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Hiiii, yh yh I know, its been a week and to be honest I've just been very lazy cuz mother nature wanted to say hello if u catch my drift anyways this is going to be very short, its kind of a filler chapter. Enjoyyy,
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I twisted and turned in my bed, I heard birds tweeting and chirping outside my window.
I smiled raising m head from my soft pillow.
Once I sat up I looked around my room. For once that stupid alarm ain't doing my head in the early hours of the morning.
I looked to my clock .
8:30.
I thought about going back to bed , this is too early to be up. I better get used to it thought cuz school starts in 2 days. Today is Friday.
That reminds, I have to shopping with...... Ari.
Then it all came to me.
What happened yesterday.
Ari and hunter lipsing on the couch and me walking in on them.
Her arguing wit me.
Her completely changing in a matter of seconds.
Her acting like someone who throws themselves at people.
And him.
Him not even looking at me.
Him not saying a thing.
Him not even doing anything to defend anyone of us.
I shouldn't care.
About either them.
Arizona made it quiet clear she didn't give a shit. I told her to call me today. Ifje doesn't.... I don't even know where I would go from there.
We've been friends since forever. I really don't want to loose her. I hope she calls.
I hope....
So now I have to go by myself, mum gave me 50 pounds yesterday but I'm only gonna use a lil bit, I can start saving up. Yessss.
I swung my legs over the bed and stood up. Stretching and making that noise you make when your stretching.
As you do.
I walked past the mirror but then took a step back and analysed myself. Its become a daily thing now ever since he broke up with me. Its gonna be his way till...... I don't know.
I sighed and grabbed some stuff before walking into the bathroom.
I stripped and stepped into the shower.
I adjusted the water before I stepped under it, letting the warm water relax my tensed muscles. I sighed in content.
After I finished washing myslef and my hair I stepped back out.
I wrapped myself in a towel and also my hair.
I walked over to the basin and grabbed my toothbrush.
I added toothpaste and proceeded to clean my mouth.
I turned on the mini radio by the window as I left my phone on charge in my room.
A really good song just came on. Iz time to bogeyyyy.
I danced with my toothbrush still in my mouth.
I mouthed the words from time to time.
Standing in a crowded room and I can't see your face
Put your arms around me, tell me everything's OK
In my mind, I'm running round a cold and empty space
Just put your arms around me, tell me everything's OK
Break my bones but you won't see me fall, oh
The rising tide will rise against them all, oh
Darling, hold my hand
Oh, won't you hold my hand?
Cause I don't wanna walk on my own anymore
Won't you understand? Cause I don't wanna walk alone
I'm ready for this, there's no denying
I'm ready for this, you stop me falling
I'm ready for this, I need you all in
I'm ready for this, so darling, hold my hand
Soul is like a melting pot when you're not next to me
Tell me that you've got me and you're never gonna leave
Tryna find a moment where I can find release
Please tell me that you've got me and you're never gonna leave
Break my bones but you won't see me fall, oh
The rising tide will rise against them all, oh
Darling, hold my hand
Oh, won't you hold my hand?
Cause I don't wanna walk on my own anymore
Won't you understand? Cause I don't wanna walk alone
I'm ready for this, there's no denying
I'm ready for this, you stop me falling
I'm ready for this, I need you all in
I'm ready for this, so darling, hold my hand
Don't wanna know
That feeling when I'm all alone
So please don't make me wait, cause I don't wanna break
And I don't wanna fall
When you're next to me
Can tell I'm not afraid to be
That you don't make me wait, and never let me break
You never let me fall
Darling, hold my hand
Oh, won't you hold my hand?
Cause I don't wanna walk on my own anymore
Won't you understand? Cause I don't wanna walk alone
I'm ready for this, there's no denying
I'm ready for this, you stop me falling
I'm ready for this, I need you all in
I'm ready for this, so darling, hold my hand.
Good song, really good song.
After I was done I turned it off and went into my room.
I made sure the curtains were closed before I began to get dressed.
I had on a white croptop , jeans shorts and a red flannel wrapped around my waist.
Now for le hair.
I blow dryed my hair and decided to curl it today AMD make it a bit wavy.
Once I was finished , I grabbed my phone and earphones and my credit card.
I walked out and proceeded downstairs. I heard snoring from my mothers room.
Very polite isn't she.
I heard clattering in the kitchen.
"Shayyyyyyyyy", I shouted.
"What , you nincompoop, mums sleeping upstairs so shut the hell up",
I smiled.
"I'm heading out okay, tell mum I've gone to the mall to get some of my school stuff",
I said grabbing an apple and walking out.
I stood outside eating my apple as the sun gleamed down happily on my face. I smiled. Today was going to be a good day. Even though Ari hasn't called yet.
I looked towards Hunters house.
There he was, in all his glory.
He had a bag in each hand.
He looked at me and stared. A blank look etched on his face. But I saw guilt in his eyes. Regret.
But why?
I grasped the courage to finally look away.
I walked past the house and towards the shopping mall. It was a short walk.
I felt eyes on me , I Ber it was him.
He should be feeling guilty. He should be feeling regret.
Buy why should he be regretting things??
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A/N- not my best but its something right. Someone special is going to appear next chapter. Guess whooooo.
Bye people xx