a·mour
əˈmo͝or,äˈmo͝or/
noun
a secret or illicit love affair or lover.
I told him, out loud, how he was such a coward. The kind which appears tough on top, but is a goddamn coward, deep inside. The side that I got the privilege to peek in. I told him he never fought, fought for something that truly matter. But he proved me wrong, in the worst way possible.