HANA
It's been four days since Mark came back into my life and I haven't spoken to him since what Jaebum told me, it was shocking how we all made a connection. Maybe it was even destiny or fate that brought me and Jaebum-oppa together.
I shook my head, this wasn't the time to fantasize about me and him, yet I still couldn't stop thinking of him calling me cute.
I never considered myself to be beautiful or stunning, I could never take breaths away or make people watch me from afar. I couldn't steal hearts and make people jealous of me. I wasn't someone like Jaebum, he could easily take hearts of any human being–including me.
But him complimenting me subconsciously gave me hope, I felt a lot better in my body. I didn't feel good about myself until now. I started loving the things I hated about myself; my imperfect face, how my body had nothing to show off, and how everything was just unpleasant to me. But hearing just a simple compliment from someone who meant so much to me made me feel like a million dollars.
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chime
I sat up from my bed, fanning myself from the heat in my room. Reaching over to grab my phone, I had a small smile on my face. I knew it was Jaebum because I had set his text tone to chime–my favorite out of the text tones.
Jaebooty: hey, toy, go out with me in like 10 minutes? I'm bored so hello.
Me: Go ouT AS LIKE?!??
Jaebooty: FRIENDS. Geez.
Me: oh of course, sure. I'm your toy ready for duty. *salutes*
Jaebooty: ....k....send me your address I'll pick you up.
Me: okayYYY~~
Jaebooty: k see you soon.
I placed my phone down and stared daggers at my closet, I ran up shuffling through the different clothing articles.
This would be the second time Jaebum has seen me wear something other then my school uniform, I should dress up a little nicer. The first time was during the cafe incident and I didn't look that nice that day.
I grabbed my maroon shirt, denim shorts, and a thin black jacket. I quickly put them on whilst walking to my bathroom and brushing my hair and applying bb cream, trying my best to cover up my imperfections. I didn't go all out as much I would've liked too, but being plain Jane a few days ago made him call me cute, so I didn't feel like trying. I put on my white converse and grabbed my phone and some cash from my bag and waited by my door, quickly sending him my address.
I sat down on the floor in front of the white door, texting my parents that I am going out with a friend and I'll be home before 8.
I had a big goofy smile on my face, evidence of how happy just hanging out with Jaebum would be.
While waiting, I started reminiscing everything. It was all so weird and sudden. I felt like my life was playing out a cliche love story that you'll read. How Mark came back into my life. The Jaebum and his ex girlfriend situation. It was all surreal.
Was his ex really that bad? Kim Reyna, she was one of the most popular girls in our school. Until she moved due to rumors. I never really knew her, I didn't even know she dated Jaebum. I always saw her behind the school with a bunch of boys–one of them being Mark.
I sighed, I remembered how beautiful and breathtaking she was. I wasn't surprised to see her when I walked into Mark's house one day with them making out half naked. I was numb and I ran out, Mark calling my name.
If I could erase a memory, I would erase my relationship with Mark. Nothing has came out good from it. Sure he was a great boyfriend but after my relationship with him. My life seemed to go downhill. I became really depressed, I didn't know why my life was worth something. If he could easily throw me away for another girl, what was the point of being happy when he made me happy? Key word made. He was no longer making me smile and laugh at things like it was the funniest thing in the world.
It was Jaebum now. He seemed to flick a light switch in me and made me happier in just a second. I was curious now. How did Jaebum react to Reyna cheating on him?
Knowing Jaebum more I learned that he wasn't perfect as everyone thought he was. I could sense a wall he put up to shield his emotions. It's what I did before I met him. But he easily broke it down after I got to know him more. Being his so called 'toy' got me to know him a lot more. I don't understand why he's calling me a toy.
At first when he was being a bit more sexual towards me, I was afraid. I thought he wanted sexual favors, fortunately he didn't.
As I continued to think about everything, I heard my doorbell ring. Standing up I looked through the peephole, and I saw Jaebum. I smiled and opened the door.
"Hey." He smiled, his eyes disappearing. One of my favorite charms of his and his laugh. His laugh was beautiful, just like him. I stared at him, he looked good today. He always does.
He wore a black SnapBack and a black leather jacket with dark blue jeans and black shoes. Dark colors look nice on him. I usually see him wearing the school uniforms that's white with tan khakis.
"Hey." I replied, he looked passed me, into my house. Taking a step inside.
"Nice house." He said scanning the front room of my house.
"Didn't your parents teach you manners to not to barge into someone's home without asking." I laughed shaking my head.
"Well you were gonna invite me in anyways right?" He looked over to me. I sighed.
"Touché." I crossed my arms, "So what did you want to do today?"
I watched Jaebum take a seat on my couch and stared at me, thinking. I was blushing so I quickly walked into my kitchen which was next to the front room. I looked at him from my counter and turned around when I noticed he was still staring.
"We could go shopping? I saw something that I really liked there." He suggested, I shrugged before nodding.
"Alright then, did you bring a car?" I mentally face palmed. How did he get here if he didn't, Hana?
"Yeah of course." He smirked, throwing his car keys in the air and catching them. He looked cool. He looked like someone from a music video, whilst I looked like some lame Disney channel star.
"Alright well let's go." I walked to him, grabbing his wrist and pulling him up. When I was about to let go. He intertwined our hands, walking with me to the door. I was internally screaming inside. A girl could only be chill in front of Im Jaebum for so long.
I locked the door with my right hand, as my left was still being held by him. I took a quick glance at him and he was checking his phone.
God, if anyone saw us right now, we would be titled a couple. I blushed and imagined us walking around the shops with the ahjumma's saying how cute we were together.
I followed behind him staring at our hands, it looked and felt perfect. My hand was small enough to fit perfectly with his. It felt like he was the perfect puzzle piece. Once I looked up he let go to unlock his car.
It was a nice car. The main color was black, but inside it had a speck of red, giving it a cool look. The seats were leather and it was actually a pretty badass looking car. I wasn't surprised, someone like Jaebum would have really nice looking things.
I opened the door and sat down, watching him walk around the car and to his side. I looked in the rear view mirrors quickly fixing myself up and putting on my seatbelt.
"You look quite comfortable." He chuckled looking at me, I shrugged. I was small so I nuzzled quite a bit into the seat.
"Are you hungry? We could get some food first before going to the shops." He started his engine and the car rumbled lowly.
"I'm good." I smiled at him, he nodded. He took of his SnapBack and placed it on my head.
"Wear that for me, it's annoying to wear when it hits my head rest." He smiled, buckling his seatbelt. I gasped.
"So you want me to struggle?" I placed my hand on my chest, pretended to act hurt.
"Well I mean your my toy. I can dress and undress you if I wanted." He winked, I blushed. He hasn't said a dirty joke to me since the first time he wanted me to be his 'toy'.
"Sh-shut up." I stuttered, my face turning bright red. I looked away from him and out the window.
"Make me." He smirked leaning his head on his hand. I looked at him and gently slapped his cheek. He grabbed my hand pulling me closer. Our nose was brushing against each other and I froze.
"Make me." He said again but with a low voice, I panicked and backed away from him. My head exploding with thoughts. He laughed and started driving out onto the street. I've gone mute, my face still red from the stunt he just pulled.
I sat there my heart beating and eyes wide. He had a small tint of pink on his cheeks but a smirk settled on his lips.
God damn I should've kissed the boy.
I noticed he turned on the radio and Eyes, nose, lips by Taeyang started playing. Jaebum was humming along. I never really heard his singing but him humming was enough to know that he had an amazing voice.
We continued driving, my heart on my sleeves. I didn't mind being called crazy for Jaebum, because I love him. I love Im Jaebum. I loved his rude demeanor, his eyes when they look like crescent moons, his smile with his pearl white teeth, his chic and sexy personality, and how he's quiet and cold sometimes. But that's why I love him. He isn't perfect but that's what I find perfect. He was the light in my life. He was making it easier for me to get through the dark days with only just giving a simple hello or wave to me.
I loved him.
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SCHOOL HAS ENDED SO I HAVE MORE TIME TO UPDATE. THANK YOU FOR WAITING IF YOU EVEN STILL READ THIS LOL.
EXCUSE THE MINOR GRAMMAR MISTAKES I WILL BE EDITING MY ENTIRE BOOK LATER ON.
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