They had continued to kiss until Maya's face relaxed and the pleasure of the moment outweighed the pain she could feel.
Carina's lips were on hers. She was kissing her. They were finally kissing.
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Seeing Maya in pain and knowing that releasing endorphins and even oxytocin could reduce the stress and pain in her head, had been what had broken down Carina's barriers of fear. She wasn't doing it for purely physical or sexual purposes, she wanted to help the woman of her life feel better. And that's what had pushed her to put her lips on hers.
Once this stage passed, obviously, she had felt her heart swelling with happiness, it had been two months and a half that she was afraid to cross this stage, but at the time of kissing, she had not thought of Charlie, she did not forget him, but she could compartmentalize. And she felt that her heart was big enough for both of them.
They had continued for a little while to kiss.
-"We should take a shower, it will do you good" whispered the Italian against her lips, while still caressing her scalp.
-"I am well there."
- "my love you are sweating, it will do you good"
- "I want to stay with you"
They whispered against each other's lips.
- "I'm coming with you" the brunette had come to kiss her again.
- "I'm not going to stand the light"
- "we'll shower in the dark"
- "Carina..."
- "that wasn't a question"
The Italian had lifted her body and sat the blonde down. She had removed her shirt. Breaking their kiss only to let the fabric pass.
"Why did you keep your bra... You have to take it off when you have a headache..."
Carina had undone her bra, before removing her own shirt and bra.
She had then put one foot on the floor, and insisted the blonde come with her.
She had made sure that she took her time and she had led her, in the dark, to the bathroom, while kissing her. Always in the dark she had turned on the water of the shower, before coming to put back her lips on hers.
She had untied the pants of Maya and had withdrawn to her with her lower part, she had gone up her lips on the inside of her thigh then on her stomach, before withdrawing hers.
They did not see themselves practically, the light was extremely weak and came only from the living room, below the door of the room and a little by the VMC which left outside the apartment.
They had entered the shower and Carina had placed the blonde under the water jet, so that this one ran on her hair. Her hands had come to massage her again to add pressure to her pain and make it go away. The two mixed together had made the blonde moan slightly, it had been several hours that she was in pain and Carina was the only thing that had mitigated her pain.
The Italian had come to take possession of her lips and Maya's hands had come to rest on her shoulder blades to stick to her body.
Their chests were against each other but they were both focused on Maya's pain and her need to secrete oxytocin and endorphins to ease the pain.
Carina had moved her hands down a little and had come to massage the base of her hair, at the top of her neck, pressing a little on her fingers.
She had then inserted her tongue in Maya's mouth to intensify their kiss and the hands of the latter had slipped into the lower back and had pressed on her fingers too. She had returned to the brunette the kiss that she dreamed to give her for two months and half. They had kissed as younger, when they exchanged the sensual kiss which made them lose feet.
The Italian had finished by taking some shampoo before coming to wash her hair while massaging her.
Then she had washed her body keeping in mind that she should not enjoy it, but she just wished that the pressure could be released in her head, so that she does not have pain.
She had washed herself in turn, then she had come to kiss Maya in the neck and the blonde had passed her hands in the nape of the Italian's neck to maintain her against her.
The brunette had returned against her lips and she had kissed her again.
- "It makes you good?" Asked the Italian against her lips.
- "You have no idea..."
- "we're going out..."
- "I love you Carina" whispered the blonde before kissing her, her hand down and caressing her buttock.
The Italian had lowered her arm behind her back and turned the blonde ninety degrees, sticking her back to the shower tile.
The blonde had moaned in pain.
- "Excuse me!" Carina said, releasing her embrace. "I'm sorry, your lips, your I love you, your hand... I just... I lost my temper" she said in a panic but still whispering.
- "It's okay, it's okay my love, it's just that the pressure to stir my brain" said the blonde taking her face in cup to stop her.
-"I think we will not do your birthday tonight... I'll move it to tomorrow... Let's get out of this shower"
-"wait"Maya stopped her and came to caress her cheek to kiss her again.
They had gone out and the brunette had wiped the body of the blonde to give her only a boxer and to do the same on her body.
They had gone back to the room and Carina had helped Maya to go back to bed, she had taken her phone in the pocket of her pants and had sent a message to their friends to postpone tomorrow the birthday of the blonde. She had made her drink water to keep her hydrated.
She had come to lie down in the bed, had taken the blonde's hand and had helped her to come to lie on top of her, she had put her hands against her head and had massaged her, the captain's head was against her shoulder.
- "amore?" Maya whispered as she looked up at Carina
The brunette had raised her head a little and she could see a little of her face, despite the night that was beginning to fall outside, through the closed curtains.
- "hmm?"
- "thank you"
One of Carina's hands had slid down her neck, her thumb on her jaw, and she had come to kiss her again.
Maya had moved up her body a little and they had kissed, sensually, until they fell asleep in each other's arms.
The captain had finished to descend from the body of the brunette and had turned to sleep. Carina had then come to stick to her body.
She had passed her arm under that of the blonde and had come to put her hand on her belly. Her other arm was raised under her own head and she continued to stroke Maya's hair.
Carina's lips had come against the back of the captain's neck, then against her trapezius before returning to her neck.
- "ti amo per sempre bambina" whispered the Italian against her skin.
After having slept a little in her turn, the brunette had got up and had gone to the kitchen.
When Maya got up an hour later she arrived in the open room, where only two small lights were on, dimming the room as much as possible, to avoid it being too bright. The Italian woman was standing in front of the stove, with the blonde's bathrobe on her back.
- "love?" Maya said as she touched Carina's back.
-"What are you doing up?"
- "the bed was empty... What are you doing?"
- "I'm making you mac & cheese... I know you like to eat it when you're sick" she had finally put it all in a dish for the oven and turned around.
Her eyes had moved down her body, and she had seen that Maya had put on a t-shirt. When the brunette's eyes had come back up to the captain's gaze, she had been able to see that the blonde's eyes were still on her body, she hadn't bothered to fasten the robe and she was only wearing boxers underneath.
- "how's your head?"
- "um?"
- "your head?"
Maya's eyes had gone up to look at her.
- "I still have pain... But it's much better... Thanks for, for everything."
Her eyes had gone back down to her body, she could only see the intertice of her breasts, and her white line, and her belly button. And her stocking.
The brunette had moved her hands up the flaps of the robe and pulled it off her body. The eyes of the blonde had opened wide. Carina had come closer and removed Maya's shirt.
It was extremely dark in the house but their eyes were used to the light now.
The oven had beeped to say it was hot, she had turned around and put the dish in before setting a timer. She had turned around again and the blonde's eyes were still on her body.
Carina had slipped two fingers under her chin and lifted her head so she could look at her. Her tongue had flicked over her lips and she had brought her mouth close to Maya's, she had come to kiss her as previouly.
The blonde's hand had come to rest on the brunette's side and she had squeezed her fingers.
The brunette's fingers were on her neck and the captain had started to kiss her as when they were younger, as before. Sensually.
They had kissed until the oven rang again.
Carina had taken out the dish and she had turned to the blonde.
- "Are you hungry?"
Maya had lowered her eyes to the brunette's body again before answering.
- "yes I think so"
She had served two plates, and they had gone to sit on the sofa to eat. The Italian had forced the American to hydrate well.
After the meal they had put their plate on the island and they had gone to lie down again. Finally, Carina had taken Maya's hand and led her into the bedroom.
"Carina, maybe you're not tired."
- "do you still have a headache?"
- "yes"
- "so we're not going to watch TV, we're not going to talk... We're going to rest".
Carina had taken some massage oil from Maya's nightstand.
She sat down on the bed and beckoned the blonde to come and sit between her legs.
The light was turned on to the lowest setting.
The Italian had put oil in her hands and had come to massage the neck of Maya and her shoulders.
The fingers of the blonde had come to take her leg and to tighten her fingers on it. Carina had brought her pelvis close to Maya's buttocks and she had stuck to her back. Her lips had come to her neck and her hands had come to her collarbones and had gone down a little on the top of her chest, without reaching her breasts.
"Avoid clamping your fingers on my leg when you're naked."
As best she could she had stepped back again and continued to massage the blonde.
She then brought her hands up and massaged her scalp and her temples.
After that she had asked Maya to lie down between her legs, she had put a pillow under her head and had massaged her face, passing her fingers on her cheeks, her nose, her chin, her forehead and her temples again, to relax her.
After several dozen minutes they had gone to the bathroom before lying down again. They had put themselves in their favorite position.
Carina slid her fingers against the top of her neck and massaged her again.
-"Thank you my love" said the blonde, letting out a few tears from the exhaustion of having been in pain all day.
The Italian had approached her face and had come to kiss her once again until they fell asleep.
The next morning they had woken up in the same position, still naked outside their boxers. When Carina had opened her eyes, Maya was looking at her.
-"How's your head?"
-"Much better. Thanks to you. Thank you... Really"
- "better or no more pain?"
- "no it's ok"
- "so can I kiss you just for pleasure?" Did she as she approached her lips and came to lay them on hers.
Maya had been surprised, she thought it was just for yesterday, just to make her feel better, to help her secrete a natural painkiller.
She had nevertheless quickly returned her kiss, pressing her hand flat on her back, to tighten her against her.
The blonde had receded.
- "you know what date we were yesterday?"
- "uh... August thirty, you're just cutting me off to ask me the date?"
- "you know what happened sixteen years ago?"
- "uh... Should I?" She asked embarrassed.
- "sixteen years ago yesterday, I had an errand, and I was pushed and..."
- "nooo?!!!" Carina said as she pushed her shoulder and stood up.
- "yes... Yesterday was the anniversary of our first kiss."
- "what a coincidence! But this time... I won't hold back on kissing you when I feel like it"
- "because you held back the first time?!"
- "oh yes! I wanted to kiss you all the time" she said as she came to lie down on top of her to kiss her.
Maya's hands had come to rest on her hips.
"Bambina don't hold me like that".
- "why?"
- "because when you hold me like that I want you to..."
The blonde had moved her hands up a little on her waist, still in the same position.
"That's worse," Carina had moaned, placing her hand on the base of her throat. "I can see you lifting me up to put me on the center island at your parents' house..."
- "and we can't... We can't?"
- "I don't think I'm..." Carina had begun to hyperventilate.
- "okay, okay, okay,... Hey, it's all right, just breathe."
- "you, are you mad at me? Of course you are... I'm naked, lying on top of you telling you that I want you and telling you that I can't... Of course you are mad at me, you must even hate me."
- "Are you done with your monologue? Can I answer? I don't hate you, I love you, and Carina I've wanted to kiss you for two and a half months. And I happen to love kissing you... So no I don't hate you because you are not ready to make love".
- "I don't deserve you..."
- "poor me then... Because there can be only you for me..."
-"it's Sunday, our friends won't be arriving right away... And I'd really like to have breakfast with my gorgeous girlfriend... But you're going to have to cover up the famous gorgeous body."
- "what do you want us to make?"
- "I want to make French toast but I want to make it together."
- "with pleasure"
They had gotten up and dressed. They had gone into the kitchen.
- "okay I need a dish, I mean you need a dish..."
- "oh because I'm going to do everything?"
- "yes! Okay so you need a quarter cup of cornstarch" she let the blonde prepare between each ingredient. "A teaspoon of ground flaxseed.... Half a teaspoon of baking powder... One teaspoon of ground cinnamon... Two teaspoons of pure maple syrup... One teaspoon of vanilla... One cup of unsweetened soy milk... Blend... Okay, I like this way too much."
- "bossing me around?"
- "not bossing you around, cooking with you"
The brunette had cut slices of buns while the blonde had put the pan to heat with two teaspoons of coconut oil.
Once this one had heated, Carina had plunged the first slice of bun in the preparation, on each side, before letting drain and putting it in the frying pan.
- "It's crackling!" She said, clapping her hands like a child.
"And now?"
- "we need to leave it golden on each side for two to three minutes. But you can put a second slice in bambina."
They had made breakfast before arranging two slices on two plates, placing some blueberries, strawberries and raspberries and pouring in a little maple syrup and then confectioners' sugar.
They sat down on the center island to have their breakfast together. They had eaten and the blonde had closed her eyes.
- "it's sublime"
- "not as good as my girlfriend, but it's pretty good, yeah."
After breakfast they had gone to the couch and put on a movie. Carina was sitting on the couch and Maya was between her legs.
After several minutes, the Italian had shifted the blonde's hair, which she had to hold on the back of her head because it was short, and came to kiss her on the neck.
The captain had closed her eyes.
"Baciami bambina" had whispered Carina against her ear so that she turns her head.
Maya had turned her head gently and the Italian's lips had passed over her cheek before reaching her mouth. They had immediately intensified the kiss and the hands of the brunette had come to put themselves on her hips to turn over her and that the blonde straddle her.
The captain had placed herself above but had not sat on Carina. The Italian had then put her hands on her buttocks to sit on her and had brought closer her hips to her.
- "Carina... Please."
- "What?"
- "if you can keep your hands off my ass and off your body like that"
- "excuse me" she said as she moved her hands up from her buttocks to her cheeks to intensify their kiss, while shifting off the back of the couch.
Carina had then slid her hands to the back of her neck and clenched her fists in Maya's hair, while the blonde had her hands on her jaws.
-"Maya, I love you" the Italian moaned against her lips.
-"I love you too, Carina, but I, I need a cold shower" she pulled the brunette's hands from her neck and kissed her on the nose before getting up from the sofa.
- "I don't suppose... I can come?"
- "It depends can my lips kiss you between the thighs?" Asked Maya to lighten the mood and laugh with the Italian.
-"I don't know, how long did it take us to make love the first time?"
- "something like six days"
- "I hope that before the next six days I can answer you yes"
- "seventeen if you count the time you assumed..."
- "I don't think I'll last ten seven days Maya Bishop"
- "you just made it two and a half months before you kissed me"
- "yeah, no, let's not push it... I wouldn't wait two and a half months..."
- "I love you Carina DeLuca" said the blonde, backing up to her room.
-"I want you Maya Bishop" replied the trainer in the same tone.
- "That makes two of us!" Said she closing the door.
Carina's phone had rung. Maya had sent her a Spotify link. She had sent her This Year's Love by David Grey.
'This year's love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own too long
And when ya hold me like you do
It feels so right oh now
I start to forget how my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like you can't go on
Turning circles and time again
Cut like a knife oh now
If ya love me got to know for sure
'Cause it takes something more this time
Than sweet, sweet lies oh now
Before I open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
When ya kiss me on that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing, "ain't this life so sweet?"
This year's love had better last
This year's love had better last
'Cause who's to worry if our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't ya know this life goes on?
Won't ya kiss me on that midnight street?
Sweep me off my feet
Singing, "ain't this life so sweet?"
This year's love had better last
This year's love had better last
This year's love had better last
This year's love had better last
This year's love had better last
Woah woah woah I yeah
This year's love had better last'
The blonde had come out of the bathroom and had come to sit on the sofa.
- "Does it feel good?"
- "less than the way you make love."
- "Maya! Don't turn me on!"
- "that shower didn't cool me down at all... I was just thinking about you and me in that shower yesterday, when you pinned me against the tile, and your lips and this morning in bed, and on the couch..."
- "okay, I'm going in the shower" Carina gestured as she got up from the couch. "Feel free to turn up the sound on the TV."
- "I beg you don't put your hands where I would like to put mine... Let me have this pleasure ... Even if it's in two weeks".
- "Mayaaaa"
- "so can I come into the bathroom?"
- "hmmmm with pleasure" the brunette bit her lip.
- "no, I'm not coming... and you won't do anything... Please!" She said with sad eyes.
- "argh.... promised!" She said defeated
The brunette had returned ten minutes later. They had both opted for jeans and a t-shirt.
- "and too hot?" Carina asked as she arrived with her hair still wet.
Maya had looked up at her.
- "are you describing yourself right now?" She asked as all of her hair was wet and wavy, that on one side of her face and the blonde's eyes went down her body.
- "Mayaaa!" Made the brunette desperate waiting for the answer.
- "Come here!"
- "no hands!"
- "okay"
- "sit down!"
- "yes boss"
Carina had come to sit on her.
-"By the way, the love of this year will last for eternity," said the Italian against her lips before they kissed.
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