The car heading straight towards her,
When things happens in a sec,
Is hardly easy for anyone to react fast at that situation.
Her mouth open agape,
Eyes grew round in shock,
At what is coming towards her.
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Taeyeon sit on the floor and spin her phone around a few times.
She has her hand supporting her chin.
Waiting for her phone to rings.
Alert by notification or something.
She cant wait anymore as she gets up.
Decided to head to the mart.
"taeyeon ah. Where are you going?" Sunny ask looking up at her.
Taeyeon tuck her phone into her pocket.
"just outside"
As she is about to open the door,
The door went open itself,
Taeyeon jump back in shock, because the door almost hit her.
Their manager oppa rushes in.
"Tiffany is involve in a car accident, I need someone to come with me" Jooyoung said.
All 8 of them is shock and sad to hear what came out from their manager's mouth.
As all of them stand up.
"just one, I don't want the media to know about this" Jooyoung quickly said.
"how is she??"
"where is she?"
"is she deeply injured??"
Too many questions were throw at him.
He raise his hand to stop them from talking together at one time.
"I don't know, I just received a called from the hospital.. so, please.."
"I'll come with you oppa" Taeyeon step forward, insisting she should go.
"alright, the rest, stay here till you get the news from taeyeon" Jooyoung said and then he and taeyeon both left.
"did taeyeon just look calm?" Jessica ask.
Taeyeon didn't react big like them is not because she is calm.
Is because deep down in her, the moment she hears about
Tiffany involve in an accident,
Her heart literally stop beating.
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A 20 minute ride to the hospital seems like forever for taeyeon.
Praying hard along the way.
Once they reach there,
Taeyeon pulls her hoodie on and rushes to the emergency department.
She look around, hoping to see her girlfriend in sight.
Save.
And alive.
Just then,
One of the curtain drapes were pull aside,
Taeyeon eyes caught,
Sitting on the bed inside that room,
Is her girlfriend.
Who has her right arm, fully bandage.
And a huge plaster around the side of her right leg too.
Taeyeon runs in.
As Tiffany sees what is heading towards her now,
Is a pale looking Taeyeon she has never seen before.
Taeyeon pulls Tiffany into a big hug.
Hugging her so tight as if she hasn't seen Tiffany for 15years.
Taeyeon, breathing the scent of Tiffany's hair into her nose.
Relieve that the latter is hugging her back.
It was just hugs, merely talks.
Few minutes of the hug later,
Taeyeon pulls away,
Holding both hands of Tiffany in hers.
As she scan Tiffany's body all over.
"you alright?" Taeyeon ask in a quiet voice.
Tiffany nods her head, tears start flowing out as she keeps nodding her head.
Taeyeon cupped her face, "no, don't cry.. I know you're shock.. everything is alright now"
Tiffany bit her bottom lips and tears flow out even faster.
They both felt a presence,
Looking at who it was.
Siwon stands there looking at them.
"siwon oppa? Why are you here?" Taeyeon ask in a puzzle tone.
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*Back At The Scene*
But before she can know anything,
She was pushes hard away to the side from what is coming in front of her.
She landed on her elbows on the other side of the road,
Wincing in pain,
As her elbow has several deep cuts.
*BANG*
The car did hit something,
But not Tiffany for sure..
The moment she turn around to see
The car actually hits someone who was the one who saves her by pushing her aside.
Laying there,
Blood coming from that hero's leg.
The driver who hits the victim,
Just drove away without stopping his car.
And coming down to check on the injured person.
The impact manage to send that person flew across meters away.
Tiffany carries herself up and runs to the person who just save her.
Her eyes grew even bigger in shock.
"oppa!!!" she kneel down beside him.
Donghae turns around to look at her,
"y-you alright?"
"oppa!!! Someone!! Call an ambulance!!" Tiffany screams.
Not long after 5minutes,
An ambulance arrive.
During the ambulance ride,
Tiffany wants to keep donghae stay awake.
She keeps talking to him.
But soon she realize she cant continue any longer
As tears start streaming down her face.
When she saw Donghae's legs cant move and was cover in blood.
Donghae's hand reach down and hold onto Tiffany's hand.
He smile, assuring her that he is alright.
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Taeyeon didn't know what are the feelings running into her mind now..
It's a mix feelings.
Whether it was a sympathy that Donghae was involve and has a deeper injuries.
Or that...
(did he plan all this in order to get closer to Tiffany?)(tae)
Taeyeon shakes her head to clear off those unnecessary thoughts running in her mind.
"nothing much.. but both his legs can barely move" siwon said, his eyes by pass looking at Taeyeon.
Tiffany cover her mouth, tears just came streaming out even more.
"there's a surgery needed to be done few days after today, in order to fix his nerves back.. hoping that, in order of doing that, he will be able to walk.. again" Siwon furrow his brows.
"shhhhh, stop crying fany" Taeyeon whisper as she touches and pats Tiffany's back of the head.
"and.." siwon said.
Both taeny looking at him.
"he wants to see you, fany.." siwon ended.
Taeyeon eyes literally glow in flames for a moment,
But flames were soon put off when Siwon looks into her direction.
Tiffany wants to get down.
Taeyeon helps her.
"I'll be back and we'll go home after this, alright?" Tiffany looks at Taeyeon.
Taeyeon scowl at what happened, and so she didn't say anything.
Tiffany hops a little as she walks.
"which room?" Tiffany ask Siwon.
"the first room down this hall on your right" Siwon answer, "you okay if you go there by yourself?" looking at her up and down.
Tiffany nod her head, she then leaves.
"taeyeon.. while waiting, lets wait outside.. we can grab some coffee" Siwon offers to her.
Taeyeon still didn't manage to bring her head up,
Still staring on the ground,
With her mess up thoughts.
But she nod a little and leaves the room.
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Tiffany gives a gentle knock on the door before she enters.
She opens the door,
Donghae turns his head to the side to see who it was.
Smile plaster on his face when he sees who it is.
Tiffany cant help but smile back..
It was the first actually smile from her heart after 2hours of crying.
A smile that shows that she is relieve to see him..
Being alive after saving her from getting hit by a car.
But her eyes starts to redden as she looks at donghae's
All cast up legs.
Donghae knew it,
He quickly sit up and reach for the blanket.
And throws the blanket covering up his entire leg from Tiffany's view.
But this didn't help to stop her from what she has saw in the beginning.
"hey... come here and sit" donghae looks at the empty chair beside his bed.
Tiffany walks slowly and sit on the chair.
"how are you?" donghae ask as he looks at her injuries.
A tear drop falls on Tiffany's bandaged hand.
Donghae frowns and sigh at what he sees.
Somehow, it breaks and hurts him even more to see her crying.
"are you still hurt? Do you need a penicillin?" He ask worriedly.
"why are you so stupid?" she crook out at last.
He sigh loudly, casing Tiffany to look up at him.
He reach over the box of tissue beside his patient bed,
And pull a single tissue out and hand it to Tiffany.
"so, saving you.. is stupid? Do you hate me that much?" he stammers as he ask.
Tiffany wipe her tears with the tissue, "I don't hate you"
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Taeyeon closes the small gap of the door,
Her heart literally breaks into pieces when she heard Tiffany's answers to Donghae.
"eavesdropping?" siwon ask as one side of his brow lifted up.
Taeyeon look at the two paper cups he is holding in his hand.
He offers one to Taeyeon.
She took it, "wish I hadn't"
The two of them walk to the vacant bench in front of the ward room.
Siwon sip his coffee, "I see you're still with her"
Taeyeon nod her head slowly.
"I know what Donghae said to you.. but it was all a stupid mistake, when she left him.. a part of him was gone too.. he became quiet.." siwon say out.
"that's not the case from my view" Taeyeon says firmly.
"taeyeon, that kid literally just gave up his life to save her.." siwon said in firmer voice.
"I do the same for her too, in that situation" Taeyeon glares back at him.
"you never understand, don't you.. her future"
"I give her all the love I have now and even in the future.." Taeyeon look away,
Showing a sign that she is not interested in continuing the talk with him.
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Donghae smiles a little, "sorry..."
Tiffany looks at him.
"I never really get to apologize to you sincerely, ever since what happened.." he sighed. "I know I might be a jerk in your eyes, or taeyeon's.. I thought about it that way too.. how foolish I was to hurt someone like you, cos I realize, the bullet strikes back at my heart too..."
Tiffany tries to change the awkward topic because all she knew in her heart
That despite he has just saved her, the one she love is Taeyeon and no one else.
"what were you thinking! What you did, might makes you not being able to dance anymore"
"what I did was for what I saw in front of my eyes, do you think I can literally see the car hits you? I don't want you to think that I save you because I want sympathy or a medal being called a hero.. just anyone would do this for you too, even Taeyeon"
Tiffany looks at him, surprise at what just came out from his mouth.
"she will also willing to risk her career, if she was in my position.." Donghae said.
Tiffany drops her gaze away from donghae,
Trying her best to hold the tears inside her that was struggling hard to come out for a release.
"I know she loves you.. but I know love you too.. I still do" Donghae blurt out.
"oppa~"
The guy just save her and the last thing she wants to do is to say something that might crush his heart, so she decide not to say anything instead.
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Half an hour later,
The door came open.
Taeyeon stands up seeing Tiffany in sight.
They stare at one another for a moment.
(I really wants to be in her arms now.. I know she'll be the one who can calm me)(tiff)
But Taeyeon didn't make a move forward neither,
She just stay fix in her place.
Tiffany wonders why didn't she came forward to come hold her or something.
Tiffany looks at Siwon, who finish up his last drop of the coffee and crushes the paper cup.
Jooyoung oppa walks to the three.
"come on, I'll send you guys back to sme and Tiffany, sooman said to you to stay at home and rest for a few days"
Tiffany nods her head.
Siwon starts talking to Jooyoung oppa.
"tae..." Tiffany hop a few steps towards Taeyeon.
She link her good arm with Taeyeon's right arm.
Leaning her weight depending on Taeyeon.
She smile when Taeyeon looks at her.
Tiffany's smile soon fade away when she sees a deep concern look in Taeyeon's eyes.
Like something is bothering her, because.. for the first time, taeyeon never smiles back to her.
(is she over worry about me?)(tiff)
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The car ride is quiet.
Reaching outside SME.
Siwon gets off from the car and so does their manager, wanting to have a talk with Siwon.
"taetae" Tiffany said as soon as it just the two of them.
Taeyeon look at her, no emotion on her face.
"im fine.. don't worry" Tiffany gives a little small smile.
"of course you are" Taeyeon says shortly.
"something wrong?" tiffany eye's by pass at Siwon then back at Taeyeon.
Taeyeon furrow her brows, she gulps a little but didn't say anything.
And it just keeps Tiffany wondering.
Taeyeon opens the door.
"where are you going?" Tiffany ask.
"back to the studio.." Taeyeon answers shortly.
"taetae, I want you to come home with me...im still frighten at what happened" Tiffany says in a silence voice.
"I'll be home after practice" Taeyeon answers shortly again as gets off the car.
Siwon is surprise to see Taeyeon jumping out of the van.
"yes,taeyeon?" Jooyoung looks at her.
"im going back up to the studio" Taeyeon said as she walk pass in between siwon and her manager oppa.
It only hurts Tiffany even more from the inside,
To see what Taeyeon is doing to her now..
Just walking in the building,
Even after she told her, that she needed her..
She just......
Left.
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"you sure you can go up by yourself?" Jooyoung ask as Tiffany gets off.
She nods her head and bow, "I'll be alright... thanks oppa"
"call me if you need anything"
As the car drove away, Tiffany didn't get into the lift and goes back to the dorm.
Instead,
She walks to the park right opposite.
She settles herself on one of the empty swings.
She find herself, her mind, fill with wondering thoughts of why Taeyeon acted that way.
Giving her cold shoulders, when she is in this situation..
"is dangerous for a pretty girl like you to be here alone you know"
A voice said.
Tiffany look to her right side where the voice comes from.
"siwon? I thought you are in SME?"
"I am, but I drove here, since I was wondering its okay to let you come home alone"
Siwon smile as he walks next to the vacant swing.
Tiffany sighed.
"how long has it been since you last go to church?" Siwon ask.
"I've been busy.. but, I've been praying night before I go to bed"
"before you go to bed with taeyeon?" siwon says bluntly.
Tiffany stares at him, "what does it matters to you so much? You must have said something back at the hospital to her didn't you? That is why she acted that way.."
"tiff-"
"one time after another, you just literally break her from the inside, from your so called word of wisdom.. why are you doing this!?" Tiffany is on her nerve of anger.
Siwon wanted to say something, but he was cut off by Tiffany.
"what do you get?! Why are you hurting us??"
"you're a Christian for heaven sake! Being a girl with you is good???" Siwon cant stand it too.
"Christian or not, is my choice of who I want to be with. I was created to love her! I cant.. control this!!" Tiffany spat.
"created to love her? You loved Donghae too, isn't it?"
"that was the past" she looks away.
"he can give you so much more!"
"I don't need it! Im happy with what I have now" Tiffany says quickly.
"do you really? If she loves you so much, she wont doubt so much.." siwon said.
"doubt?" Tiffany squints her eyes.
"she doubt about your love to her the moment you walk into Donghae's ward.. she eavesdrop.."
Tiffany jaw drop open.
"donghae can give you so much more love"
"how would you know.. you don't even know our love, taeyeon loves me. She can give me double of everything donghae can.. im sure.." Tiffany answers
"she cant give you baby don't she? She cant make you have baby..."
Tiffany jaw drop open in surprise as she cant believe he would say such thing to her.
"our love is more than what we need... I don't need a child" Tiffany answers sternly.
"and you just going to waste your gene just like that?"
Tiffany eyes start filling up with tears again.
"really tiffany? Is this what you want?"
"I DON'T KNOW!!!!"
Tiffany shouts and leave.
(enough of answering him! i said I didn't know is because I don't want to continue talking to him! I know I love her I know all I need is her, that's it!!)(tiff)
Tiffany walks into her building.
"you didn't know?"
Ji Eun walks out from the pillar..
Tiffany saw Ji Eun press the end call button,
And manage to catch a glimpse of who she is on call with..
How surprise it was..
When Taeyeon is the caller..
"you don't know if you love her or not?" Ji Eun puts her phone back in her jacket.
"just shut up if you don't anything! Calling her? To let her hear? What are you up to?!" Tiffany stares angrily at her.
It was always the smiling cheerful Tiffany that everyone sees on backstage.
But today, Ji Eun manage to witness,
The most fierce side of Tiffany's behind all that sweet eye smile.
"you misunderstood, I came here to return her jacket"
Ji eun holds up a paper bag that stores, Taeyeon's jacket.
But Tiffany smack the paper bag away hard.
Leaving the paper bag flying across the ground far from them.
"u-unnie..."
Ji eun stammers as Tiffany walks towards her.
(she didn't know if she wants this?)(tae)
Taeyeon jogs her way around to her dorm building.
Since she park her car in another block.
As she made her way to her building block.
She saw a paper bag laying there on the ground.
Right in front of her eyes.
Is Tiffany raising her hand up.
As though she is about to slap Ji Eun in the face.
"NO!" Taeyeon rushes to Tiffany side and stop her from whatever that is about to happen.
"unnie" Ji Eun look at Taeyeon.
"thanks for bringing it back.." Taeyeon said to Ji eun.
"I have to go, thanks for rushing back to pick the jacket up, bye" Ji Eun walks away quickly.
Tiffany yank her hand away from Taeyeon's grip.
"you came home right away.. when you knew she was here?"
Tiffany looks at Taeyeon.
"i-"
"another after another" Tiffany steps back.
"fany, what do you mean... and.. I heard what you said to Siwon oppa on the phone"
"you and your girlfriend, just love to eavesdropping at people's conversation isn't it" Tiffany let out a sarcasm laugh.
"tiffany, what are you talking about" Taeyeon walk towards Tiffany.
But she stop when she sees Tiffany back away from her.
"why is your jacket with her anyway?"
Taeyeon didn't know how to answer Tiffany.
"fuck you, kim tae yeon! Once again!" Tiffany starts crying and walks as fast as she can to the lift.
Leaving Taeyeon standing there, hopelessly.
"oi, taeyeon, why are you standing here alone" Jessica ask as she walks from behind.
And the rest start joining.
"told you I wanted to follow your car back home, after practice.. but you were just so excited to see your mushroom first.." sunny roll her eyes.
"hey, did I make a mistake or did I saw Ji Eun on our way in? cant see clearly cos she wear a cap" Sooyoung said while draping her arms around Sunny and Hyoyeon.
"yeah, is her.. she came here to pass me back my jacket.." taeyeon said.
"how did she know you're coming home at this time?" sooyoung ask.
"she called me when I was driving home" Taeyeon answer.
(what have I got myself into this time....)(tae)
To Be Continue..
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