Emma's POV: I recently started becoming friends with my co-star Jenna. We are currently on set for filming Wednesday, we're about halfway through the season. Jenna's acting skills are amazing, sometimes I forget that we're actually acting. When we have seems together, I can never make eye contact with her. The directors had to keep reminding me to make some eye contact, it was pretty embarrassing. When we're on breaks, Jenna always invites me to come with her whenever she goes, and I'm happy tagging along. I've also made the effort to invite her with me, I try my best to only get us to hangout. So far, it's been working. I just don't know if I like her as something more than friends. I mean, I have a tiny crush on her, obviously I like her, stupid question. But, does she like me? I normally don't catch feelings for my co-stars, not even little crushes. Something about her just draws me in. She's very pretty, but her energy attracts me.
Jenna's POV: I've noticed that Emma has been wanting to hangout with me...alone. I certainly don't mind it, but why doesn't she invite anyone else around us? I kinda like it when we're the only two talking. She has a hard time making eye contact with me, I like it. I feels very confident, but I also like when she holds it, which is rare. Sometimes I'll steal secret glances at her here and there, but nothing noticeable. Her voice makes me fall asleep sometimes. She could ramble on about pancakes and chicken for who knows how long, and I'd fall fast asleep. I know I stated in an interview that I'm not interested in dating, but if she were to ever shoot her shot, I'd say yes in an instant. The photoshoot she did for a magazine was incredible. She's so beautiful sometimes I wonder if she's even real. I've thought about her more than usual lately, which is unusual. I never think about anyone a lot, other than my family of course. Emma is someone I can be myself around and enjoy my time with her. She makes 3 hours feel like 5 minutes. We have so much fun together I forget I even have a phone.
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Emma's POV: Jenna was shooting her scenes with Hunter, who is Tyler in the show. The whole cast was watching, we always watch each other's parts. She had to kiss him. Yuck. I know Hunter is gay in real life, but still. Wish that was me if I'm being honest. After the scene was done, I stared at her for a while, just studying how her lips looked. The directors snapped me out of my gaze and signaled that me and Jenna had a scene together next. I got my hair and makeup done. As soon as I turned around to go on set, Jenna was there, staring me in the eyes waiting for me. I walked over to her while everyone was getting prepared.
"Are you ready?" Jenna whispered to me very softly I almost didn't hear her.
"Yeah, are you?" I whispered back. She nodded, smiling at me. As she was talking, we were so close together I almost forgot my part.
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Jenna's POV: We were done with our scenes together. I quickly grabbed Emma's hand, leading her to get something to eat.
"C'mon let's go." I said. Emma followed behind me while still holding my hand. Most people would describe their crush's hands as soft or warm. But Emma's are more sweaty and clammy I'd say. I think it's cute. So, do I have a crush on her, absolutely. Does she? Most definitely not. She already knows I'm not interested in anyone, but I am for her. I bought us some food, Emma didn't like the fact that I paid, but I like doing things for her.
"Hey do you wanna go walk around outside?" I said.
"You don't need to ask cause' I'm already there." Emma said with a smile, making the same gesture as I did earlier by grabbing my hand. It was nice enjoying each others company together. We walked around for a while, our shoulders touching once in a while.
"I really like being around you Emma." I said softly. She smiled.
"I like what we have. Your company makes me feel secure." She said.
"It's really hard for me to connect with someone like you. And you've always been that person." I said.
"And you're all I know really. I don't wanna let this go." I said quietly.
"A lot of things happen in my life, and you're one of the little things that's happened." Emma said.
"...but the little things take up the most space in my heart." She said. I looked up at her, smiling.
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Emma's POV: We went back to set after about 30 minutes. I like when Jenna opens up to me, she's not the type of person to share her feelings with people. Everyone sees Jenna as this happy person that's always in a good mood. But she hides a lot of herself. She's like the moon, part of her is always hidden.
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We had finished filming for the day. I walked Jenna to her hotel room as I always do. On our way there, me and Jenna were talking for a bit.
"What's your definition of love?" Jenna randomly said. I was surprised at her words, but she seemed genuinely curious.
"Well, there's a difference between flirting, lust, and love. Flirting is when you fall for someone's words, lust is when you fall for someone's beauty, and love is when you fall for someone's soul. Or maybe you fall for everything about that person." I said.
"I like that a lot. I love how you can always give me an explanation for everything." Jenna said.
"What's your definition of love?" I asked. She thought for a bit.
"I think it's a deep connection with someone. A stronger feeling of affection towards a person or an intense emotional attachment." She said.
"That's a great definition Jenna. You're so well spoken." I said smiling. By the time we were done talking, we were in front of her hotel room.
"Alright, I'll see you tomorrow." I said. Jenna grabbed both of my hands looking at me.
"Meet me here tomorrow so we can walk to set together." She said.
"Will do." I said back. We both smiled at each other as she closed the door. I walked back to my own hotel room, since our rooms are kind of far away. I kept thinking of every little interaction we had with each other. She deserves words that make her smile every day, and words that remind her of her value.