Wednesday October 3 rd 2020
5:29 AM
Carina is breast feeding Londyn and she couldn't help but feel guilt coming up and tightness in her chest again. Maya was sound asleep. Carina decided to wake her wife up.
Carina: baby I am feeling this tightness in my chest again with this guilt I can't breathe
Maya: OK deep breath's everything is going to be all
right. Tell me what kind of guilt you are experiencing.
Carina: it's pretty much the same things as yesterday when I was doing nothing but enjoying myself with my last baby and my wife home and I wondered why I didn't do this with our five other kids.
Maya : breathe baby breathe I told you that you can erase this guilt by spending more time with the kids now that you're not working.
**Carina was currently crying and crying **
I knnnnnnnoooooooooowwwwww. But it's still not going to replace the guilt I'm feeling just now because i never did spend time with them when they were that young , i know you said i did and you might have panicked and said yea you did , but you and i both know we never did that, until recently,
I just wished i could of thought about it while I was on each maternity leave
Maya: but you couldn't do that with the twins and Chloe and Lorenzo were jealous of Violet and Scarlett when they were newborn babies, you couldn't divide yourself into four , it's literally and humanly impossible to do so, Lorenzo he seemed to be really really happy that you were going to his soccer game last night no?
Carina: siiii he was,
Maya: okay, well the kids don't want us to bring them the moon babe they just want and need to know that they are loved and that we are there for them no matter what babe and believe me, THAT IS WHAT WE HAVE BEEN DOING FOR THE PAST THIRTEEN YEARS, we are doing the best we can you and me,
Carina: okay thank you for reassuring me again,
Maya: No problem babe,
16h37
The kids are back home from school and they came in the front door, saw Maya playing with Londyn.
Violet: hi mommy we are back home from schoooooool !
Maya: ahhhh hiii guys
How was your day?
Chloe: my day was good
Where's momma?
Maya: ohhh uhhh she's taking a nap, today has been really really hard for her,
Lorenzo: how long have she been napping?
Maya: uhhh about Two hours, I'll wake her up in a few minutes
Alessandro: hiiii mommy , hiiiii Londyn, look i am the STUDENT OF THE WEEK!!!
Maya: woahhhh that's pretty cool, momma will be so proud of you too,
Alessandro: I'll go put it on the FRIDGE!
Maya: excellent idea!!
17h59
**Carina was playing outside with her kids, she's enjoying these moments and making new memories... the kids wanted to play miniature soccer (⚽️), therefore Carina agreed. Maya was rocking Londyn to sleep in her arms, she looked at the window and saw her wife playing with her kids... maya put frozen chicken nuggets in the oven **
Lorenzo: momma are you ready?
Carina: siiii Enzo I'm not going to let the ball in the net....
Violet: you got this momma...
Lorenzo: okay...
**He kicks the ball towards his momma and CARINA ACTUALLY STOPPED IT FROM GOING IN THE NET**
Carina: Ohhhhhh yayyyyyyy , I'm so proud of myself.
Lorenzo: good job momma.
Chloe: that was an amazing stop momma..
Violet: yessss I knew you could do it.
Carina: silly question but why is it called SOCCER AND NOT FOOTBALL? I mean you kick the ball with your feet ...
Lorenzo: hrmm excellent question momma, I dont know the answer to that unfortunately, but it does make sense to call it FOOTBALL ! We should call it that huh ?
Carina: yea we should
**Tonight Chloe has a dance recital and carina is going to be the one to go with Chloe.. she's also on standby for her three momma's who are about to pop any moment. Carina took her kids inside to eat dinner **
Carina: dinner is ready guys. Chloe do you have your dance bag ready to go?
Chloe: yea everything is ready...momma
18h36
Carina: okay sunshine you are ready?
Chloe: yes I am ready..
**At that moment Carina receive the text message from one of her patients has gone into labour **
Carina: shiiiit I'm being called to a home birth...
Chloe: ohhhh ,
Carina: I... Chloe... I. Giving you the choice of coming with me to deliver this woman's baby or you go to your dance recital with mommy and Kayla babysit the younger kids... but I need to know right now...
Maya: it's your choice baby girl.
Kayla: yea I'm available to babysit anytime now...
Carina: but if you come with me I won't be able to go to your recital... I'm being called...
Chloe: I want to come with you momma
Carina: okay I totally don't mind... but are you absolutely sure?
Chloe: siiiii momma. Bye everyone see you later
Carina: okay well come on my little helper.
18h40
Carina: I'm really happy you decided to come with me sunshine.
Chloe: me too momma, I'll be your little assistant...
Carina: okay! ** she looks at her daughter in the rear view mirror and smiles **
18h48
**Carina got everything ready for the home delivery, Chloe was skipping around the pathway, Carina knocks on the door **
MR JONES : hi come on in ,
Carina and Chloe: thank youuu,
How is she doing?
Mr Jones : uhhh she's doing okay,
Carina: okay, um I hope you don't mind that I brought my ten year old daughter Chloe, we were heading to her dance recital when you texted!
Mr Jones : hi Chloe, it's absolutely fine,
Chloe: hi Mr jones ,
Mr Jones : she's in the living room with her legs spread out and she's —
Carina: okay,
This is your second pregnancy right?
Mrs Jones: yea, ouhhhh , we have a four year old Daughter, Maisy .
Chloe: momma, what can I do to help?
Carina: so far, nothing lovey, I will let you know when,
** Chloe decided to take Mrs.Jones hands so she could squeeze her hands when a contraction comes**
Chloe: Mrs.Jones , hold my hands when you have a contraction,
Mrs.Jones : what? Ohhhh okay!
Carina: don't worry Mrs Jones, I will keep this sheet on your knees so my daughter doesn't see your special door!
Mrs. jones : hrmmmm okay thank youuu,
Carina: mr Jones , when did she started getting—-
Mrs.Jones : I've been having contractions here and there, but my first CONSISTENT CONTRACTION WAS NOON TODAY,
Carina: okay excellent, can I check your cervix?
Mrs Jones : yes ! Owwwww !
Carina: deep breath's in and out, everything is going to be okay,
Chloe; that's true, my momma is literally the best there is out there,
Mrs.Jones : ouhhhhhh ! Ahhhhh !
Carina: okay good news, you are almost 8 centimetres dilated! You are going to have a baby within the next few hours!
Mrs. Jones : okay thank you,
22h58
Mrs.Jones : okay I'm pushing owwwwwwwww Carina, owwwwwww ! Tell me I'm close to ten
Carina: yea , I see the head , you are doing it,
Chloe: you are almost done Mrs Jones , that's it ,
Mrs.Jones : can I have some water please?
Chloe: yes here's your glass of water,
Mrs. Jones : thank youuu Chloe, you really are sweet, she's a natural helper!
Carina : yea, she's always been like that, ever since she began walking she always had to come help in any way she could,
Chloe: it just comes naturally to me,
**Carina winked at her little Ray of sunshine**
Carina: siii, and it's a wonderful quality to have Bambina, I hope you keep it for the rest of your life mon amour
Chloe: I don't see why I would loose a quality,
** Everyone laughed**
Chloe: okay, umm , right, focus mrs jones
Mrs jones : No it's okay, that's just what I needed,
Hrrmmmmmmmmmmmm owwwwwwwww !
Carina: good! Mr jones and I are going to lift your legs...
Chloe: momma, I got it , I won't look I promise,
** Chloe and Mr.Jones both held Mrs Jones legs so.baby had space to come out **
Carina: breathe Mrs. jones breathe!
Mrs Jones : I can't do it !! Ahhhhhh
Chloe: yes you can Mrs.Jones , you're almost done!
Carina: and voila , a perfect little healthy baby, congratulations!!
Mrs. jones : ohhhhhhh my goodness gracious, thank goodness it's over, what did we just had?
Mr.Jones : another little princess babe, she's absolutely gorgeous, good job babe,
Carina: one more contractions and the placenta will be out and everything is going to be fine,
You did it,
Mrs.Jones : okay, thank youuu so much Carina and your little helper Chloe, thank you, honey , I think it's only right if we change her name from LEILA
Mr. Jones : yea I agree, Chloe, how do you spell your name?
Chloe: C. H. L. O. E.
Mr.Jones : alright,
Mrs.Jones : ohhh let's spell it K. H. L. O E !
Although it's really doesn't matter how we spell it because we might never see each other again but...
Carina: it's okay, if you want to spell it with a C H that's totally fine too, it is a very popular name
It's up to you,
Mr and Mrs.Jones : okay well we'll spell it
C h l o e !
Carina : okay alright, her name is officially on her birth certificate!
Chloe: thank youuu for naming your second little princess after me, it really really means a lot to me,
Mrs.Jones: ohhh well it's the least of things we can do, you managed to keep me calm when I needed to be,
Mr.Jones: yes exactly, and if you— you'll be a wonderful obgyn one day just like your momma
thank youuu soooo much,
Carina and Chloe: you are welcome,
23h24
**Mrs Jones delivered the placenta, Carina and Chloe headed back home soon after. **
October 3 rd 2020
23h18
7 pounds
5 ounces
19 inches long
Babe Jones came into the world!