Beverly Hills, California CA
2015, April 12 Sunday
11 : 32 am
Drake.
After my mans Chris married his girl too, I felt like I was missing out. I know Zoë is my girl and I gotta marry her asap.
"We're going to your parent's house tonight still right?" I asked her as I got ready. She was getting dressed too in front of me.
The scar on her chest made those memories of that night come back rushing in my mind every time I saw it. Then I would remember how close I was to losing her.
"Yeah, my little brother Miles will be there too. I haven't seen him in months" she said, I paused just looking at her for a moment.
I slowly made my way to her, I wrapped my arms around her securely as she slid her top on.
"Marry me" I whispered in her ear softly. She turned around to look at me with a smile on her face
"Babe, I know both of your best friends are married now but you don't have to feel pressured" she assured, her thumb brushed on my beard gently.
I untangled my arms around her then went into my jewelry box. I took out a small box from there then walked back to her. I handed it to her
"I've been thinking about this for a long time" she gasped when she opened the box and found the engagement ring
"Baby..." she whispered then I saw tears in her eyes.
"I love you Zoë Kravitz And I want you to be my wife" I said to her. She jumped in my arms and gave me a big hug
"I have to tell you something" she whispered sounding like she was crying
"Okay" I said rubbing her back smoothly. Waiting for her to calm down and tell me what's wrong.
"I can't marry you... not when I'm like this" she said crying more, now I was confused
"What do you mean Zozo?" I asked her. She just cried more instead.
"I won't be able to give you the life that you deserve, I won't be much of a good wife to you. I can't marry like this" she said still crying.
We sat on the bed with me trying my best to conform her. I was still confused cause she was only speaking in riddles
"Baby... just tell me what's wrong" I pleaded before kissing her hands gently
"I have cancer... the doctor told me that she has to remove my uterus and start chemotherapy" she said before crying again.
I just froze, actually choked. I pulled her to my chest but words could leave my vocal cords still.
"I'm sorry baby, I'm so sorry" she apologized while still crying
"No, there's no need to apologize baby. What are you apologizing for?" I asked hugging her tighter. My eyes became glossy too
The future I played out in my mind just seemed to crumble down, it was replaced by darkness. I wasn't ready to lose Zoë
"You're gonna be fine" I said kissing the top of her head.
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Malibu, California CA
2015, April 12 Sunday
01 : 51 pm
Rihanna Fenty
My daughter and I decided to bake for her mommy, Amir had taken that as her new favorite thing to do so I was just basically her assistant.
Bey was complaining about back pains so I made her sit in bed for the day. I cancelled my meetings so I could take care of her.
Mahalia, Amir's nanny made breakfast for us. I took that to Bey in bed. After her shower, I rubbed her belly with coconut oil making her relax a bit.
"Daddy you'll have to do the eggs for me" Chef Amir instructed me. She's had a lot of hobbies before but this one stuck the most, she seems really passionate about it.
"Right on it princess" I said, I cracked six eggs and whipped them while she was busy with the doe.
"Y'all look so cute in your aprons" I heard Bey's voice, she startled me but i had to play it off. Thugs don't get scared
"Mommy you're supposed to stay in bed, you'll ruin the surprise" Amir said to her, Bey smiled so massively
"I know I know but your siblings are thirsty, I just came here for water." She took a bottle of water from the fridge. She kissed our cheeks before she left the kitchen
"She's so curious" Amir stated before shaking her head pathetically. I laughed her theatrics, you'd swear she's Bey's biological baby with how much they're alike.
After making everything and putting it in the oven, we went to check up on my curios wife. But we found her dozed off already
My daughter and I decided to go watch a movie instead in the living room. She wanted to watch Ratatouille
"Princess, when did you start loving cooking this much?" I asked her curiously.
"Mommy and I cook all the time, she makes it fun" she answered never taking her eyes off the movie.
"So she made you love it?" I asked smiling
"Yes, Mommy makes delicious food. I wanna be like her when I'm older" she said simply while watching. I hope nothing ever breaks their bond
After a while we took the Whoopie Pie out then put the whip cream, we also had vanilla custard filling on our pastry cream.
My mouth was watering from just looking at it, Amir wouldn't let me have a taste tho until her mommy had some. I swear I didn't matter to this kid at all.
After they cooled down, we took the pastries to my wife upstairs and a glass of milk to go with.
"Mommy, look!" Amir whisper shouted. Bey was now just laying in bed playing with her phone, still looking tired.
She held the biggest smile while sitting up on the bed and welcomed the tray of goods .
"If it tastes bad, it's all Amir's fault. Not mine" I joked making her giggle at me
"Chef Amir is the best cook in the house" Bey said before taking a bite. I saw her eyes get wide as the food hit her tongue
"Wow, this is so good baby" she said before taking another bite
"Let me have some" I said before taking some off her plate and so did Amir, Bey frowned at us
"You're finishing it" she whined like a little baby making our princess and I to laugh.
"Damn this is good princess, wow" I complement as I ate. I didn't know my baby had such a talent
I could feel my wife staring at me as I savored the taste of my Princess's baking. When my eyes met with her, I saw her staring at me biting on her bottom lip
She blushed when our eyes met, I know what that meant. I have to get rid of Amir for a couple of hours. She almost caught us once because of Bey's loud ass so I can't risk it again.
I leaned in and placed a soft kiss on her sugary lips and she moaned softly. "I'll ask Mahalia to take her out then" I said knowingly.
She perked my lips softly again before nodding. My body just became warm from that little contact alone, I didn't realize that we hadn't been intimate in that long.
When we turned, we found Amir with a disgusted expression on her face. Both Bey and I laughed at that.
I asked Mahalia to take our amazing chef out for a few hours to give us some privacy. She's a grown woman, she understood.
I cleaned the kitchen quickly before going to attend my wife.
I climbed in bed, in between her lips to hover on top of her. Her skin glowed under the bright light of the sun that came into the room.
I placed a soft kiss on those plumb lips of hers, my heart started beating out of my chest for whatever reason. It felt like the first time I touched her naked skin again.
"I love you" she whispered looking at me with the gentlest gaze I've ever seen on her.
"I love you more" I responded, the words coming from the deepest parts of my heart.
Somehow the atmosphere had shifted, it seemed that the world was only accommodating us only. I felt secured
I continued to kiss her lips passionately, her moans sent chills to my spine still. We entwined our hands together as I grinded myself against her lower half .
Then she started giggle randomly, I gave her a confused look
"They're both kicking at the same time" she clarified, I put my hand on her tummy and one of them started kicking the area. I chuckled at that too
"I think they missed you too" she said looking at me with a smile on her face.
"I missed you... too." I said looking at her. Her eyes started getting glossy again.
"Baby I did something bad" she said covering her face. I looked at her confused
"Please forgive me, I was just angry at you" she started crying. My heart dropped and the thought of her cheating on me broke my heart
"What did you do Bey?" I asked with my tone low, I felt like I already knew. She just kept on sniffing and crying