Narrator
Haerin continued to spend her days off work with Y/n. Yoongi had made it his mission to get Y/n and Haerin to end up together...
Even if Y/n never recovered their memories.
- Minji POV -
It was sort of a surprise to all of us that Haerin had stepped up to take care of Y/n.
I had seen Haerin...
That night...
At the hospital...
That's when I accepted my defeat.
I had gotten back from the hospital cafeteria and looked through the distorted privacy window of Y/n hospital room.
It wasn't hard to make out what Haerin was doing.
She had taken out the bath kit from Y/n's hospital bedroom.
I knew I should have done that at some point....
But I never expected Haerin to do it.
After that, we all saw the shift in Haerin. She wasn't sad or complaining about the situation.
She wasn't asking questions to try to understand either...
It seemed like... I don't know... she kind of got it or learnt it from somewhere.
It was now a bit over a year since the doctor's made the mistake of damaging a part of Y/n's brain and I don't think any of us could have imagined what was happening now.
"Okay, just make sure you don't rush," Dani tried to explain to Haerin.
"Yeah and make sure you wait till Y/n responds. Don't interrupt, even if Y/n gets quiet for like a long time," Hanni pitched in.
I wasn't really heartbroken.
I was proud really.
I just think that.... like everyone else....
This isn't what we expected to happen.
"Yeah Unnie, Y/n sunbaenim is still a bit like their old self so don't get surprised if sunbae starts acting cold," Hyein tried to comfort Haerin.
"Unnie?" Haerin turned to ask for my opinion.
I gave her an eyes smile and answered, "If Y/n wanted to date you 2 years ago.... Y/n-ah will definitely want to date you now!"
Haerin just blushed and giggled.
She had grown up a lot.
Yoongi Oppa had been paying for her therapy and treatments. So, Haerin was even more capable than all of us now.
Haerin still acted her age and would get super excited about things we didn't understand but when it came to Y/n....
I can honestly say.....
Haerin would be the perfect wife.
Specially with the current situation.
Haerin always went on and on about their six year promise.
While, Haerin-ah dealt with us and her idol life, it seemed like Y/n didn't forget about their dream to help the most vulnerable populations.
Although, now... it seemed personal...
But I think it was always personal....
I was just always too blinded by being the logical option for a partner to really understand.
- Haerin POV -
Today was the day...
I was finally going to asked Y/n if they wanted to date....
Again...
I had asked Yoongi Oppa for permission.
He said that Y/n seemed like they really enjoyed my company and had a lot of fun with me.
I was really really nervous because I didn't really know how to ask someone out.
Y/n-ah had asked me out first and now it was my turn..... and I was just freaking out.
My doctor told me to just ask.
But I don't know... I was terrified.
It had been exactly 398 days since Y/n got out of the hospital and exactly 155 days since I slept over.
That day was special...
It made me blush just to think about it.
I had learnt was blushing was and embarrassed and angry and just all my emotions. I had even learned other things that I was always so curious about but never understood what they meant.
I'm sure all my doctors hated me at this point.
I always asked questions that seemed like common knowledge.
It's not that I was stupid.... it's that... I had a hard time understanding my feelings and the world outside of me.
But now that I had learned how to express myself and had learnt what my feelings actually are... now I can express them and Y/n always seems so happy to hear about my feelings.
"You ready?" Minji unnie asked.
"Yess!" I excitedly exclaimed.
Minji unnie seemed a little sad.... I felt like I knew why... but I wasn't sure.
"Okay, good! Go make us proud and ask Y/n out!" Unnie cheered.
"Fighting!!" All the girls cheered.
I put my fist up and cheered for myself too.
I was so nervous that I was going to get it wrong.
"What if Y/n likes someone at school? Or what if Y/n just sees me as a best friend? Or a little sister?" I kept on thinking.
"Go! Oppa is downstairs!" Hyein-ei suddenly brought me back to reality.
"Oh!" I exclaimed and ran down to Oppa's car.
I had asked Yoongi Oppa for permission to ask Y/n out before I even did it. I wanted his input on if he thought it was a good idea or not.
He thought it was a great idea.
Oppa even said that Y/n might even like me back too.
Which was an odd thing to hear since I never really thought we broke up.... I just knew... that Y/n was going through something really hard an confusing.
Everyone always said that Y/n was much sweeter and funnier now, but I didn't see it.
No one ever got to see the sweet Y/n-ssi that I knew.
No one ever got to see the reason I ran to Y/n's arms when I was scared. No one ever saw why I trusted Y/n with my life. No one got to see anything....
And I kind of loved it.
To me....
Y/n was the same... but...
Without our memories.
"I have to stop by one of Y/n's gigs to get their guitar," Oppa informed me on the way to see Y/n.
Y/n wasn't allowed to box anymore.
It seemed like the brutal boxing and the car accident were the cause of the brain trumor.....
Plus.... probably... stress.... from having to deal with me.... and my new idol life.
So, Y/n took up a new hobby.
Playing the guitar for a local band.
"If I can't box anymore then maybe we'll find each other on stage one day," Y/n-ah would always cutely say to me.
"Okay," I answered Oppa.
Soon enough, we arrived at a club Y/n often played at and we both walked into the super loud venue.
"Ahh, here it is!" Oppa told the bartender as they pass over Y/n's favorite guitar.
Suddenly, I heard a familiar voice singing over the loudspeakers.
"Kiss my sane mind, goodbye,
I'm bonkers now
Crazy for your love,
I do the most
Walkin' the street up to your mama's house
Dirt road with pink skies and rainbows
Oh, I'll climb the tallest mountain
Just to hold your hand and dance around
The thought of you reverbs in my head
And that's why I said.....,"
I looked up to the stage to find that Y/n was still up there playing and signing their designated part of the song.
Y/n had been practicing this song with me for a few weeks now.
"I think I'm falling for you," I sang to myself.
"Oh, I guess Y/n isn't done!" Oppa suddenly said and took a seat at a nearby booth.
I followed after and excitedly watched the show.
Y/n had never allowed me to see their shows or shared with me where they were.
As Y/n and the band played on the stage, I looked to the side of me to find Yoongi Oppa trying to tune the guitar.
Y/n hated when people turned the tuning mobs.
Y/n liked their guitar to sound a certain way and they hated it when someone else tried to tone it. Specially when it was their favorite guitar.
It seemed like Oppa noticed my look and he suddenly leaned in to passed me the guitar and said, "I think Y/n would trust you more with this than with me."
I took a hold of Y/n's favorite guitar and continued to listened to the song being played.
Unknowingly, I kept caressing the strings and frets of the guitar and I stumbled onto something.
"Mhumm," Y/n-ah suddenly spoke into the mic.
I got distracted with what I was doing and quickly looked up to the stage.
"This song is new in our set and it's dedicated to someone really special. Frog, I hope you're in the audience," Y/n said over the mic.
"Frog?" I questioned out loud.
I turned to look at Oppa and he just ignored me.
The club lights fully deemed and a spotlight was shined over Y/n.
Y/n and the band in the background began to play a song I wasn't familiar with....
"Tonight I think of you again
Without you knowing, without you knowing
Right now, in this moment,
I think of you without fail
Without you knowing, without you knowing
I quietly say it again today,
if only it could reach you
If only I could run to you right now
As I blame the situation,
saying it can't be helped
I imagine the scene where I face you
Words that comfort me, some day
I'll be able to see you again some day
I check your pictures every day
But I pretend to not care when I talk to you
You probably don't know anything
Even if you hear this song, it'll just pass
I wanted to be brave so I drank
So I lost my memory of when we held each other and danced
I didn't want to fall for you anymore so I stopped talking to you
Right now, you might be with someone else
It's selfish but I hope it doesn't turn into something serious...,"
It was a sad song but it felt nice....
Y/n and I had gone through so much together that even the sad stuff felt like really good things.
I got distracted with the cords on my hands again and noticed the item that had distracted me before.
There was ring....
There was beautiful ring stuck to one of the guitar cords.
"This song is about you, you, you ,you ,you,
but you don't know,"
Y/n continued to sing.
I followed along with the song until it was over and couldn't help but to smile when I saw Y/n run off the stage.
"You were great!" I cheered.
"Thank you!" Y/n answered out of breath.
"Oh, I see you got the guitar!" Y/n seemed to be acting a bit weird.
"Ummm... I know this is odd," Y/n-ah continued to talk as I noticed them wiping sweat off their forehead.
"But.... ummm.... brother told me," Y/n seemed a bit flushed and nervous.
Maybe it was because I had never seen them perform before.
"I know that we used to date... and... I-m sorry if I made you feel forgotten. But I never forgot about the feelings you made feel.... This whole time, I've been wondering who it is that I missed so much. Who it is that I keep thinking about or singing about. Every song, every movie, every show, every avocado toast. It was you," Y/n suddenly began to speak with a broken voice.
"I don't know who I am anymore and I know that you don't know who I am anymore.... but... I was stupid... I should have known this whole time.
All the times you came home and slept over. All the times you played around with me like it was the most normal thing for you. All those funny moments of us learning to be comfortable with each other. All the times you guided me as if you already knew.... I should have known," Y/n suddenly broke down on their knees.
"Kang Haerin, I know I- I'm not who I was before ... but will you... w-will you please marry me?" Y/n cried out as they held a ring up to my face.
It seemed like a pair to the ring stuck to the cords on Y/n's favorite guitar.
"This isn't our six year mark," I thought to myself.
I couldn't help but notice Y/n's hands shaking as they held up the ring.
As I thought about my answer, Y/n's hands started to violently shake.
It made me scared.
Y/n's hands shook as violently as Y/n did that day... during our nap.
I took a deep breath and grabbed a hold of Y/n's hands to stop them from shaking.
"We have a six year promise," I whispered.
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Author's Note: We getting married "Yes OR No?" >////<