Tiffany drags her feet lazily into Jessica's room, "jesssssssss"
"what"
Tiffany rolls her eyes, getting on bed with Jessica, who is painting her nails. She watch as Jessica brings up her hand, seems like she's admiring her own work, bringing her fingernails close to her face, blowing air on it, "what is it, Tiff"
Tiffany rubs her cheeks tenderly, "where's yul?"
"went out" Jessica puts her nail polish aside, "what about your taengoo?"
Tiffany sighs, "same as yul.."
"things still not working out good with taengoo?" Jessica ask with care.
Tiffany shakes her head disappointingly.
"I thought you two talk it out few nights ago?"
"we did, but you know tae, she always let things bother her easily, no matter how many times is the same old problem"
Jessica nods her head quietly, she then looks at Tiffany, feeling sorry for her, "don't worry"
"is just that...." Tiffany gulps.
"just what??"
"nothing" she shakes her head.
"say" Jessica pokes Tiffany's breast, making the poor latter yelp a little.
Tiffany immediately covers her chest, "what the hell are you doing Jessica!!"
"you're horny"
Tiffany's cheeks turn bright pink, "n-no"
"if taengoo doesn't want to-" Jessica pounce onto Tiffany, making the younger one, struggling underneath the elder one, trying to free herself, "let me" Jessica winks in a pervert way.
"JESS!!"
Jessica sits right below of Tiffany's breast, using both sides of her knees to press against Tiffany's wrists, not allowing Tiffany to have any chances to push her away.
"JESS!!!"
Jessica smirks as she lets her hand running tenderly at the side of Tiffany's face, slowly down towards her chest, Tiffany move her body, trying to break free, but is impossible when someone is sitting on top.
"TAEYEON"
"yeah right, you think she'll be here to help?" Jessica smirks.
But Tiffany eyes keep looking at the door, which made Jessica wonders if its really true, so she too, turn around to see her door direction, surprise to see Taeyeon standing at the door, looking at them.
Taeyeon steps into the room, walking towards the bed, "let me have her jess" her voice pleads cutely.
"I thought you don't want her anymore?" Jessica continue teases but she gets off Tiffany anyway, quickly escaping herself free, Tiffany dashes to Taeyeon's side, jumping into the latter's arms, wrapping her legs around Taeyeon's waist.
Taeyeon let her hands hold Tiffany up by placing it around the bottom of her thighs, they walk to their room. After a week of quiet cold war, this is the first time they get so intimate. Tiffany just looking into Taeyeon's eyes, gazing into it.
"did I made you felt like you and your feelings were abandon?" Taeyeon ask in a firm voice.
Tiffany shakes her head, she didn't want her girlfriend to feel anymore guiltier. Tiffany lets out a gasp when she felt something violate her most sensitive zone, her private part. Not needing to know what it is, she knew it was Taeyeon's hand that were holding her thigh up, now slide into her inner thighs, her hand cupping Tiffany's core.
Tiffany's eyes widens, looking at Taeyeon, her breath were already unsteady just with Taeyeon's touch, violation. Taeyeon's fingers rubbing harder against Tiffany's core. The smooth thin cotton pants were very much helping Taeyeon to feel the clit and nub, especially when Tiffany is getting wet with every stroke of Taeyeon's rubbing.
Tiffany needs to suppress her moans as she remembers they were still standing at the door, she bites and sucks the side of Taeyeon's neck, making the girl groans.
"tiffany...you're getting wet"
Taeyeon can feel the moist rubbing against her fingers.
Tiffany wanted to cuss so badly as Taeyeon stops the rubbing all of a sudden, but she did not when she knows why Taeyeon do so, she was already carried to their bed. Gently placing her lover down on the bed, Taeyeon proceed into climbing onto bed, as her eyes did not take off from Tiffany's.
Taeyeon was about to lean downwards to start kissing Tiffany again, but she's been stop as Tiffany held onto her shoulders, "TaeTae...where did you went just now?"
"not now" taeyeon groans, she uses her force to lean down and starts kissing every part of Tiffany's neck.
"Tae...." Tiffany sighs, but she grasp Taeyeon's shoulders tightly, "...please"
Hearing another annoyed groan from Taeyeon, she finally stops making out and leans up, looking at Tiffany.
"taetae....you came home and you changed...where did you go, baby?" Tiffany touches Taeyeon's fringe, pushing it upwards, Tiffany smiles looking at Taeyeon's fluster red cheeks.
"home" Taeyeon answers shortly.
"I'll be taking a break-"
"what"
"I'll be away for 3 days or more"
Tiffany sits up, ended up Taeyeon sitting on her lap, "you're leaving me, TaeTae?"
"I think we need a break" Taeyeon sighs.
Tiffany shakes her head in disbelief, "so what is all this???"
Taeyeon climbs off from straddling Tiffany's lap, sitting not far in front of Tiffany, "what?"
"you know what I mean" Tiffany's eyebrows scrunches closely together, looking at Taeyeon in huge disbelief and small disappointment running inside her heart now.
"you should ask if you want to know"
Why is she being so sarcastic towards me right now....?? She never does that to me before, EVER! – Tiffany.
"so you're trying to fuck me before leaving me for 3 days or more"
Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders up coolly, "is what we both need"
Tiffany shakes her head in disbelief, getting off the bed, stepping away.
"if you hate me, hate my past, just tell me!" with that Tiffany slam the door close.
***
Tiffany cant stop crying, she feels pain in her heart, is actually burning a hole through the middle of her heart, until she feels a gentle tap on the shoulder, looking up, she's only relief to see Yuri standing in front of her.
"why is my bestie crying by the pool side alone?" Yuri bids a small smile.
Tiffany gets up from the bench, immediately crushing herself into Yuri's arms, as she cries out even more. Yuri soothes Tiffany to calm down by tapping her back gently, stroking up and down.
"shhhhh" Yuri hush tenderly by the side of Tiffany's ear.
That didn't soothe her, it didn't calm Tiffany down any at all, she still continues crying, sobbing and trembling uncontrollably.
"I swear Yuri, I love her so much...but how...how can she..." Tiffany shakes her head, not able to find herself to continue on.
"let me bring you somewhere to calm down-" but Yuri is cut off when Tiffany shakes her head.
Yuri hugs Tiffany by the waist, slowly start walking, holding Tiffany tightly and closely next to her not wanting the crying latter to fall or trip.
Tiffany didn't care, she just cant stop herself or her tears from coming out from her eyes, she cant. Every time she thinks about it, what happened earlier this morning, it hurts her even deeper, she still cant believe Taeyeon would act that way.
Even when Yuri led Tiffany into her car, she still didn't care. So Yuri just drove off from their dorm. Although Tiffany is looking out from the window, street lamps shining pass her face as Yuri drives passes.
Yuri took another right turn and she drives into what it seems like, a luxury condominium car park, Yuri taps the steering wheel as she drives around the car park looking for an empty slot to park in.
"y-yuri...where are we?" Tiffany finally says something.
It's enough to make Yuri smile, "finally my girl speaks" she takes her belt off, "come"
"I don't want to go anywhere, Yul" Tiffany shakes her head.
Yuri gets out from the car and makes her way to the passenger side, "if you don't come, how will you know where have I brought you to?" she helps Tiffany to unbuckle her seatbelt as well.
"Yul~"
Yuri leans closer to peck on Tiffany's forehead, "I don't like seeing my bestie all emotional, so please, fany?"
With no choice and not that she cares, Tiffany gets out from the car, weakly standing next to Yuri, waiting for the tan girl to lock her car, when she did, Yuri shove her car keys back into her jeans pocket then wraps an arm around Tiffany's shoulder.
They went to the highest floor, 80.
"who stays here, yul....?? Your house?" Tiffany ask wonderingly.
When Yuri looks at Tiffany, it breaks her heart, her best friend, now has really red swollen eyes.
Yuri reaches out to rub the bottom of Tiffany's eye, "you look like a goldfish fany ah"
Tiffany softly punches Yuri's abs, she lets out a sigh, frowning.
"but still beautiful" Yuri added at the end cheekily.
When the lift beeps their arrival for their floor destination, Yuri intertwines her fingers with Tiffany's, walking to the only door there, on the floor. Yuri's other free hand reaches out to ring the doorbell.
No answer.
Tiffany looks at Yuri, "is your friend not at home...? But why are you bringing me here"
Yuri smacks her own forehead for her silliness, "I almost forgot" she reaches into her back pocket, pulling out a key card, she shows an awkward smile, "sorry" she tag the card at the verifying card detector.
Tiffany took a step back when Yuri opens the door, it looks kind of creepy.
The living room is only lit up in a bonfire in the middle of the room, with a tent behind it.
"Yul....what is this place"
Yuri smiles and held Tiffany tightly, "let's get in"
"OI" Yuri shouts out loud when she enters the penthouse, with Tiffany hiding closely behind her back.
Tiffany then jump up when she sees a figure suddenly walking out from the kitchen, left side from where they are standing at, Tiffany squints her eyes a little, trying to see who is this person who happens to be Yuri's friend. But as the figure walks to the bonfire, she places down whatever it is in her hands, Tiffany finally gets to see who it was.
"thanks" taeyeon bids.
"anytime" Yuri smiles, pulling Tiffany to the front from hiding behind, but Tiffany shakes her head and clings even closer to Yuri, "Tiff? It's Taeyeon..."
"I know" Tiffany answers softly, "bring me home with you..."
But mostly, Tiffany wonders why is Taeyeon in this house, alone.
Yuri rubs Tiffany's head with her palm, "don't be silly..there's a reason why you're being brought here"
"no more buts Tiff" Taeyeon's firm answer actually makes Tiffany shivers down her spine hearing so.
Yuri kisses Tiffany on the forehead again, slowly pulling Tiffany's hands off her arms.
Taeyeon's eyes widens when she sees her girlfriend being kiss, even though is on the forehead.
But she does gets a little more sensitive whenever it comes to her lover.
"the person you need is here, see you later"
Even though it can be seen through Tiffany's eyes that how much she doesn't wants Yuri to leave, but she didn't dare to make a request for Yuri to stay, she knows another pair of fiery eyes are looking at her from the other side of the room.
Tiffany stayed at where Yuri left her, not saying a word, half of her is angry at what taeyeon tried to do this morning, another half of hers is actually wondering very much of what taeyeon is up to right now.
"Tiff"
Taeyeon finally said after awhile, "I think we should really talk"
Tiffany bites her bottom lip, hesitating, but she did make it to where Taeyeon is at right now.
When she is near the tent and the bonfire, she realizes there's two picnic stool in front of the bonfire, Taeyeon sat on one and it only makes sense that taeyeon wants her to sit next to it, the vacant one. She did so.
Tiffany's minds are only being distracted when she sees Taeyeon holding two what it seems like, barbeque sticks, the end were stick into the bonfire.
"sorry for today" Taeyeon says, looking at Tiffany for awhile, before gazing back at the barbeque sticks in her hand, she pulls the stick away from the fire, reaching out to her side, Tiffany can only hear rustling plastic bag sound, pulling out something, Taeyeon place whatever she burns onto it. When she's done, she puts the stick down, handing whatever it is in her hand to Tiffany.
But Tiffany stays unmoved, only looking back and forth between the offer and then Taeyeon.
"your favorite, melted marshmallow with crackers" Taeyeon said, she knows Tiffany must be thinking what it is.
No matter how much delighted Tiffany feels inside her heart now, wanting to just grab it and take a big bite of it, but she controls herself, "what are you doing taetae..."
"trying to drug you" taeyeon joke, but Tiffany still has her straight face on, which made Taeyeon's smile fade away.
"I am being unfair to you, I know" Taeyeon says, "i...what I did, is like, I don't trust that you love me even when you said it every single day and always assure me whenever I was doubting...I doubted what you said to me equals to betraying our feelings, betraying your love..."
There and then, a tear escapes from Tiffany's eye again.
"and I shouldn't have...sorry, because of my insecurities, I have neglected you the entire week"
Tiffany wipes her tears away.
"I just....love you a lot, Tiffany Hwang"
"and I love you too...you should know" Tiffany sounded like she whines a little.
"I know" Taeyeon smiles, "that is why I got us this" Taeyeon picks up something from the ground.
"a card?" Tiffany looks at it, puzzled.
Taeyeon smiles at her girlfriend's naïve reaction, "our home"
Tiffany finally gets it, her eyes grew wide, she looks around, "o-our...??"
"well, not exactly, ours..but, yours"
"but..taetae..."
Taeyeon points at a few paint brush sitting not far from her, all kind of sizes, "I manage to get the brushes and paint today, but I forgotten about the lights"
Tiffany hides her smile.
"you know" Tiffany looks at Taeyeon, she likes it whenever taeyeon looks back at her with the innocent puppy eyes although the latter is nowhere close to the word, "I am still angry at what you did this morning"
"okay, what I planned earlier was to be away from the dorm a few days so I could complete this place" taeyeon admits, "but seeing how it impact you, I cant continue on to let you feel hurt with the misunderstanding"
"yes, it hurts"
Tiffany sees how she did not get any response from the person beside her, when she looks to her side, she only sees Taeyeon hanging her head low, somehow, Tiffany knows how Taeyeon is feeling very guilty. But she doesn't want to forgive Taeyeon that easily either. So she just reaches out and grab the melted marshmallow with crackers in Taeyeon's hand, snatching it away hard, making Taeyeon surprise, looking at her. Tiffany takes her first bite, although it's cold and is better to eat it while it's hot, but she felt satisfy enough as it was made by Taeyeon, for the first time. Her favorite snack, made by her favorite person.
Taeyeon lick her lips, "is it nice?"
The sound of how the crackers being chew inside of Tiffany's mouth, she just nods her head, wiping the crump at the corner of her lips, she nods her head again with satisfy, which made Taeyeon smile in satisfaction.
"but that doesn't means you are forgiven" Tiffany added after swallowing.
Taeyeon's shoulders immediately slums down in disappointment, "yeah, I know"
"you should've bought the lights first" Tiffany suddenly said.
"isnt bonfire more romantic?" Taeyeon looks at Tiffany, her eyes literally glowing while awaiting for the answer from Tiffany in hope she felt so too, but Tiffany just looks at Taeyeon for a moment before returning to take another bite off the cracker, "maybe not" taeyeon sighs.
"why, were you busy thinking of something else? I wonder if you ever even think of me during this week" Tiffany glares at Taeyeon.
Bravely, but with tenderness in her eyes, Taeyeon looks back, "you never really left my mind ever since the day we met, Tiffany"
There it goes, once again, right words, right timing, right on the spot. Taeyeon did it again.
Tiffany just stays still, the two looking at each other with silence around them, even when Taeyeon slowly leans forward, really slow, their lips met, Tiffany and Taeyeon closes their eyes.
The feeling, is like first love all over again, first kiss.
When they pull apart after the small kissing session, Taeyeon didn't delay but give a kiss at the side of Tiffany's neck, "taetae~~"
"Mianhae, Tippani" Taeyeon shows her grin, the one that Tiffany loves most, the one with the small visible dimple appearing along with the smile.
Tiffany grabs both side of Taeyeon's collar, smashing their lips together, she doesn't care anymore, the older girl is being too cute right now and is impossible not to forgive her, even if she had killed someone, with that kind of smile, the policemen and law might even think twice about charging her for a case.
Because they were being drawn into the deep passionate kiss, their lock lip session, made taeyeon stumble backwards, pulling Tiffany along as she falls, in result of Tiffany landing on top of her.
"shucks! Shit! Taeyeon~" Tiffany breaks the kiss, "sorry, did it hurt?"
Taeyeon finally opens her eyes, weirdly, she is so happy that she barely feel the pain on her back.
She hugs Tiffany closer to her body, she shakes her head, "not as hurt as I've hurt you, sorry"
"yah"
"I am sorry Tiffany, I've promised that all I ever want was to give you happiness and look at what I've did..i am sorry"
"taeyeon"
"I will learn to be understanding even more from now onwards...they said it, newlyweds will have the hardest first year, right??" Taeyeon grins, "let's go through the hard part now and we'll be easy after the first year of marriage"
Tiffany uses her chin to nudge against taeyeon's forehead, making Taeyeon giggle, "you babo"
"who talks about marrying you" Tiffany sticks her tongue out as she tries to get herself up from Taeyeon, but she let out a loud yelp of loss when she felt she's being turned around with strong force, being at the bottom so quickly in result. She looks at Taeyeon.
Taeyeon looks at Tiffany, with lust, with fierceness in her eyes, Tiffany couldn't read.
"say it again" Taeyeon challenges Tiffany through her gritting teeth.
Tiffany leans up, using her elbows supporting her up, "make sweet love to me, taetae"
This is her, the seductive alluring sides of hers....if she says that to anyone, any girl or guys, they died for it, but of course not, she's only mine, only saying it to me....
Taeyeon leans down to slowly push Tiffany back onto the ground, they start out with building up the atmosphere, making out.
Taeyeon's wet muscle sliding into the open entrance, trembling when Tiffany uses hers to rubs against her tongue inside of their mouth, the playful young one now twirling her tongue around Taeyeon's tongue, like it's a snake, trying to kill its prey with the strong twist.
Tiffany herself led Taeyeon's hand to be place on top of her bosom, Taeyeon groans when she gives a firm squeeze, causing Tiffany to moan out lustfully, arching her bed, wanting more harassment from her lover above.
Taeyeon breaks the kiss, she smile seeing how wet and swollen Tiffany's lips were, but she quickly help Tiffany to pull her shirt off. Tiffany points at Taeyeon.
"you too taetae"
Taeyeon smirks, taking her shirt off as well, but leaving herself in the undergarment, where else, Tiffany is strip naked from head to toe, when Taeyeon climbs back on top of Tiffany after taking the young latter's shorts off, Tiffany reaches out to caress the bare white smooth baby skin like abs in front of her, Taeyeon smirks.
"you like it?"
Tiffany nods her head like a child wanting a lollipop, "so smooth"
"I like yours too" Taeyeon smirks, touching Tiffany's abs as well, "I can feel your muscle all tense now"
Taeyeon takes a marshmallow, before Tiffany can even start thinking what Taeyeon is about to do at it, Taeyeon's action were answering it quicker before she can ask it.
Taeyeon use the marshmallow and press it right above of Tiffany's harden nipple, pressing it against the marshmallow, pinching the nipple in between the marshmallow, Tiffany moans at the sight of her naughty lovers idea.
With no delay, Taeyeon leans down and starts licking Tiffany's nipple along with the marshmallow, causing the marshmallow becomes all soft and sticking, finally, Taeyeon had the whole marshmallow including the perk up nipple in her mouth, Tiffany let out another few moans every time when Taeyeon gently use her teeth to pull and tug her nipple, is enough to make her lower part calling out to be touch.
"tae-uhnn~"
Taeyeon now tugging the nipple, sucking it hard like she's trying to get something from it.
Tiffany's thighs become ultra sensitive when she felt Taeyeon's hand brush passes.
"oh god...taetae~~~" Tiffany moans.
Tiffany's eyes shot open, when she felt something ticklish sliding up and down her clit now.
So ticklish but yet it felt so good at the same time, it made her moan constantly. Like something hairy is being slide up and down in between her lips and god it feels so good for Tiffany, she can feel herself squirting out the pre cum with whatever it is, being stroke with.
She cant concentrate, she wants to know what it is, but Taeyeon is still having a good time, sucking her nipples, it seems like Taeyeon heard her mind, Taeyeon leaves her nipple, looking at her with a huge smirk on her face, "feels good doesn't it?"
The rubbings got harder the moment Taeyeon ask, causing Tiffany to shut her eyes tightly, moaning in return, but with her mouth slightly open, she manage to nod her head and letting out another lust of moan when she tries to say yes.
Taeyeon leans sideways, allowing herself to have the full view of what she is doing to Tiffany's core. With her might and curiosity, Tiffany use her elbow to carry her body up, so she can as well see what Taeyeon is using to tease her lower part.
Tiffany had her legs bend in a M shape position.
Taeyeon wrist doing circling motion, it was slow at first but the momentum adds on, cant handle it, Tiffany crashes back onto the ground, her hips jerking up and down, rotating in all kind of ways that she could enjoy from it.
Taeyeon smiles like a pervert, seeing how the medium paintbrush can cause so many pre cum now flowing out instead of squirting.
Her short moans echoing the room, she manage to grab hold of Taeyeon's wrist while with her eyes close, "Ta- uhn....taetae" her eyelids slowly flutters open. Looking at Taeyeon.
"I want you to rub me hard tonight..."
Taeyeon puts the paintbrush aside, but Tiffany shakes her head, "yes pani?"
"bang me hard" Tiffany moans pleadingly.
That's enough, Taeyeon gets up to strip her underwear off, she already could feel the small dampness in the middle of her panty during the teasing session.
Taeyeon align her core with Tiffany's, enough to cause both of them gasp, squinting their eyes when they felt the pressure that is added, only made them feel the liquid of theirs being mix together.
Taeyeon touches Tiffany's face, using her fingers to trace the beauty underneath her, while she starts with the slow rubbing of their cores, Tiffany too, open her eyes, to look back at her lover eyes, while they were making love.
Slowly, it got fast and faster, the sound of skin slapping begins every time their thrust met.
Shadow of them on the wall, moving in sync as they move.
Tiffany's nails piercing deep into the back of Taeyeon.
Causing the latter to grunt and groans.
While Tiffany moans endlessly.
"oh god" Tiffany keeps repeating this sentence a few times, when Taeyeon slows down the pace then suddenly banging their cores hard all of a sudden.
Taeyeon slows down the pace, she quickly looks down, using her fingers to spread Tiffany's sex lips open apart, her swollen nub totally visible to her sight now, Taeyeon then use her core to press it hard against, causing Tiffany to flinch with the sudden pleasure.
Uhn.
Ohh.
Taetae.
Pani-ah.
Hnnnnnng.
Mmmf..
Ahhh.
Is the constant moans and only sounds the two are making.
With the final strong hard rubbings and thrust, Taeyeon came right after Tiffany spills her juice out. Taeyeon who is out of breath, finally falling to her side, breathing hard, her chest falling and rising, her eyes blanking out she stares at the ceiling above them.
It didn't took long though, for the ceiling to be block by Tiffany's sweaty red face.
"tired already" Tiffany tease as she gets onto Taeyeon's body.
The elder latter not feeling please with the remarks her girlfriend made, suddenly wraps her legs around Tiffany's waist, as she starts humping against her, causing Tiffany to moans again.
Tiffany felt Taeyeon tightening the legs around her waist, pressing their cores crushing against each other, with a few more humping, they came the second round, Tiffany knew Taeyeon came the second time as she felt Taeyeon pushing her core against her and hold it in that position for a few second, before letting her legs goes loose around her waist.
Taeyeon felt her own legs going all jelly.
But it feels good.
That it made her smile widely in satisfaction.
Tiffany leans on Taeyeon's arms, once again, clinging close to the tired girlfriend.
"I love you" Tiffany kisses the side of Taeyeon's breast.
Taeyeon turns around to kiss Tiffany sweaty forehead, "and I love you too" her mumbles against the forehead.
Suddenly, Taeyeon tries to gets up but she was held down firmly by the girl who is clinging on to her, "where are you going???"
"to get us some clothes, silly, where do you think I am going?" she kiss Tiffany another time on the forehead.
Tiffany shakes her head, "no, don't leave me"
"okay" Taeyeon smiles, seeing how cute Tiffany can be at times, like being the baby and clingy one instead of her, she use her feet to reach out for the blanket below them, covering the two of them with it after getting it.
"Taetae...I have a confession to make"
"you want another round?" Taeyeon smiles eagerly.
Tiffany frowns, "I hate you for ruining sweet moments"
"seriously? I was made to make sweet moments with you"
"aww, taetae-"
"like the love making session with have just now, did you just see the expression on your face when I use the paintbrush to tickle your-"
Tiffany leans close to bites Taeyeon on the lips to shut her up for good, "I'm serious"
Taeyeon nods her head, Tiffany smile thinking Taeyeon was serious now but her smile fades away when she felt underneath the blanket, Taeyeon's hands were groping her butt.
"continue~" Taeyeon usher.
"I cant live without you" Tiffany confess, "I really cant. As hard as is hard to believe-"
"I believe you" Taeyeon smiles, cutting Tiffany off, "because I felt the same as well"
****
Taeyeon slowly wakes up, she smiled, remembering what happened last night, firstly, she's glad they finally settle it down and secondly, that was her best sex ever with Tiffany. Opening her eyes, she felt nervous, seeing Tiffany sleeping on the couch, leaving her on the floor.
Seems like Tiffany is awake as well, she sense movement from the ground, she turn around.
Greeting Taeyeon with her crescent moon like smile.
"yah. Why am I alone on the ground?" Taeyeon pouts, puffing her cheeks.
"I can barely sleep well last night" Tiffany answers.
"why? Is the ground too hard?" Taeyeon ask.
"no"
"......."
"I was having an uncomfortable feeling while trying to find the right position to sleep when I had to keep pulling your fingers out off me, kim byuntae"