Chapter Twenty: Best I Ever Had
Chapter Twenty Song List:
• Best I Ever Had - Drake
• Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars
"Baby you're my everything, you're all I ever wanted
We could do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't ever on it
I want this forever, I swear I could spend whatever on it" - Drake
Lexi's POV:
Justin is such a blessing.
I don't know why God chose him to come into my life but he did and I'll forever be grateful.
To the way his hand fit in mine to the way he kissed my cheek it all seemed so surreal.
What did I do to deserve something so great?
I must have down something right.
I didn't know why but we just sat in the car in silence after out little dance number. After we said our goodbyes of course.
All I could do was stare at him.
His side profile was amazing.
I noticed everything about him. To his nose to his lips. He was a piece of art. Literally.
Taken out of my state he spoke.
"Take a picture it'll last longer."
So the playfulness in me did. I took out my phone and snapped a picture.
He laughed.
"You're so crazy baby."
"I know I am. But you're stuck with me." I said.
He placed a kiss on my cheek.
"Damn right I am."
"So where to?" I asked.
He paused thinking about where we were going to go.
"How about we go to my place? If you don't mind. I mean we could go somewhere else if it's a problem-"
I cut him off with a kiss on his lips.
"Jay it's fine. I'd love to go to your place."
He let out a sigh of relief.
"You never have to try and impress me. You've already impressed me enough and you don't have to be nervous either." I spoke again.
"I know but every girl I've been with has only ever been satisfied with the big things. So I'm very cautious with you because I don't want you to leave like they did. You're too special to me."
My heart broke a little. I felt so bad. He had never been with a girl that wasn't with him just for him. They used him and I feel for him.
"Justin." I kissed his nose. "I would never leave you because of a dumb reason like they did. I'm not materialistic. I don't care for big fancy dinner dates or jewelry. In all honesty I'd be fine with cup a noodles for dinner and a ring pop for jewelry."
He chuckled at my last sentence.
"I'm serious. I don't care what we're eating what we're doing. As long as I'm with you I'm perfectly satisfied."
He looked me in the eyes and I couldn't breath for a second. He's breathtaking.
"Fuck. You're the best." And with that he came forward to me placing his lips on mine. With our lips moving in sync. I couldn't help but smile. So did he.
"I almost forgot one thing." I spoke. "You're my baby daddy I can't let you slip through my fingers that easily."
He smiled at me.
"I couldn't forget that part Baby Mama."
I smiled so big that it hurt. I forget constantly that I'm going to be having a baby. I also forget that I'm having a baby with Justin Bieber. Which is every girls dream. Well not everyone. The girls that don't want to have his baby are ill or something because how could you not love him?
Love?
Was that a thing I had for him? Well I obviously had loved him before. I was a belieber for crying out loud. But that was a different kind of love. Did I love him? As in significant other type of love? Come on Lexi you barley know the kid. What makes you think that you could love him or even worse be in love with him?
My conscience was right. So I pushed that into the back of my mind as Justin drove off to his place.
We didn't bother putting the aux on so we put it on the radio and a throw back song came on.
"Here is a throwback for all of y'all listening at this hour. Gentleman grab your lady and let the words to this song play into your hearts. Here is Bruno Mars. Just The Way You Are."
"Oh, her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shinin'
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday
Yeah
Looking at me Justin smiled then he started singing to the song.
"I know, I know
When I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me, "Do I look okay?"
I say,"
The butterflies that erupted in my stomach at that very moment was an unstoppable feeling.
"When I see your face (face, face...)
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are)
And when you smile (smile, smile...)
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause, girl, you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are).
Yeah"
His voice was so soothing and angelic. You couldn't get the smile off of my face even if you tried.
We got to a stop light and no one seemed to be on the road any more.
"Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday,"
He leaned over the center consul and placed a passionate kiss on my lips.
"I really could kiss your lips all day Lex." He was such a hopeless romantic.
"Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
You know I'll say,
When I see your face (face, face...)
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are)
And when you smile (smile, smile...)
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause, girl, you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are)
The way you are
The way you are
Girl, you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are)"
This was such a beautiful moment that I wouldn't even be able to forget. The part of the song that slows down was on and we had already parked at his house.
" When I see your face"
He caressed my cheek and looked me in the eyes.
"There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are)"
He looked at my with a smile then kissed my lips softly.
"And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause, girl, you're amazing"
He looked at me one last time before he sang the last phrase of the song.
"Just the way you are."
I blushed when the song was over.
"Baby don't hide that cute blush of yours."
"STOPPPP" I whined.
He got out of the car and opened my door like the gentleman he is.
I was immediately pulled into the biggest embrace ever. I've never felt so safe before.
"Do you really feel that way about me?" I asked while we were still in the embrace.
He looked at me in the eyes and placed his hands on my hips.
"Yes baby, I do."
I smiled and hugged him tight again.
Pulling away from the hug he spoke again.
"You're the Best I've Ever Had."
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HELLOO MY BABES!!
Long time no talk.. Sorry for the long wait. I've been a busy bishh.
ANYWAYSSSSS.
Did y'all like this chapter? It put a smile on my face while I was writing Lowkey.
QOTC: What's your fav performance during the purpose tour?
My Answer:
That's a hard one because I like everything.
I like Mark My Words a lot. I think it's so cool how he in the glass box and writing and singing and ahhh.
I like Purpose and Life Is Worth Living too. Those songs are so intimate with fans.
But then there's the No Pressure dance holy shit.
Fuck and company with the trampolines. FML. I LIKE TOOOOOO MUCH SHIT. OH WELL.
ALRIGHT.
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MUCH LOVE,
G