Hold me Tight | Vkook

By Taekooksbabygirl

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❝Loving you, was like falling again and again, and what we had was worth holding on for❞ -mature, read at you... More

Hold me tight
I was wrong
So much
Make it happen
It still hurts
I Don't need you
But it wasn't
I promise
Please stop
I'm trying
Don't worry now
Much Better
Goodnight Kiss
Dream of us
Ours
I wish I was
Just for tonight
I love you [M]
It didn't hurt
I need you
I can't
I'd rather
I tried
Without you
You knew?
Do it for me
I won't let you go
Forgive me
You're mine
What now?
Welcome back
Till the end
Letting go
Unexpected
Innocent tears
I won't leave
If you really do
Be honest
Let me do this
Epilogue

We'll be fine

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By Taekooksbabygirl

Another week passed since that day happened, after that Jungkook went to his old condition of being silent and not talking to anybody, sometimes Taehyung would just hear him cry out of the corner of their room, talking to himself and started to pull strands of his hair one by one, it was awful, Taehyung thought his condition might be something more worst or perhaps he's gone crazy.

Jungkook never let him talk to him, or go near him, he tried a lot of attempts and already got a lot of rejections, sometimes he would just thought of giving up and just focus on Taegguk and his work, and that's the thing, he's been more stressed about his work that he needs sweet and love affection from his partner, or are they even called partners? But as far as he remembered, they're still engaged.

Although Jungkook never wore the ring anymore, at least every night he would have time to sneak inside their room, lay beside him and hug him from behind while he slip the diamond ring on the youngers ring finger, might as well cherish the moment while it lasts. He brushed the youngers soft fringes between his fingers, soft and spiky as some of it started to grow, he sighed and kissed the back of Jungkooks head longer, like as if it was the only thing that he can do, he missed this, he missed every moments, he missed every bit of happiness and laughs whenever they're together, he missed him, so, so much.

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"Jungkook is suffering from a deep depression that caused by his trauma and other serous experiences, maybe he just had enough that his mind suddenly shut down, at first we thought it was some kind of disorder or mental illness based on how you emphasized what happened that day, but we managed to let a psychiatrist talk to him, he seemed to have a very hard time finding his comfort zone and apparently when you locked him inside the room wasn't a great help at all, he'll definitely burst out, so I suggest to never do that again, he'll might get too overly show his emotions at some times, but at least try to understand his situation."

Taehyung listened to everything what the doctor said, as his gaze were focused on the man sitting on the wooden chair with his head hanged low, the older male managed to get enough of his day off just to forcefully bring Jungkook here, the younger male obviously didn't want to go, but Taehyung doesn't have a choice but to drag him here. He sighed and then nodded at the lady in front of him.

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"No! I don't want to go back in there!" today was supposed to be Jungkooks next session with his psychiatrist, but guess the younger male wasn't convinced of coming back anymore, Taehyung left all of his important paper works and meetings just to come with Jungkook here, but the other was too stubborn and he's getting more annoyed and annoyed, he even tried everything just to get him out of the car, but Jungkook was just too strong and loud to fight back.

Taehyung frustratedly sighed and just sat on the drivers seat, "Fine!" he growled and started the engine, having no choice but to drive home instead, during the ride Jungkook suddenly became silent once again as expected, like as if he was in a deep thought like always.

~~

That night, Taehyung was on his office as he suddenly heard shouting from downstairs, he opened his door and noticed Jungkook running past to their shared room, out of curiosity, he went downstairs to check out what happened, there he saw a group of maids surrounding one, "What happened?" he asked once he noticed that the new hired one looked like a mess, all of them stayed silent, but the one who got harmed answered, "He, he attacked me!, I swear I didn't do anything, he's crazy!" she shouted, still holding on to her scratched face.

Taehyungs expression darkened, "Help her with that, I'm going to talk to him" he said and went upstairs, once he reached their room he saw Jungkook on the corner again, "Jungkook!" he called as the younger whipped his head to meet his gaze, nervous and shocked were written but Taehyungs expression never changed, "What did you do now?" his deep voice sent shivers down Jungkooks spine, he shook his head, "I-i didn't do anything, I- I just, I just-"

"You just what Jungkook!?"

"She called me crazy!, I-I always hear them, the-they said I killed my baby, I didn't, no, it's not my fault, it's not" his voice started to become like a whisper, hands on his hair a he looked awfully frustrated, "I swear I didn't do it, they keep on blaming me, th-they thought I couldn't hear them, they're all liars" he continued, his expression turned different as his eyebrows creased once he looked up to Taehyung, "You!, you probably thought I'm crazy too, don't you?, you believed on them, you probably blame me for-", "Stop it Jungkook!" Taehyung cut him off, but the younger male still continued "Why!?...I swear I did know anything about it, I- I would never do such a thing."

"I know, I know my baby is still alive, I can still feel her, she's alive, here" his hands were on his chest and Taehyung couldn't stand it anymore, "I said stop it Jungkook!, stop it!, the baby is dead!, you can't do anything anymore so stop all these nonsense!!, it's our fault! not only yours, not only mine! So if you won't stop being like this then I don't have a choice but to bring you to a mental institution until you recover!!" he angrily said, both hands holding on the youngers shoulders, "so stop it" he repeated as the younger started to sob, "Y-you don't understand me, y-you, I hate you!, I'm so sick and tired of you!."

And that's when he ran away.

~~

Taehyung was stunned at the moment until all of it processed inside his head, he was wrong, he did wrong again, he should be there to understand Jungkooks situation, not shout on him. He stood up and went to find the other outside, he frustratedly brushed his hair back and began to shout Jungkooks name under the dark night, "Jungkook!!" he called, he kept running and running as he contacts the police, he called again.

"No! Don't touch me! Let me go!" that voice was familiar, Taehyung thought as he followed it, "Help!" and there was it again, another howl as his heart started to beat faster and faster, time is clicking, father clock is running, alarmed as another voice was heard until he found it, his blood boiled at a sight of a drunk male hovering his Jungkook, no one was around as it was too late, Jungkook begged for mercy as the man continued to touch every bit of his bare thighs, he was pointing a knife on the youngers neck, Taehyung wanted to vomit.

But it wasn't the right time for that now, so he threw a punch on the other, followed by another, and another until he choked on his own blood, the police arrived and got the man arrested, everything was happening so fast, but it was tragic, no one would ever want to remember this night again.

Taehyung came running to Jungkooks weak body lying on the ground, his shirt were teared apart and his bottom was exposed, his nearly naked body was a mess, there were scratches on his arms and bruise on his wrists, hickeys didn't seemed unnoticed as Taehyungs blood continued on boiling, Jungkook was shaking, so he grabbed every remaining piece of clothing on the ground and manageed to dress the younger up before carrying him bridal style to their home.

He didn't bother getting a help from the police to bring them home, because for now it's hard to trust people.

~~

"Oh my gosh what happened!?" and there was it again, they got surrounded by their servants asking for another stupid question, he felt Jungkooks body stiffen as he began to feel uncomfortable "Move away" he ordered, "but is there anything we can-", "Move away or you're all fired!" he shouted that made all of them shocked and still followed anyway.

Taehyung ran upstairs still carrying Jungkook, the younger still continued to sob as he let him sit on the edge of their bed, he kept om punching the wall to let his anger out, but hearing Jungkooks sobs getting louder made his heart weak, he kneeled in front of him, grabbing him by his jawline as he scanned the younger boys face, still scared as he could ever be.

He then carried the other once again to the bathroom, slowly taking all of Jungkooks clothes and placed him down on the tub full of warm water, he cleaned every part where the filthy hand touched the youngers skin, but he knew it wasn't enough, if only he could clean the youngers mind, if only he knows how to, "Shh shh, stop crying, stop crying, I'm here" he said in a soothing voice, his hands drawing circles on the youngers back gently to calm him down, Jungkook cried and hugged Taehyungs body closer to him, as the older male didn't bother getting his shirt wet at the moment.

~~

The moment was calm, Jungkooks angelic sleeping face glowed under the dark and shining stars, he felt the youngers arms tightened his grip on him, as he gently played with the youngers hair, gladly it helped Jungkook fall asleep so easily, "Don't worry, we'll be fine"

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Nan/N Hi :)

Typos and errors may be found, I'll edit it next time 💕💕

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