As the whole underworld lights started to flicker in every single household making everyone to step out of their houses wondering what was happening. Sufiani held onto Leo's hands feeling uneasy in what was happening.
"Oppa what is happening?" Sufiani asks Leo.
"I don't know princess". Leo responded as he planted a kiss on Sufiani's forehead.
"I'm really scared". said Sufiani.
"Don't worry I'm here". Leo replied as he held her waist close to him making Sufiani blush.
"Look out on the windows if there's any sign of anyone outside". said N.
Ken and Hyuk looks through the windows and saw nothing.
"It's too dark outside it's really hard to see". said Hyuk.
"Here use this torch and see if you see anyone out there". said N while passing a torch to Ken.
Ken then went towards the door and opened it along with the rest standing right behind him, to see what was happening at the very moment. As they all went back inside the house closing the door behind them, they started to here creepy cackling witch laughters making Hongbin hug his wife and kids.
"Yah what are those horrible laughter?" Sufiani asked as she hid behind Leo.
"We're not sure but I think we should prepare ourselves for a war". said N.
"Guys let's get our weapons ready". said Lilli as she took out a rifle.
"Let's wait for a bit and see what happens". said Ravi.
The light then went back to normal making everyone looks at each other confused. However, there was a wave of sadness surrounding the town, Lilli then puts away the rifle and hugs N.
"I don't know what's happening but I feel sad all of a sudden". said Yulia.
Sufiani then decided to go outside and follow the sad energy and it led towards the pharmacy where Xiumin works and where she also took Jimin to get treatments for his injuries. She saw Xiumin and hugged him tightly.
"Sufiani what are you doing here?" Xiumin asked as he wiped his tears.
"The lights were flickering a while ago and when it stopped this wave of sadness started to spread and it led to here". Sufiani replied to him.
"It's my boss". he sniffled.
"What happened to Jonghyun oppa?" she asked as she cupped his puffy cheeks.
"He's gone from this world, and he left a note to everyone that he won't be coming back to life again". Xiumin said as he cried like child who lost his parents.
"So this is his second time dying?" she asked.
"Nae..." he replied.
"Did someone killed him?" she asked worriedly.
"Ani... he committed suicide 13 years ago". Xiumin broke down in his sadness.
Sufiani hugged him tighter to comfort him.
"Oppa when you feel ready you can tell me everything that happened to Jonghyun oppa 13 years ago". Sufiani tickled Xiumin's wolf ears.
He simply nodded and continued to cry like a puppy, Leo then found Sufiani with a sobbing wolf. Leo then helped carry the fluffed up pup to the mansion with Sufiani following behind and spotted a sparkling blank paper on a bench next the fountain as she picked it up the blank paper started to show a gold letters that says 'Hello' and then a figure with beautiful white wings with a golden halo also appeared to her.
"Hiiiii Sufiani-ah!!" the angel cheerfully smiled as he waved at her.
"Oppa?!" Sufiani replied in shock.
"Shhh! Keep it down I don't want to cause more trouble". he replied as he covered her mouth.
Sufiani was in a state of shock and couldn't get any words out as she just looked at the angel.
"Ahh... mian I must have shocked you but it was fun being alive without being famous for once in my life". he said as he smiled.
"Was it you that made the lights flicker?" she asked.
"Ah nae oops sorry about that". he sheepishly replied as he rubbed the back of his neck.
"Yah oppa you made us worry thinking it was an enemy". she scolded him as she pinched his cheeks.
"~Miaaaaaan~" he cutely replied.
"Oppa... why did you commit suicide?" Sufiani was able to ask him.
"Well I was living in dark times when I was a member of SHINee". he sighed.
"Sorry to hear that". she replied.
"Ah don't worry there's nothing to be sorry about, God gave me a second chance & it was really refreshing to see the positive side of life". he smiled brightly.
"Then why are you going?" Sufiani asked as she tried to hold back her tears.
"God came to visit me & told me it's time for me to go back to heaven... well he visits me everyday ever since I came back to life". he replied.
"Oppa I don't you to leave can't you ask God to let you have more time here?" she asked as the angel shook his head.
"I can't disobey his orders". he said as he patted her head.
"I'm going to to miss you oppa". she pouted as a tear escaped.
"Aigoo don't be sad you must be strong for Xiuminie-ah, that pup is gonna need all the support and strength from you". he said as he wiped her tears away.
"Plus heaven is a lit place to live". he chuckled.
He then hugged her tightly and then looked at the clock that started to make a Ring Ding Dong sound like.
"Well it looks like it's time for me to go now". he said as he ruffled her hair.
The angel's wings started to spread beautifully and saw a bright light that shun to the angel, and then he disappeared. The white sparkling blank paper started to change with the full on letter that says.
Hi Sufianie-ah...
It's me Jonghyun-oppa, as you can see I've passed away for a second time and this time I can't come back any more but however it was an honour in meeting you and I wanted to say thank you :D Okay I know you heard from Xiuminie-ah that I committed suicide 13 years ago and I will give you an old letter that I wrote to everyone. Don't be sad for me I am in good hands now and at full on peace with myself :3 I know you are curious on why I did it so make sure you read carefully my old suicide letter... Tell everyone I love them very much and I hope to see them here soon.
The letter started to change again and it was a long letter that was dated 18th December 2017...
I am damaged from the inside. The depression that has been slowly eating away at me has completely swallowed me, and I couldn't win over it.
I hated myself. I tried to hold on to breaking memories and yelled at myself to get a grip, but there was no answer.
If I can't clear my breath, it's better to stop.
I asked myself who can take care of myself.
It's only me.
I was alone.
It's easy to say I'll end things.
It's hard to end things.
I lived all this time because of that difficulty.
They said I wanted to run away.
That's true. I wanted to run away.
From me.
From you.
I asked who it was. It was me. And it was me. And it was me again.
I asked why I kept losing my memories. They said it was because of my personality. I see. It was my fault in the end.
I wanted someone to notice, but no one noticed. No one met me, so of course they don't know I exist.
I asked why people live. Just. Just. People just live.
If I ask why people die, I guess they'd say they were tired.
I suffered and I worried. I never learned how to turn my pain into happiness.
Pain is just pain.
They told me not to be like that.
Why? I can't even end things the way I want?
They told me to figure out why I was hurting.
I know very well why. I'm hurting because of me. It's all my fault and because I'm bad.
Doctor, is this what you wanted to hear?
No, I didn't do anything wrong.
When the doctor blamed my personality with a quiet voice, I thought it was so easy to be a doctor.
It's amazing how much I'm hurting. People who are hurting more live well. People weaker than me live well. I guess not. Out of everyone alive, there's no one hurting more than I am and there's no one weaker than I am.
But they said I should live.
I asked why so many times, but it's not for me. It's for you.
I wanted to be for me.
Don't say things that don't make sense.
Figure out why I'm hurting? I told you why. Why I was hurting. Is it not okay to be hurting this much because of that? Do I need a more dramatic detail? I need more of a story?
I told you why. Were you not listening? Things I can win over don't end in scars.
It wasn't my place to clash with the world.
It wasn't my life to be known to the world.
They said that was why I was hurting more. Because I had clashed with the world, because I was known to the world. Why did I choose this? That's funny.
It's a miracle I lasted this far.
What more can I say? Just tell me I worked hard.
That it was good of me to come this far. That I worked hard.
Even if you can't smile as you let me go, please don't blame me.
I worked hard.
I really did work hard.
Good bye.
As she read the letter she wiped her tears and the letter started to disappear into dust, and she went home as she entered she saw 12 crying wolves being comforted by everyone, Leo then got up and walked towards shocked Sufiani.
"Did something happened here?" she asked Leo.
"Ani... they're sad about Jonghyun-hyung's second passing". Leo said to Sufiani.
"Oh I see". Sufiani nodded her head remembering what the angel said to her.
It was next day and the wolves who are humans again.
"We're sorry for being a bunch of pests and making drama here". said Kris.
"Ani, what are friends for just remember when you guys need to be comforted we're always been there for you guys". said Sufiani with a smile.
Everyone all went to their jobs and their day was back to normal, they felt safe because they sense someone watched over them even though he can't return. However, they knew perfectly well that they must continue to fight and achieve their goals to become stronger. Now that Jonghyun has become an angel watching over his loved ones will this be enough for those living in the underground world to fight against the enemies? When will Sufiani and Leo start dating?
End of chapter 66.
TO BE CONTINUED...