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「16/15歳」
It was silent.
The silence that ticked Tyler.
Made him think different, and made his nimble fingers shake from the anxiety taking its course. His mind was wobbly, and all he could do was lay in bed. Let it sink in as he desperately tried to curl in his white sheets.
Joshua's been distant since he had hit River in the jaw. Tyler doesn't know if his boyfriend had apologized, and in reality, he didn't know anything what's been going on with his love.
All he did know was that he tried to talk to Joshua, tried to call him over their walkie-talkies, only ending up with the inevitable fuzz from the other frequency. The cherry cheek brunet even tried to go over to Joshua's house, but he wouldn't let Tyler in his room, and it broke the brunet's heart.
So, here he was, little daisy sleeping soundlessly as dried up tears stained his cherry cheeks. His nose was bright and sniffly, and his muscles ached.
He didn't even get to say Happy Birthday to his boyfriend.
Tyler curled up even tighter, shaking violently as his deprivation of warmth secluded him to the cold parts of his bed. It was dark in his room, light rain delicately hitting against the panes of his window, and the moon clouded away from his pure skin.
The only thing he could do was what his bones conducted, his mind wild as his trembling fingers slipped to the device by his bed and his breath short.
His lungs constricted.
"Josh? Are you awake, Josh? Over."
It was silent, and Tyler was becoming desperate.
"Josh, please, are you there? Over."
Tyler let out a little sob he heard the tired laced voice echo out to him with that lavender licked tune.
"Yeah, I'm awake, Ty. What's wrong? Over."
The cherry cheek boy wasn't hesitant, thumb already pressuring against the button as he breathed with doe-eyes filled to the brink with warm tears.
"I'm scared. Over."
It was silent for a moment, again, and Tyler couldn't breathe.
"I'll be right there, just give me a few minutes, okay? Over."
His heart felt paced with quickness, to where the cherry cheek brunet had to clutch his shirt tightly as if it were his heart he was squeezing. His throat tightening up as he let out a short trembling breath.
"I love you."
More silence, and Tyler had the quick thought of Joshua heading quickly over, but was met with a voice so warm.
Incredibly safe for him.
"I know, Tyler, I know. I love you too."
It was mere minutes. The clock above on Tyler's wall ticking so endlessly, and giving this tune that the boy disliked with a passion. It trembled through his bones, through his veins, and finally, the sweet release of a front door of the warmth in his house opening.
Small, delicate voices, worried, and thoughtful.
The steps leading up to his bedroom, down the hall, past the frames of them together and his family. The wooden door rattling as a gentle knock could be heard through the white walls of Tyler's room, inevitable escaping the ticking sound of the clock above.
"Daisy?"
Tyler sniffled, his voice shaky as he answered with his honey tune. "C'min."
Joshua met eyes with the redden, doe ones, and his chest ached. He closed the white wooden door behind him, slowly making his steps known the closer he got, and finally settling by his laid little love. The curly brunet hand was hesitant as he reached forward to push away the sweated out locks, and getting a sob that echoed through his ears like ice.
His beating heart faltered, and with a gentle tone he answered.
"May I get in with you?"
Tyler's nod was vigilant, eyes filling with more tears as he scooted over so Joshua could slip by him, and when he did, everything, every particle, every inch of Tyler's skin was warm.
"May I wrap my arms around you, daisy?"
The cherry cheek only pressured his face in Joshua's chest, getting a shaky sigh from the older boy as he tightened his arms around his little love, kissing his forehead and feeling his shirt grow damp from the warm tears from Tyler's doe-eyes.
Joshua didn't mind.
"I love you."
Tyler only tilted his chin up, kissing upon Joshua's ever-so-delicately, his sniffles overwhelming the air above them as his eyes fluttered from the tired tendencies. Joshua's arms intently grew tighter, and soon, the warmth overthrew his fuzzy mind.
They slept in one another's arm's that night.
Peaceful.
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Joshua's back was leaning on the cold, white wall of Tyler's room. His eyes were hazy from his induced sleep, and the buzzing tune floating through his ears made him clench his jaw. His little love was sleeping soundlessly, other then small noises here and there, but silent as a mouse.
Tyler is absolutely stunning in the curly brunet's eyes.
Warm, redden cheeks, and pink, bitten lips. His cinnamon eyes that held a bit of light to them, and curls of sweet chocolate upon his hair. Almost like a floof effect, and suddenly, Joshua found himself delicately laughing at the thought.
The cherry cheek brunet's eyes fluttered then, the sticky within his eyes were meaningless and he groaned lightly, desperate to rub them away. They were a bit red from all the crying, but Joshua thought Tyler was still so gorgeous in the sun licked light.
"Good morning, sleepy pea."
Tyler went straight for Joshua, scooting until he was engulfed in the older's arms again, bring the fluffy blanket with him, and rubbing his redden cheek against Joshua's chest.
Joshua ran a hand through the warm curls, getting a hum from his little love as he kissed upon them, taking in the honey fragrance.
It gave off the feeling of security.
Safety.
Tyler peaked up, chin leaning on Joshua's collar bone as he scooted up a bit, and plump lips pressuring against his jaw. The sudden thought of emotions flooded through, and quickly, his eyes brimmed lightly with tears.
"J-Josh-"
"I'm sorry-"
They paused.
Breathed.
"You go first, daisy."
Tyler was thankful.
"What happened, Josh? W-Why did you start ig-ignoring me?"
Tyler felt a tear overflow, falling down his cheek, and catching the older brunet's attention.
"I-I couldn't..." He breathed, hugging his little love close, and letting out a trembling breath. "I was being a jealous coward. I was so mad then, and I just ended up exploding from it all. I hurt you, and I'm so sorry for that."
Tyler took it in, sniffling once again as he wiped away the tears that brimmed Joshua's eyes. "I love you, and I forgive you, and I promise that I'm okay now."
"You're very strong, Tyler." Joshua gave him a tired smile, hand reaching for Tyler's cheek as he cradled it delicately, his thumb swiping across pure skin, and getting a small smile from his little love.
And it was silent for a moment as the older boy took that hand away to settle for the small dainty one in his lap, entwining tightly. He carried it, all the way to his mouth as he kissed upon Tyler's knuckles.
Tyler let out a trembling breath, and they locked eyes.
They were close, forehead's gently placing against one another and with a fast pace, their lips were meeting. Plump felt so heavenly against his, and Joshua was in sweet heaven. Tongue licking upon the bottom, getting a gasp from his little love, and he took it. They tangled within their breath for one another, and soon they were pulling away. One last kiss, and skin of the gentle breeze, lip lock delicate; they breathed.
"I can't believe I just kissed you with morning breath." Tyler mumbled.
They were giggling, tunes high and low, and their hearts felt so full.
Joshua pulled Tyler tightly to him, his lips placing upon the warmth of his little loves forehead, and gentle breaths between their hot air.
"I promise to make this right."
"I know you will, sunshine."
Entente.
"I love you."
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