I felt drained. Even my wolf was in pain at this moment. I could hear her silent weeps and light howling.
I was stiff and my body wasn't active. My mind wouldn't encourage my fingers to move and toes to wiggle, and my eyes wouldn't simply open. My head ached and burned like hell. I couldn't feel half of my body right now, but I know for sure that I could feel the pound banging through my skull. I wanted so badly to cry, but I knew that as much as I tried, it wouldn't be accomplished.
My body cringed when I felt a light stroke across the end of my arm. It made me stiffen at first, but instantly relaxed into the soft, soothing touch.
The touch was wonderful and I felt my unmovable body shiver in bliss. I heard a deep, but soft sigh come mere inches away from the tip of my nose. I wanted so bad to reach out and attach myself to this person, but I had no control of my body.
All of the silent weeps and lonesome howls faded away and I felt my no longer isolated wolf come out.
With each soft stroke to my arm, my wolf would make a low purr like noises in the back of my mind. I tried so hard to block her out, but she wouldn't stop until I opened my eyes.
I felt my eyebrows crease up in a awakening motion, but not fully. As soon as my body shook, I heard a low gasp.
"Is she waking up..." I heard a distant voice pick up to my eardrums, "come on my beautiful, you can do it. Wake up.." I heard a deep voice encourage as I struggled to lift my heavy eyelids. The voice felt like I've heard it before, but it just couldn't it my finger on it.
I finally managed to uplift my eyelids and reveal my chocolate eyes, only to be met by gorgeous green ones.
My head lay flat into the cushioned pillow as I gazed back into his wonderful orbs. He gazed back at me with the same intense stare. It was a mix of love, happiness, and lust. It scared me to say that I was feeling the same emotions right now.
My eyes dropped from his as I took in his appearance. His hair was a little too long for my liking, but it only made him look sexy, and it fit fairly well with his handsome appearance. It was really only a problem on some men, but I loved it unconditionally on him for some reason. I gazed down at his facial hair which sent me straight to his nice, kissable lips. I wanted to just smash my lips hungrily against his, but that would be awkward of me. I held back my wild hormones and looked back into his eyes. By the look in his lustful eyes, I could tell he also had been checking me out. But when a couple seconds passed and our eyes locked permanently on each other's, I could remember everything that previously happened.
He was my mate...
I could feel all my pain flow away and the only ache was in my heart.
I couldn't have him.
By the look and authority in the tone of his voice, he was Alpha. A powerful Alpha at that. He wouldn't want me once he finds out what mess I have gotten myself into. I hadn't waited for him and I ended up pregnant.
What a pity
"Your awake, and so beautiful." I couldn't help the blush that shown on my cheeks, bright as light. I let a smile crease up and lifted myself slowly from the pillow.
Once I sat up, my face was extremely near his. I could feel his breath and I knew he could feel mine as well. I held my breath as he leaned in closer, with me almost lured completely into him as well. His lips nearly pressed against mine, but I swiftly moved my head to the side. His soft lips ended up touching my flushed cheeks instead.
He slowly pulled back and stood straight up as if he was unfazed, but his eyes said it all.
He wanted me.
"I'm so sorry.. I didn't know.." I inhaled and was very worrisome as I spoke. I really didn't know what to do.
He took in a breath as he slightly threw back his head, then tossed a hand through his smooth hair, "you're fine, I probably did go a little too far. And for that, I apologize." By the way he spoke his sorrow, you could tell he didn't apologize too often.
I awkwardly stared down at my hands and fimbled them together nervously. I tried to not pay attention to him, nor my pounding headache.
"What's your name?" He asked me in his Alpha tone. I sat quietly on the slightly uncomfortable bed as I spoke.
"Mia" I responded, still focused on my fiddling fingers. I wasn't long before I felt a rough, yet soft hand graze under my chin and refocused my vision on him.
"Mia... What a gorgeous name for a stunning woman." He spoke rather smoothly, but really stressing the words 'gorgeous' and 'stunning'. I couldn't help but to fall in love with the way my name would roll off his tongue.
I let a small smile spread across my lips as I looked down to my lap, "what's your name, please?" I said under my breath, not trying to come off too rudely.
"Leon, Alpha Leon of the Blue moon pack." He talked proudly of his title, and you could tell it meant a lot to him. I nodded my head slightly just to inform him that I understood.
"Do you even know what that makes you? I mean, you are the one I've been waiting a long while for, the one I will live my entire life with, mate and raise a family with. Your my Mate, gorgeous mate at that, and the moon Godess couldn't have done a better job." I lifted my head back to his as I heard him finish speaking. Now I feel awful.
He thinks that it would be his children growing inside my womb, but already another mans childing is forming. I may actually be the worst mate in the history of mates.
"What time is it?" I asked, ready to fall back into a deep slumber and have a refreshed mind later.
"Actually it's about 3:00am. You were knocked out for a while and I refused to leave your side. I just had to be the first one to see those captivating, chocolate brown eyes open." I let my mouth form the shape of an 'o' as I processed the words. He really did care.
I scooted back on the corner of the bed as I wrapped my dainty arms around my knees. I pressed my back against the cold wall and leaned my head backwards. I had no clue where I was and this hospital like bed was not helping me feel any more comfortable.
"Does your head still hurt? I'll go get the doctor." Leon stood up from his chair, worried written all over his face. I lightly shook my head no thank you, but gave him a reassuring smile.
"I guess I'm just sleepy, that's all." I said while closing my eyes and relaxing my body. I couldn't exactly go to sleep as Leon sat and stared.
When I got somewhat comfortable, I felt large arms wrap around me as I let out a small gasp. I looked up to see Leon carrying me out of the boxy room and upstairs to another.
"Where are you taking me?" I asked while gazing up at him. It was soon later when he laid me across an extremely plush bed, then draped silky sheets across my body. I looked up to see a massive, varied room that was colored of grays, whites, and blacks. It had lots of furniture and wide double doors.
"You will not sleep down there. I know from experience on how uncomfortable those beds are, and I want you to feel welcomed considering this is your new home. You are very important here and should be treated with such respect." He spoke and looked deeply into my eyes. He was walking over to drawers and pulling out a pair of boxers, probably preparing to sleep.
"So this is your room, your bed?" I asked, then he nodded in response. He walked into a room and entered it while closing it slightly behind him. I relaxed into the comfy bed as I adjusted the pillows. He had a lot and I usually didn't sleep with as much. My wolf was happy that we'd finally found the one, but wasn't sure what he'd say once he finds out. All I know is that she'd make my life a living hell if he reject us because of this.
I got comfortable, then I heard a door creaking open and Leon come out.
"I guess I'll just sleep on the couch." he said while making his way over to the bed and grabbing a couple of pillows. I didn't exactly like the idea of me taking his bed and pushing him onto the couch. It just seemed rude.
"No it's fine I'll sleep on the couch, it's no problem." I spoke while sitting up. He quickly motioned for me to lay back down as he shook his head no. As much as he denied, it still didn't feel right.
"Please, just lay up here with me tonight... But only if you want to..." I spoke unsure at the end. He looked back at me sort of questioning and I instantly felt conscious.
He finally laid down on the other side of the bed, and I placed a pillow between us just to make sure nothing would happen.
"Okay, I'll just stay on this side and you on the other I guess." I said while laying back down and getting comfortable once more.
"Well, I can't promise you anything." He spoke, then relaxed himself onto the bed. His hand draped over the pillow, already breaking the boundary.
I could hear his light snores as I struggled to sleep. I finally managed to rest my eyes and doze off seconds later, but still scared of what he'd have to say when the truth spilled.
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A.N- hey guyyysss!! It's sooooo late and I really need to sleep so it's not the best.
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