It's weird without having Autumn around. Without her I feel different. Like part of me is gone. It's sounds the same as every movie but it feels true. It's like missing my arm...you can survive without it but it's difficult.
It's boring not thinking about what she would like or what she's doing at the moment. Have you ever had someone that you just can't get out of your head? That would be Autumn for me. I have liked other girls. Even liked other girls while I liked her. But she never leaves me. My feelings towards her are different. They are real.
I'm just stuck at home thinking about where she is and what she's doing. Looking at the squirrels climbing in the tree by my window. One chasing the other. Almost like they are playing tag. Thats what our relationship feels like. A game of tag. Just like the Squirrels do. Except this time....I think I'm the only one in the game. All I can do is wait. And watch the squirrels play.