Harry's POV
As the guys and I sit by our table talking with Ed Sheeran who after the last year we have gotten closer. He is one of my best buddies out of the band. We see Zayn walk over to the table looking very upset, he takes a seat across from me without saying a word to anyone. Not that anyone did notice.
" hey man you alright" I ask him. He looks up at me for a while and shakes his head.
"No" is all he says.
"What happened" I push further.
"Nothing man it's nothing" he sighs.
" mate I know when you are lying" I point him out. "Seriously what happened" I ask him again waiting for him to finally answer.
"Kylie" Is all he says.
I stand up immediately as soon as I here her name," where is she" I ask him.
"Harry don't" he shakes his head.
"Where is she!" I say a bit louder.
"The balcony, please don't Har-" his voice lowers as I run my way through the crowd and upstairs until I see the balcony door open.
There she stands sitting on a chair looking at the beautiful view in front of her. Of course the view in front of me is her as she has captivated me from the second I laid my eyes on her.
Here it goes.......
Kylie's POV
After I stop crying I decide to stay out here for a little while and relax myself before making my way down into the club. The view in front of me is absolutely beautiful as all the lights of L.A shine so bright that I think I'll go blind.
This is just peaceful, I could be here forever I think to myself.
"Kylie" I hear that familiar voice, I freeze in my spot and stand up. I turn around and my we go wide at the site.
"Harry" I breathe out, saying the name I have not spoken in over a year.
"Hey" he starts and walks closer, I take a step back and he seems to notice as he stops walking. He sighs, "how have you been" he asks nervously as he runs the back of his neck.
"How have I been" I ask with no emotion in my voice. "I don't know how would you feel if you walked into a room seeing the person you love having sex with someone else" I glare at him crossing my arms over my chest.
He sighs, "Kylie please it's not true" he says. Is he serious right now?
"It's the truth" I say to him," do you think I didn't see what happened" I ask him.
"I know you saw, but baby if-" I cut him off.
"Don't you even try to fucken dare call me that" I glare at him speaking through my gritted teeth.
"I'm sorry it's a habit" he says.
"Was cheating one of them" I ask him.
"No" he says immediately.
"Tell me" I say, " tell me how many times you fooled me for believing that you loved me" I take a breathe, " tell me how many other times you cheated" I ask him. "It's the least you can do right now" I tell him.
He looks at me wide eyed as if I we killed someone. "Kylie I promise and I swear on my life that I did not ever once cheat on you. Not even that time. I promise and I swear on my pathetic life that I did and still do right at this very moment love you. I'd never ruin that over some slut. You have to believe me" he walks closer. I can't seem to move. "Please" he begs. He looks like he is on the verge of tears.
"I don't believe you" I say.
"Do you still love me" he asks and i look at him confused. By this time he is standing right in front of me, but yet again I can't seem to move away from him.
What's happening Kylie, move!
"What"
"Please, please tell me you still love me and that I'm not the only one. Please say it. I need to hear you say those words" he cries and falls down to his knees and wraps his arms off my legs.
"Harry get up" I say and fight myself not to touch him. I give up within a second and put my hands on his shoulders. As he feels my touch his muscles relax and he breathes out.
He looks up at me and his eyes are red, tears are all down his face. What is happening right now.
"Please tell me you love me. I need to hear it" he begs.
Don't Kylie.
Don't.
Don't you dare.
Shut up.
Stop
Close you mouth.
KYLIE!
"I do still love you" I blurt out.
"You do" he asks and I nod slowly. He stands up and looks me into the eyes and takes my hands in his ones. "Promise me that you still love me and that you won't ever stop" he says. "Please, promise me baby" he begs.
I don't stop him from calling me baby.
"You know I can't stop loving you" I sigh and look down. "Even if I tried" I start to tear up and I close my eyes shut.
"Look at me Kylie" he puts his finger under my chin and I look up into those gorgeous green eyes that are full of tears I caused as my brown ones are full of the ones he cause. "I need you to listen to me when I say this okay" he says and I nod. He takes a deep breath, " I love you so so so much Kylie, I never stopped and I have never tried to stop. I know in my heart that I can't. You may think of me as the monster that broke your heart and I get that but if you let me tell you the truth you would know that what you saw didn't happen like that" he says and I shake my head. "You need to let me tell you the truth" he says. "Please baby, I love you so much and I know your hurt. I know your heart is broken but baby it's not the only one. Please let me explain" he begs.
I want to say yes.
I want to let him explain.
But I can't take the heartbreak and the memories of that night.
I can't do it.
Not yet.
"Please" I beg, "give me time to think about this" I say.
He shakes his head, "you know I can't do that" he says and wraps his arms around my back holding me close into his warm chest. I put my arms on him and sigh, "Please I finally got you in my arms and I'm not ready to let you go. I let that happen for a year and I suffered like a little bitch. I don't want to go through that and know that I might not ever see you again or hold you, or kiss you, or hear your laugh let alone your voice. Knowing I can't give you guys and watch movies with you until you fall asleep on my lap, or when i make love you to show you how much I care. But the worst of all that kills me dearly is knowing I might not ever get the chance to say the three words I've been dying to tell you this past year. I love you. I love you so much my heart aches knowing that it's not connect to yours. Knowing you don't want me in the least. So please baby give me a chance to explain myself and I promise to you the decision you make I won't stop you. All I need is a chance" he says and I'm left speechless.
He stills loves me and I still love him a lot but can I trust him anymore. Trust doesn't come easy and I need to know if I can.
I don't know what to say but my brain thinks before my heart.
"Kiss me" I whisper and look up into his eyes. They show so much love and happiness in them.
He closes his eyes and I close mine and soon enough the hot breath of his thats fans over my lips takes places with his warm ones.
I raise my hands to wrap them behind his head and into his hair. Something that I know he loves. His arms hold me tight in his arms as his right leaves my lower back and cups my cheek.
The butterflies that erupt in my stomach has gone crazy and I think he can hear them go crazy. He swipes his tongue over my lover lip and I cave into him. I open my mouth and his tongue roams mine and explores my mouth as mine does to him. I hold his neck tighter and bring him even closer that he had ever been before. I don't date to let him go as he does with me.
He continues to kiss me and I moan and pull onto his hair,"harry" I breathe against his lips.
"Hmm Kylie I love you so much" he mumbles and kisses me even harder. "God I missed the fast of your lips and your touch" he says and brings his lips down to my jaw and leaves a trail of kisses.
"Hmm" I moan as he brings his lips to my neck and sucks on my sweat spot. "Harry" I moan loudly.
I can feel him smirk against my neck and I so badly want to wipe it off of his face, "hmm knew you still loved my touch" he whispers into my neck.
"Shut up" I growl and grab a fistful of his shirt and crash my lips on his. What are you doing Kylie? I ask myself.
I don't care I want him The other me says.
His arms go around my back again and he pulls me to lean back and kisses me harder. He pulls me back up and smiles. He brushes a strand of my hair and places it behind my ear.
"You're so beautiful" he whispers looking into my eyes.
"I missed you" I admit.
He smiles, "you don't know what it's like to not be with you and have to travel around the world while knowing I don't come back home to you" he says and cups my have with his right hand. " I love you Kylie" he says and my heart beats increase.
"I love you Harry" I say and he pulls me into a hug, my head leans into his chest and I can hear his heartbeat going crazy.
"What are we going to do" he says and takes a seat on one of the chairs as he holds my hand and pulls me onto his right leg.
"Well I told you I need time" I start. "I'll give you a chance to explain yourself but I need to think about this. It has to be when I'm ready. I don't want to relive that moment just yet" I look at him when I'm done and brush my hands through his hair on the top of his head.
His gaze stays on my as I continue my actions," okay" he says and I look at him confused. "I'll let you have time but you have to promise me you will let me explain" he says.
I nod,"I promise" I smile slightly at him.
"I'm so glad to have you back in my arms" he whispers as he leans his head into my shoulder as he holds me by the hips.
"Me too" I agree and he looks up at me and smiles. "Why can't we stay like this forever" I sigh. "Why did things have to turn out like this. We were so happy" I say. " you were happy right" I look over at him.
"Baby of course I was happy, I wanted my future with you. I bought us a house to live in together and have our children to grown in it. I was asking you to marry me when we were still in high school because all I wanted was to spend my life with you. And I still do and I always will. Of course I didn't do it probably it was more of a pre asking you to marry me. But one day I hope that I can bend on my knee and hold a right out for you in a cute little box and ask you to marry me. I even pictured how I would want to do it" he smiles thinking of that moment.
"What would it be like" I hope to catch him of guard so he can tell me. Cheeky I know.
"Ha, baby I'm a dick but but in not stupid" he smirks at me and I laugh loudly. "God I missed that sound" he groans.
"I haven't laughed in forever" I admit to him.
"Same here" he sighs. "Can I ask you something" he says.
I nod my head.
"Since you need time time to think in the meantime can we at least try to be friends. I need you in my life in some sort of way" he whispers to me.
Should I?
Weight out the pros and cons Kylie.
"Sure" I smile at him," we an try to be friends. Until I make my decision and hear the truth" I smile at him.
"Till then" he says.
"Till then" I repeat and he gives me a peck on the lips.
"I think we should get back to the party we have been out here for a very long time" he says and we both laugh. I nod my head.
"You mind showing me to your table. I miss you guys" I admit.
"Yes absolutely" he nods his head fast. We stand up and he looks at me.
"What" I ask.
"Can I uh uh don't worry " he says.
He turns to walk but I grab his arm and stop him, "tell me"I say.
"I was uh going to ask you if I could hold your hand but I realised we are trying the friends thing" he says.
I take him of guard and lace my right hand with his left and entwine our fingers. He looks at me wide eyed as I smile at him.
"Friends can hold hands I do it all the time with Luke doesn't mean anything" I say and realise he doesn't know who Luke is.
"Who is Luke" he says harshly taking his hand out of mine.
"Remember last year when we went out one night and that paps kept sayings howsLuke" I ask him as he nods. "He is one of my best friends from Australia and he is in a band. He is like Zayn, he's like my brother and I don't like him that way. Right now he is probably doing it in the bathrooms with the Kelly girl me met" I laugh lightly and he sighs.
"Promise you don't like him like that" he says.
"No I never could. He is only a friend and will only ever be that. He is more like my brother. No go zone" I say and Harry laughs.
And In one swift moment my body is up against the wall behind Harry as his body is up against mine and his hands trap me from moving.
"Good because you're mine" he growls into my ear.
Even though we aren't together I'll always think of myself as his.
"I'm yours" I say and kiss him and quickly pull away. He looks at me wide eyed. "Let's go" I wink and grab his Hand as his head turns slightly and he smirks as we walk back downstairs as I pull him.
"Oh and by the way you look sexy as hell tonight" he whispers into my ear as he kisses my neck.
"And he's back" I say and we both laugh.
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