Monday October 29 th
**Maya got up early with Londyn , she knew that Carina wasn't sleeping well these past few days, she was supposed to have an appointment with her amazing therapist Stefania, but she's on vacation for two months, so she'll only be available during Christmas break , for Carina it's not extremely ideal , regarding the circumstances, she's been stressed out about her company, and with the burial of her beloved Juliette , they had to buy a doll ( not a reborn doll , just a regular doll who is actually named JULIETTE! ) and they are going to have a burial ceremony TODAY, every one of their friends and family came to support their grieving friends, Maya is going to give Carina her reborn doll when they get back home from the cemetery **
9h
Everyone is up and ready,
Carina: babe, I don't want to go ... and burry the doll , it's not going to be the same
Maya: yea I know , but we only have this option babe, and plus yesterday you were upset about the weather being yucky , and now it's a beautiful day outside!
Carina: I know, but if we go , it's going to be real, like she's actually buried ! And I .... ** she started crying**
Maya: shhhhhhh , everything is going to be fine babe,
Carina: I know! It's necessary to do it, she deserves this, JULIETTE DESERVES THIS, so I'm going to do THIS FOR HER! Only HER !
Maya: that's okay, we do this for Juliette, and babe, I wasn't going to tell you about it until we came back home from the burial ceremony but I decided to tell you now,
Carina: okay, what is it? ** as she gets up from the floor, she was doing her makeup in the closet, with a small mirror **
Maya: the four middle children and I have a surprise for you and we think it's going to help you heal
Carina: okay,
Maya: that's all I'm saying... you're going to find out what it is when we get back home
Carina: okay, I really really really LOVE YOU BAMBINA!! Thank youuu for always being there for me when I need you the most!
Maya: well, I love you too, really really really LOVE YOU TOO! That it hurts me too, that's how much I love you
Carina: me too, everyTIME I see you, I get butterflies in my stomach and I keep asking myself HOW IS THIS GORGEOUS SEXY BLONDE WOMAN WITH DEEP BLUE EYES MY WIFE , and the best MOMMY to our CHILDREN? HOW ?
Maya: I keep asking myself that too, every time I look at you , I remember when I was seeing Diane and she helped me get back on track and now we're more THAN HAPPY AND BUBBLY TO BE WITH EACH OTHER AGAIN
CARINA: siiii! THank you again tremendously for admitting that you needed help and REALLY SEEKING HELP! You have no idea how much THAT MEANS TO ME!
Maya : okay, we have go get going babe
Carina: awnnn , I wanted to pull you into me , and have a little bit of naked fun ,
Maya: we can do that after baby! We'll going to be late, the kids are all ready to go, and they are getting impatient ..
Carina: fine ! ** she said with sadness in her voice **
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12h46
Everyone came back home from the cemetery burial ceremony for little baby Juliette, The ceremony was absolutely beautiful, both wives thanked their friends for coming, Carina felt completely numb therefore she went inside the house and laid on the couch... in the meantime Maya and the four middle children prepare their surprise
Carina: come here Londyn it's time to change your diaper!
Londyn : No momma! I no want to
Carina: ahhhh ahhhh ! Nuhh uhhh ! londy I'm not on the mood ...
Londyn : fine !!!
Carina : thank youuu! I'll give you some breast milk after! How would you like that?
Londyn : ohhhh yayyyy, i loooooove momma's milk
**Carina slightly chuckles**
Yea I know you do ! Come on let's go!
** she fixed her little dress and bow and she went to sit down on the couch and began removing her bra and she had her nursing cover sheet Nearby , she decided to use it even though she was in the comfort of her own home with her children and her wife**
Carina: are you comfortable like that Londyn ?
Londyn : siii momma
Carina: okay, that's good, ohhhh momma loooooooves you so much, you're so sweet and gentle, please stay sweet and gentle forever okay?
Londyn : okay momma!
**Maya came in the living room with their four amazing middle children all excited to give their surprise to their momma!**
Maya: babe,
Carina: yea?
Maya: we um have something for you
Carina: oh that's right, you did promise me a surprise after the funeral...
Maya: yea ,
Violet : are you ready?
Carina: siiii Bambina ! Im Not moving forward because I'm feeding Londyn but you can come closer to me
Scarlett: ohhh okay, we would love for you to simply close your eyes please
Carina: alright I'm closing my eyes!
Maya: NO PEEKING
Carina: I WONT PEEK!
** They got out the doll from the shopping bag and laid it on the living room table so Carina Could see it, it looks EXTREMELY REAL ! They even laid out the other outfits ,
The reborn baby doll that they bought looks like this! ⬇️
And her different outfits
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Maya: okay , you can open your eyes now babe
Carina: okay! ** Carina was extremely shocked to see a baby doll sleeping in the box**
What is this? Why does it looks extremely REAL BABE?
Maya: babe, we got you a REBORN BABY DOLL, they are made to look like real life baby dolls
Carina: okay, ummm but I don't understand why you are giving me this?
Chloe: momma, it was my idea, we know that you never got to hold baby Juliette,
Carina : right so you're going to keep bringing it up to rub it in my face every time you can?
** she couldn't keep herself from crying **
Chloe: nooooo, momma, please let us explain,
**Carina took a deep breath and nodded**
Okay,
Chloe: okay so we thought we could buy you an REAL LIFE LOOK ALIKE and it has the same features as her, She's a little bit bigger than what Juliette was when she got her wings too soon , but it's to have a little... since we buried a normal doll yesterday, we thought we were going to gift this for you so you could have one that looks like her, dark hair like you momma! And look we bought her an avocado outfit because mommy said that she was the size of an avocado at 16 weeks gestation!
Carina: right, they are the size of avocados!
So it's like a keepsake of Juliette?
Maya and the kids: yes !
Maya: babe, you can hold her , and it'll be just like she's here, open the box
Carina: awnnnn thank youuu ** she cried and cried**
Well I can't open it right now cause I'm feeding Londyn but you all can open it for me!
Scarlett : ohhh okay!
** They got the reborn doll out of the box and at the exact same time Londyn was finished eating so she popped her head out of her momma's nursing cover sheet**
ALL DONE MOMMA!
Ohhh it's baby Juliette! Awnnn so soft momma!
** Londyn got up and kissed the new reborn baby doll **
I gentle with her momma look..
Carina: good job baby girl...
Maya: okay guys let's delicately bring her to momma okay!
** Carina sat back up and re snap her nursing bra on and sat down straighter against multiple cousions**
Carina: thank you... awnnn ! ** she cried and cried for hours and hours **
Thank you for this special gift, and I'm sorry for my bad reaction to the doll, TO JULIETTE! I just hope no one is going to be making fun of me because of this doll
Lorenzo: momma, people with reborn dolls are 80% of people who actually miscarried their babies and have one just like their now Angel baby, we can change her clothes and put on her avocado dress!
Carina: siiii i'd love that !
Maya: now you can hold her, and it's going to be like you are holding Juliette!
Carina: grazie mille bambinos!
** She changed the outfit on the doll and now Juliette is in her avocado dress **
It feels like a real baby! It's actually quite ummm strange!
Maya: yea , that's why they are called reborn babies!
Carina: thank youuu so much for this wonderful gift. I don't know where to put her though...
** the kids were happy that their momma loved their surprise and to them it's not weird having their momma gold a baby doll because they knew that it would represent their Angel triplet / sister **
20h28
**It was to take a bath or shower, Maya took care of it for tonight, Carina didn't want to move from the couch, she never seen a doll that looked extremely like a newborn baby before, she was forever grateful and thankful for her special gift! Fifteen minutes later everyone came upstairs to give their momma a hug and kisses, Londyn stayed in the room!**
Carina: where do you think we should put the doll ? I don't want to get her ruined, as I imagine those are expensive...
Maya: hrmm , well we can put it wherever you want to baby, she's yours.
Carina: I don't want our friends to know about it, because they will laugh at me
Maya: you know that's not true babe! Baby, they know about Juliette, they were there at her funeral service today,
Carina: okay, right, Londyn come here, I'm ready for your evening feed, ** she had her bedtime shirt off and. Both of her breasts were still extremely engorged and full **
Londyn : yayyyy!
Carina : maybe we could put the doll either extremely high up on a shelf in Londyn's room so people will think it's hers.
Maya: okay, like I said, babe, if you want her in our room it's okay too, we can buy a little bed and leave her in it, with a little blanket
Carina: ohhhh Kay, a minty blanket!
Maya: excellent!
Carina: can we do it later tonight please!
Maya: of course, when you finish breastfeeding Londyn and put her to sleep I will look at some blankets with you
Carina: thank youuu Bambina! Or I could put her in the clipped bed on my side like we did when the kids were younger
Maya: that's a wonderful idea babe!
**Carina placed the reborn doll on the clipped baby bed **
22h28
**Maya and Carina both picked a minty blanket for the reborn baby doll, it will be delivered either the next day or the day after! Maya held Londyn in her arms, and brought her to her toddler bed and came back to her bed and cuddle with Carina until they fell asleep**