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Jihoon
Leaning my head on the window, the rain slowly drips down on the screen, crying heavily for me yet still, can't prevent to became emotional at this time, silently a hot salty liquid creeping out under my eyelid and it never stop from streaming on my cheeks, one after another.
As the petricour, the pleasant earthly-scent, made my sense became active, my hand traveled on the handle and lifted up the pane, looking outside and wiped my wet face before I brought out my other hand, letting the tiny droplets splash my palm.
"Oh, is there a real angerlguiding me from above?" Tilting my head, the voice was very familiar to me and a person popped out my head without any warning. Sick of the same days, repeating days, crying all alone, being in love alone, looks at you as his best friend yet treats him more than what it seems to be.
"Soonyoung." A name which slipped my tongue after thinking who resembles that sound awhile back. Rushing rapidly on the stairs, I began to step by lifting my foot straight up, toes pointing down to avoid snagging. Walking in heel without producing any possible disturbance which can cause me to be caught in act, I hide on the wall near the the window where his back was facing it.
Getting inside the huge thick turquoise curtain, I peek at the screen and was astounded, my prediction didn't failed me at all, everything was precise and it was really the one and only Kwon Soonyoung, hugging himself with the coldness and add the the rain pouring continuously.
"Should I let him get inside?" Pabo, do you want him to stay outside and then you wake up on the next morning and he is now being a slave, ended up regretting not to follow your heart because he is not your first.
If you already know what I mean.
"Wow, just great." Like a magic, like a music player being paused for a short period, there were no sign of rain because the atmosphere became quiet all of a sudden. When I went outside to check up if he is fine, I staggeringly seated in front of him and see if he already fell asleep.
"You're always sleeping because of your eyes, then how am I suppose to know if you're awake or not?" I muttered, unexpectedly letting out a small smile how he look so innocent and cute watching him sleeping. Moving closely towards to Soonyoung, I brought his arms on both of my shoulders, biting hardly my lips from the weight that increases my body making me unable to walk like a duck.
"Aish~ Did you really drunk the bottle that I gave to you? That was actually a bottle of soju." Pushing the door as it creaks, I plopped him down on the couch and heave a deep heavy sigh.
"Joshua and Jeonghan told me that you empty up the bottle, you're unbelievable." Should I change his clothes? If I wouldn't, he might get cold and high fever.
"Is it my fault why he came in my house? Is it my responsible?" Stop bickering and do your job. I know you can't resist him and won't forgive yourself if you'll end up hurting your best friend slash your crush slash your soulmate slash your one and only love in your life.
"You hurt me without knowing how painful not to be love from the person you're hoping to feel the same way. I wish you can treat me the way I treat you." Making my way on my room and pulling some of my extra clothes and towel, I seated beside me and gulped loudly and hardly.
"How can you be so sexy with wet look?" Wiping this towel in his neck, I almost crushed my own lips from restraining this wild imagination running out inside my mind. After I'm done, I'm so close to collapse from what I should do next; stripping his clothes.
"Jisoo, please pray for me and forgive me for what I'll do." Peeling the edge of his t-shirt, my face started to burn and flushed red, revealing his flat stomach which made me close my eyes and lifted up the cloth and it came out to be brutal because I need to pull it quickly before I'll do things that will haunt my lifetime.
"Fck you Soonyoung, why are you teasing me." Leaning forward in him to put inside this extra large t-shirt inside his head, I yelped when he enveloped his arms on my back and ended up falling in his bare hot body.
"Woozi." Can someone give me a supply of oxygen tank at this moment.
"Do not look for Hoshi. I'm asking this as your friend." First you made my heart beat, then you beat my heart. And hell yeah, I'm only your friend, nothing more and nothing else.
"Woozi, he loves you after you came into his life and now before he disappear, he told me that he really love you so much." I was completely statue when he open his eyes, maybe he open it because I'm not even sure about it, staring straight in from my teary eye.
"I-I'm Lee Jihoon and not Woozi."
"Don't leave even if I'll leave."
For reason, my stomach tied in knots, feeling suffocation, hopelessness and lost after hearing those uttered words. Maybe, just maybe, if it is meant for me, I don't want to accept it even if I need to. Just thinking a day without him makes me cry like there's no tomorrow. You hurt me more than what I deserve because I loved you more than what you deserve.
Folding my eyes to shut, a single tear roll down from my pricked heart.
"Tell him I will not."
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I realize now that I'm still active, I'll still update.
A friendly reminder,
This Soonhoon fanfic "Who's who" will be the most painful book that I will do more than what I did from my previous stories "We're not friends, we're stranger with memory." "Crestfallen" and "Unrequited love."
Doing this chapter, an idea came into my mind.
Patawarin niyo ako sa mangyayari.
Forgive me for being a cruel author if I will make you cry (╥﹏╥)
I release my pain through stories (╥﹏╥)
Forgive me times infinity times The8 (╥﹏╥)
I love you gheis for reading my stories even if it is kinda boring, painful and lame (╥﹏╥)
Even they said don't wanna cry gosh are kidding me?!?!?!?!
Kamsahamnida!
P.S.
I got addicted with downpour and makes me shed tears once I heard it but in my opinion I love the version of the boisssss idk not Dokyeom HAHAHAHAHHAH but maybe becaue of the sturggles that I can recall esp with Kwon Hyunbin mah baby~
BUT TOMORROW IS THE ELIMINATION AND AY EM NAT REDI!
AND ALSO TOMORROW IS MY MUDRA'S BDAY SO SAENG-IL CUKAHAMINIDA EOMMA~ SARANGAHAE~
P.P.S
I dedicate this chapter to PalmFairyHosh because HE made my day with the feedback HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
P.P.S.
Not PPAP HAHAHAHAHHAHA Feel free to vote,comment and follow. Thank for reading you're the best guys! My book was raked #920 in Fanfic and I'm jeongmal haengbokeseo!
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