Harry's POV
"One Direction" Kylie finishes and I can see her fake smile from here. I know her to well when she puts it on.
She looks at Kendall worriedly and they whisper something to each other. What the hell is going on?
The guys and I stand up and give each other a big group hug. We cheer and raise our fists to the crowd.
"Congrats lads" Lou says and we thank her as Paul says the same.
We make our way up the stairs and I try to not make it obvious that I'm looking at her. She doesn't notice me or make eye contact. She's basically thinking I'm not there.
Ouch.
I see Niall run up to her and give her a hug followed by Louis and Liam and of course Zayn. They all whisper something to her and she nods her head. What?
"Don't go near her" Kendall whispers after I give Khole a hug.
"Why" I look at her concerned.
"Her orders" he sighs," don't make it hard enough as it is" she says.
I fake smile and give her a hug," she's my girl and I love her. This so called 'order' your sister has won't keep me away from her" I say harshly and pull away.
"Don't" Kendall warns.
Zayn starts to speed by now,"she's right don't do it Harry" Khole says.
I turn to her and raise an eyebrow. "I will sooner or later" I say. Don't tell anyone but Khole for sure freaks me out a little.
"Not now" Khole says before walking over to stand next to Liam.
The guys finish the speech and we wave and blow a few kisses to the crowd and our loving fans before turning around and walking backstage.
Niall and Louis walk by Kylie's side whispering things as she shakes her head with a smile. Once we are clear and the crowd can't see anything all the boys run to Kylie and give her a massive hug. To much for my liking in my opinion.
I go to walk up to her but Kendall holds my arm back," I said don't do it" she glares at me.
"I don't care Kardashian, I'll do what I like" I say to her.
"It's Jenner now and you will do as I say. I don't want my little sister hurting okay. You have done plenty of that" she says.
"I didn't do it for the last fucken time" I say through my gritted teeth.
I can feel Kylies stare on my, I turn around and she is no longer looking at me back looking at Niall.
Kendall pushes me back a little as Kylie walks off. Wait no.
Kendall catches up to her and they speak until I hear the last part that Kendall says," it's not like you still love him right" she asks Kylie.
I see Kylie's head turn and I'm left with my jaw dropped and my eyes wide open, "I do" she says and walks even faster as Khole and Kendall try to keep up.
"Did she gust say wh-" Niall says.
"That Sh-" Louis says.
"Loves Harry" Liam finishes off.
"I SO FUCKEN KNEW IT" Zayn screams and we all turn to him to see him laughing. " fucken hell Perrie and Sophia owe my $50 now" he smiles and shakes his head.
"You made a bet that my ex girlfriend still loves me yet you couldn't tell me that" I walk up to him slowly trying to keep my calm.
"Harry don't" Liam warns.
"I'm not doing anything" I continue to stare at Zayn.
"Well I didn't know for sure she would always change the subject or just shrug. Sophia and Perrie were talking about it over skype earlier today and we made a bet. That was it" he says.
"Okay" I sigh giving up. We only became good again today and I don't want to fucken mess it up.
"Let's go back and take some photos and then watch the rest of the show and then... The after party" Louis smirks as I chuckle at him.
Kylie I'll see you there baby....
Kylie's POV
Drake and Miley Cyrus walk out on stage and start to open up the next award, "okay this next award goes to someone who has inspired the world and young teenagers of our generation and not Drakes. Sorry babe" Miley says and we all laugh.
"All good man, anyway this award has been far of the most important ones of each year as if symbolises a strong bold women for our county. And can also right some dope hits and keeps herself grounded in her music. Let's see the nominations for the best female artist of the year" Drake finishes and they both turn to the screen.
Taylor swift
Demi Lavato
Selena gomez
Ariana grande
Beyoncé
Rihanna
Kylie Jenner
Katy perry
The screen then goes off....." And the winner for best female artist of the year goes to" Miley says and opens the envelope. "Her second year in a row" she says and I know who it is," KYLIE JENNER" she screams and everyone around me starts to cheer.
I smile and stand up hugging Selena on my left then Khole and Liz, I walk over to Kendall and give her a big hug. The 5SOS guys all give me a group hug and I chuckle and Taylor who is sitting behind me smiles and nods at me bringing me into a hug.
"You deserve this babe" she says.
"Thank you Tay" I say and pull away.
She motions for me to walk up the stoats and when I do I give a big hug to Drake. He has been a good friend of the family the past year. I smile at Miley and her a hug as well.
She hands me my award and steps behind me so I can say a quick speech.
"YEAH KYLIE" Zayn and Louis yell as they cup their hands around their mouths.
I fake cough dramatically," just to clear the air I don't know who they are so ill get security in once I'm done" I say and everyone laughs loudly. "Anyways I'd like to say a very big thank you to everyone who voted for me tonight. I'd love to say a massive thank you to my amazing fans. You have all been there to help me when I've fallen and have always supported me with my decisions and I also wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you guys so thank you and I love you all" everyone cheers. "I'd also like to say a thank you to my team who have to put up with me" I say as look at Liz and smile at her pointing towards her, "Liz thank you very much for being a second mum to me and not killing me when I scream in your ear when you decide to speak. Also thank you for not suing me for ear damage I caused you a couple months back" I laugh as everyone laughs. I chuckle," I'm just joking that happened last week" I joke again. "Anyways thank you, it was definitely hard coming out and in the open here tonight but it wasn't for all you lot and my amazing fans so thank you all so so much" I blow a kiss and wave at the crowd and turn my head walking off stage with Miley and Drake hugging me.
"You did amazing" Miley says.
"Thanks babe" I laugh.
"Awesome Jenner as always" Drake says.
"Yeah put me into one of yo knew songs" I joke.
"Done bro" he says.
"Well I gotta take some pictures so I have to go. Enjoy your night and love you both" I hug them one last time and walk out to the mini red carpet where some reporters are.
I stand in Front of the back drop and pose while holding my award.
"Kylie over here!"
"Kylie to your right"
"In front of you Kylie"
"Turn your body left"
They all call random things.
"Okay does anyone need an interview" I ask the reports.
"I do" a male around the age of 20 says.
I smile and nod and walk over to him.
"Hi Kylie I'm Dustin it's so nice to meet you" he says. He's very polite and I can slightly hear an Australian accent.
"Hello Dustin and it's nice to meet you as well" I shake his hand.
"So obviously you clearly one, so how do you feel right now" he asks.
"Yes I did" I chuckle," oh my god in shaking right now it's so crazy. Being here I thought I'd have a heart attack because I forgot what this all was like. But I'm doing good and I'm so happy and thankful for everyone who supported and believed in me. It means a lot" I smile.
"So now that you have been named the female artist of the year for the second time in a row. Will you be making any music" he asks me.
"Oh my gosh I don't know I've definitely thought about it. I'll see if Simon Cowell calls me back" I laugh.
"I'm sure he will" he laughs, " speaking of Simon Cowell he also works with One Direction who have been named your former friends and well an ex boyfriend as well. Do you ever get to see them and does it get overwhelming" he looks at me.
"Wow um yeah, Simon Cowell is amazing and we can definitely tell why if he is working with One Direction. I don't think anyone can really deny and say they don't like the band. Their music is amazing and yeah. I've actually never seen them cause our schedules are different to which I assume but um everything in this business is overwhelming so" I laugh and shrug.
"That's fair enough" he smiles," now speaking of the guys you opened up for one of their awards. How did that feel for you" he asks.
"I don't really know how it felt to be honest i was so nervous considering I haven't seen in in such a very long time. They deserved the award and yeah I miss the guys" I smile at him.
"Now you say that you miss the guys and does that also include Harry Styles your former boyfriend" he asks.
Shit!
"Ahhhh" I say and we both laugh, "shoot you left me speechless. I mean Argh" I laugh at him. I think it's my time to go. I smile at him and shrug. "Guess you will never know" I say.
"Bye Kylie" he says and I wave back.
I walk up to the the next reporter and start my interview thankfully this is just about my award and Kendall and I with the new fashion line we have.
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"And now to perform their new single Night Changes I present to you... One Direction!" Ariana Grande speaks through the mic. The lights go off and there stands the guys.
The order forms in; Liam, Niall, him, Louis and Zayn.
(The video is how they sang it)
[Zayn:]
Going out tonight
Changes into something red
Her mother doesn't like that kind of dress
Everything she never had she's showing off
[Liam:]
Driving too fast
Moon is breaking through her hair
She's heading for something that she won't forget
Having no regrets is all that she really wants
[Harry:]
We're only getting older, baby
And I've been thinking about it lately
Does it ever drive you crazy
Just how fast the night changes?
Everything that you've ever dreamed of
Disappearing when you wake up
But there's nothing to be afraid of
Even when the night changes
It will never change me and you
[Louis:]
Chasing it tonight,
Doubts are running 'round her head
He's waiting, hides behind a cigarette
Heart is beating loud, and she doesn't want it to stop
[Niall:]
Moving too fast
Moon is lighting up her skin
She's falling, doesn't even know it yet
Having no regrets is all that she really wants
[Harry:]
We're only getting older, baby
And I've been thinking about it lately
Does it ever drive you crazy
Just how fast the night changes?
Everything that you've ever dreamed of
Disappearing when you wake up
But there's nothing to be afraid of
Even when the night changes
It will never change me and you
[Zayn:]
Going out tonight
Changes into something red
Her mother doesn't like that kind of dress
Reminds her of the missing piece of innocence she lost
[Harry (along all):]
We're only getting older, baby
And I've been thinking about it lately
Does it ever drive you crazy
Just how fast the night changes?
Everything that you've ever dreamed of
Disappearing when you wake up
But there's nothing to be afraid of
Even when the night changes
It will never change, baby
It will never change, baby
It will never change me and you
He finishes off staring at me....
I look away immediately and don't dare to make eye contact. I hear a sigh coming from the microphone and I know that it was his.
"Do you want to go to the toilet" Selena asks me.
"No I'm fine don't worry about it" I say to her.
"Okay" she says.
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After another 2 hours the awards finish and we all leave to make our way to the after party. Selena and Khole left to go home not really feeling up to party so we were left with Kendall and I with 5 Seconds Of Summer.
We all made our way out of the SUV as the paparazzi called our names. The order went from; Calum and Kendall holding onto his forearm, Luke, Michael, me and then Ashton.
When we entered the party almost every single artist was here. Kendall and I walk with the guys as we made our way to the bar.
"Could we all have a round of shots" Michael asks the bartender.
"Does she know we are under age" Kendall laughs.
"Probably not" Ashton laughs as well all do.
"Okay well I'm skipping this, I'm going for a piss and then I'm gonna find a nice girl" Luke says.
"Good luck with that" I laugh.
"Thanks Ky" he says and ruffles my hair as he walks away.
"Dick" I mutter as I fix it into place.
"Babe you okay" Calum asks Kendall.
She shrugs and tells him she will speak to him later. Um okay, I'll also ask her later.
"Thank you" Ashton and Michael say as they walk over to were we are sitting.
"Here you go" Michael gives me one.
"Thanks" I smile at him an drown the shot.
"Ky you were supposed to wait" Calum laughs.
"Let her live" Ashton says and I look at him. "Not to much though I swear" he warns me as he points in my direction.
I raise my arms in surrender," you got it lord Aston" I say and they all laugh at me.
"Okay I swear no more shots for her" Kendall laughs as she takes a seat on Calum's lap.
"Okay I've had enough of this. Are you both together cause I swear to god it's you guys that keep us up every night while you bang each other. I swear I saw you leave the other morning" Michael says and I burst into a fit of laughter as Calum and Kendall have mortified looks on their faces.
"Oh it's true Kylie proved it" Ashton looks at me.
"Wow sis good job" I say and pat her back.
"Piss of Kylie" she groans.
"Easy babe" Calum says. "Should we tell them" he asks her and she smiles at him and nods. "Yes we are together" he confirms and we all stand up and cheer raising our hands in the air. A few people turn at us until I notice One Direction also staring.
"I fucken knew it you dirty dogs" Michael says.
"Yeah no shit I knew ages ago" I laugh.
"What that these two were together, yeah it was obvious" we all turn to see Luke walking with a blonde girl around his arm.
He takes a seat with her on his lap and you can tell she isn't comfortable with us staring at her like a piece of meat. Opps.
"Well guys this is Kelly" he says to her, " and Kelly this is Kendall, Michael, Calum, Ashton and Kylie" he points at us.
"Hello" we all say to her.
"Hi" she blushes.
"Okay well I need to pee so be right back" Ashton says and leaves.
I feel my phone buzz and I look to see Zayn's I.D.
Zayn- Hey Ky can you meet me upstairs on the balcony I need to talk with you.
Kylie- Hey, yeah sure x
- you okay though?
Zayn- yeah I'm fine, just need to chat!
Kylie- okay I'll be there in a minute!
I turn my phone off and place it in my pocket as I excuse myself from the group. I make my way up the stairs and walk over to the balcony.
I see Zayn facing the view as both his hands are holding onto the bars.
"Hey" I say and he turns around.
"Hey" he says dryly.
"What's wrong" I walk over to him until I'm sitting next to him.
"I honesty don't know" he sighs, "what would you do if you had beloved something for a while but after a moment of thinking of it you think the complete opposite" he turns to me.
"What are you talking about. I still don't get it" I ask him.
"I thought I knew what was the truth but I'm starting to second guess everything" he says.
"Like what" I say and he stands up and paces around slowly taking a sip of his drink. "Like your situation" he says and I stand up crossing my arms over my chest.
"What about my situation" I ask.
"I'll be honest with you Ky, I absolutely beloved the story as thought it was true. But what if it didn't go down like that" he turns to me.
"Are you trying to say I was hallucinating in why I saw" I raise an eyebrow to him.
"No no not at all" he walks over to me," I'm just saying what if that wasn't the complete truth" he asks me.
"What did he say to you" I ask him and he looks away from me. " come on Zayn you could barley stand each other and now all of a sudden you think he is saying the truth" I spit.
"He told me some things and I'm starting to second guess what happened" Zayn says.
"I can't believe this" I step back from him.
"Kylie don't" he warns me trying to take a step closer to me.
"DON'T" I yell at him. "DO NOT EVEN TRY THAT AND KEEP ME FROM CALMING DOWN. YOU KNEW WHAT HE DID TO ME AND HOW I HAD TO FUCKEN SUFFER FOR OVER A YEAR. IM A COMPLETE FUCKEN MESS BECAUSE OF HIM. AND I HATE HIM BECAUSE I STILL LOVE HIM" I say and start to cry.
"Kylie I know I-" I cut him off.
"Please just go" I say and sit down on one of the chairs as I turn my back to him.
"Please" he begs "Ky I-" I stop him.
"Please Zayn I need a moment to think. I promise I'm not mad at you, I'll talk to you when I calm down" I say.
"I love you sister" he tells me.
"I love you brother" I sniff and I can practically feel his presence leave.
"What am I gonna do" I mumble to myself.
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Next chapter Kylie and Harry will reunite. So stay tuned to see what happens! Xx