Narrator
After the show, Yoongi and Y/n ended up sleeping at the girl's dorm.
Managernim knew how much it meant to the girls. Aside from Yoongi being one of their biggest stockholders.
Yoongi had spent almost all his money into the company to make sure that Y/n and Haerin stayed together.
To make sure he could have some influence into keeping them together.
- Haerin POV -
Luckily, me and the girls could come home after the festival.
I always hated being away from home. I hated when we were hours away from home and I couldn't run into Y/n's arms.
I had learned to run into Minji unnie or Dani unnie's arms but it wasn't the same.
"What's that tattoo?" I asked as Y/n as they changed into pajamas they had left in room.
"Tattoo?" Y/n-ssi asked all confused.
"Yeah, there's a dog and cat on your shoulder," I answered all confused.
I hadn't seen this tattoo at all.
I hadn't actually seen Y/n shirtless for almost two years.
"What are you talking about? There's nothing back there," Y/n replied.
"No, you didn't have that tattoo before your surgery," I responded all agitated.
It genuinely didn't seem like Y/n remembered getting the tattoo. The problem was that I would have at least known if it was post-brain surgery...
Which from what I knew, it wasn't.
Out of confusion and fear, I dragged Y/n out my room and shook Yoongi Oppa awake.
Oppa groaned as he woke up, "what's this?", I asked pointing at Y/n's shoulder.
"Y/n's tattoo," Oppa answered a bit confused.
"Y/n got it a few months ago when you two got back together," Oppa explained.
"Wait?! There's actually a tattoo right there? I don't remember that!" Y/n seemed really aggravated.
"You don't?" Oppa furrowed his brows.
"It was like that week that you were planning to propose. Remember? You wanted something to remind you of Haerin-ah," Oppa tried to get Y/n to remember.
"Propose?" Y/n seeemd really confused.
"I proposed to you?" Y/n-ssi turned to ask me.
I slowly nodded in response as I felt my heart break into a million pieces.
"You don't remember?" I asked with a shaky voice.
Y/n chuckled a bit, asking... "You two are just messing with me right?"
"I think I would have remembered things like a tattoo and planning an engagement," Y/n awkwardly laughed.
Y/n really didn't seem to remember.
"Your memory is getting worse," Yoongi Oppa suddenly told Y/n.
"What? No. I do everything to try to regain my memories. I've even remembered some memories recently," Y/n answered looking a bit concerned.
"I read about memory loss and try to learn ways to keep my current memories. Just in case... I watched documentaries and everything I could to learn more about memories," Y/n started to seem really worried.
"I even watched those cute movies and music videos like 50 first dates and While we're young by Jhene Aiko, among other things!" Y/n seemed really scared.
I hated the finally understand Y/n's facial expressions and social queues.
It was scary and very depressing to see how Y/n actually felt all the time.
"You might actually lose all your memories and your capacity to make new ones," Oppa suddenly whispered.
"What?!" Y/n yelled in anger.
Yoongi Oppa didn't respond at all.
"N-no!" Y/n yelled with a crack in their voice.
"I DON'T WANT THIS! I- I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS!! I WANT TO HAVE A NORMAL LIFE. GET MARRIED, HAVE FUN, HAVE KIDS... I- I WANT IT ALL WITHOUT FORGETTING. I WANT IT ALL WITH HAERIN!!" Y/n-ssi cried out with a shaky voice.
It hurt so much to see Y/n like this.
I had seen Y/n-ssi in situations that were life threatening, I had seen Y/n in the rain, in the boxing ring, in the hospital rooms, facing all of my enemies for me.....
This was the most painful thing....
Followed after Y/n forgetting me.
"Some memories are better than none," I always told myself.
It seemed like that wouldn't even be a comfort for me anymore.
"This was a warning from the doctors," Yoongi Oppa suddenly spoke up without emotions.
"What? Me forgetting everything?" Y/n asked in anger.
Yoongi Oppa just nodded, explaining.... "Your brain injury is more severe than the doctors expected. You weren't actually supposed to remember anything.... but you did.... The doctors told me it was only a matter of time before you actually forgot everything. I was hoping that it wasn't true.... but I guess they were right."
Out of nowhere, Y/n suddenly jumped on Yoongi Oppa and started to punch him.
The girls had all ran out at this point.
"Y/n stop!!!" Minji unnie and Hanni Unnie tried to get Y/n-ssi off Oppa.
- Y/N POV -
I was too angry.
Yoongi Oppa had all the information...
And he didn't tell me.
He always did this!
When things were most important he was always so selfish.
"I DESERVED TO KNOW THIS FROM THE START!!" I screamed as I beat the shit out of my brother.
"Y/N STOP!!" Minji-ssi and Hanni tried to pull me off my brother.
"SHITS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU!! YOU NEVER THINK OF ME!!" I screamed as I pounded my brother to pulp.
"YOU'RE RIGHT!!" Yoongi cried out.
I couldn't bring myself to keep beating him once I saw him all bloody and crying.
I sighed in frustration and let him go.
I then got up of the floor and walked out the dorm.
- Haerin POV -
I wasn't prepared for Y/n-ssi completely forgetting me.
Y/n is the love of my life, my protector, the one I ran to when I needed anything....
Answers, an explanation, a hug, someone who didn't look down on me, someone who knew what not having parents felt like.... I ran to Y/n any time I felt anything I wasn't used to....
And now I was just going to lose that?
I wasn't upset and I knew it was okay for me to be upset.
Y/n was my whole life and they didn't complain about having to take care of me.
Now, I was on the boarder of losing Y/n completely....
Like always...
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Author's Note: Y/n is going to lose all their memories >.<