changed and..." I interrupted her before she could go any further
"Beyoncé I don't have a family besides you and my children. I'm done talking about this" I said angrily.
She stayed silent after while I just looked straight ahead trying to get rid of my anger. I didn't want to lose my cool
I have an Uncle, my brother's only sibling. The only only blood relative I have. He's a pastor, by the time my parents died he was married and had three small kids.
Like all Christians he is a fucken hypocrite, 'God loves all of his children cause we all created in his image. But not you weirdo girl who's born with a dick, you belong to satan' is basically what he said and acted like
At 13 years old I lost my mom and I was just a baby but he couldn't see past his stupid beliefs, he couldn't see his brother in me and take me in. Instead he threw to some strangers to raise me
"I'm sorry... I didn't mean to get angry I just.." she interrupted me
"I understand baby, I didn't mean make you upset" she said quietly, I sighed hard.
"He hates me, my only uncle hates me. Him and his wife called me the devil's seed and they called me unnatural. Then they gave me off to foster care" I said to her. I've never let go of that anger towards them
"Maybe he was scared. People don't know how to deal with unfamiliar situations so they tend to lash out instead." She said
"I was scared too babe, I had lost both my parents and I was practically alone in the world. Then they made me feel like a freak for the first time in my life" I said to her
"I know... I know. My dad's family blamed me for him raping me. My mom's side of the family too but... I found it in me to forgive them so they would've have power to change me." She said with her softest voice.
"All I'm saying is... we have children or are gonna have children and someday they will want to know more about them. We should be able to tell them that we at least tried" she said looking at me.
Sometimes I wish she didn't make so much sense, I wish I fell for a dumb ass shit but unfortunately for me. I'm in love with her smart and intelligent ass
"Okay... I'll try" I said making her smile so massively at me. Damn... she's so pretty
"That's all I'm asking for. And remember that your wife will always be there, I won't let you do it alone" she smiled at me, My face started heating up from that smile on her face. I turned to look the other way
She giggled at me "Aww baby you're so cute" she cood making me shake my head at her
"I don't know why you do this to me" I mumbled softly.
💜
"Are you going back to school to teach after you have the babies?" I asked as we walked hand in hand in The Getty Villa garden. We were just talking about random shit
"Yeah, I love teaching. My kids are so entertaining" she said smiling, she loves her classes
"Your love for children is so adorable. I will never get over how you just connected with Amir" I said and she chuckled
"That was easy, she was not a fussy baby and she was too adorable not to love. My baby is still so adorable" she cheesed. That happened every time she spoke about her
"I think you love Amir more than you love me" I teased her making her laugh.
"That's true, Amir is my baby" she said smiling, I playfully rolled my eyes at her making her laugh again
"You're crazy"
☂️
Malibu, California CA
2015, May 16 Saturday
07 : 41 pm
Sabrina Billini
"So how's Bey treating you?" Aurelie asked while we spoke over the phone.
"She's super sweet" I answered. I didn't know how to feel about her. Especially about her relationship with my daughter.
I didn't expect Amir to remember me obviously but... I thought my place in her life would never be filled. She has the kind of relationship with Beyoncé that I doubt I'll ever have with her.
I didn't even know who she was until she introduced herself as Knowles Fenty and obviously when she Introduced Amir to me.
Amir looks so much like her daddy, even the hazel eyes too. But I've noticed that she has adopted Beyoncé's character. She's super nice and calm like her... stepmom.
"That didn't sound so sincere, do you have a problem with her?" My friend asked, she doesn't know about Amir
"No no, of course not. She's nice Relie. I wish you could've told me that she's Bird's wife" I said to her.
"Oh I'm sorry about that... I just didn't think it was important" she said, the fact that she's her wife is not the problem
"I guess it's not... I can't believe you're crushing on Bird's wife. She will kill you" I said making her laugh
"I am NOT crushing on her for the last time! She's just a friend" she said but I didn't believe her. She hasn't changed much and she definitely has a crush on Beyoncé
"Mhm whatever girl" I said.
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21 : 01 pm
"Baby stop!" I heard Beyoncé giggling as they came through the door.
"Don't be acting like you don't like all this shit woman" I heard her voice for the first time in nearly 8 years, I heart sunk in my chest.
"Stop being nasty" I heard her wife's voice as they came closer to the kitchen are.
"Oh hey Sabrina, I didn't think you'd still be awake" she said smiling at me, I returned it
"I figured I'd wait so I wouldn't leave Amir in the house alone" I said to her, she nodded then turned to HER. Who was staring at me
"Um, oh yeah. Baby this is Sabrina Billini, she's Aurelie's friend" she said, Bird took out her hand for me to shake and I did. My body vibrated when our hands touched
"This is my wife, Rihanna Fenty" she introduced us, I nodded my voice couldn't come out
"Nice to meet you." I just nodded like an idiot
"Right. Sabrina you can go to relax now, I'll take over. Thank you so much for your help" she said kindly
"No it's no problem really" I said, I enjoyed looking after my own daughter
They disappeared to their room I suppose, I let out a breath I didn't I was holding. She still looked so beautiful and sexy. I can't believe she still makes me feel like this