(Y/n) P.o.v
I'm on my bed talking to my brother about what has happened. He knew something was up, because of my Red tear stained face.
So I told him everything.
I reasted my head in his chest as he hugged me.
"Oh I get it". Derek says softly as he ruffled my hair."Hey maybe he's not the one".
I nod."B-b-but I really loved him". It's True I really did love him. Love. Huh. There's so much meaning packed in those four letters. I thought I had it, but it wasn't real.
"I know". He said giving me a hug."It's been a long day get some rest".
I lay my head down not minding if I'm still in my clothes, haven't taken a shower, or brushed my teeth. I just need to relax. Derek pulled the cover over me kissing my cheek.
"Good night Tiny".
Derek turned of the light, and walked out.
I need to keep my mind of Shawn for know. I need a break. From everything. Everyone. A brake from life.
Shawn Mendes P.o.v
I tried so....so hard not to cry after what happened. I couldn't believe it.
Flash back
"Were Done you don't want me fine I don't want you either"! You told him. Shawn began to cry along with you.
End of Flash back
I was walking home after I turned Rosey in to her parents. And payed for the Door. Which I kicked down. I just could hold it in anymore, and just started to cry. 'Not acting like a man right know am I'.
I thought to my self wiping my tears away.
'I didn't mean what I said. I just got I don't know annoyed. It's not her that's got me mad. It's that she didn't tell me the truth. Did she not trust me? I'm sure s-...wait was I to protective? She didn't want to tell me because I'd be so mad. I don't want her taken from me. I'm here for her. Aren't I'?