"i knew it, he'll only listen to you, thank you Mrs." Hyun poured red wine to Hee's mother glass, "that's nothing Hyun-ah, you're my son's future anyway." his mother gladly accepted.
Hyun smiled and averted her gaze, "thank you for coming, Hee" and Hee ignored that.
He never payed attention to them, neither to anyone but the steak and wine.
the girl let out a sigh, she have done many things to take his attention, but he never gave it to her, she's sick of this, she's getting tired of this.
"Mom." She suddenly called Hee's mother, causing Hee to raise a brow though he still wasn't looking.
"please tell Hee that he should stop doing it from now on" she says, "stop doing what?"
"he never gave me his attention whenever he comes to our dinner, it hurts me.." as Hee heard those, he wanted to vomit as of the moment.
"how would i know his favorites.. anything about him, when he hate me himself?"
Mrs. Lee raises a brow to Hee, "you heard that, right?"
But, as usual, Hee didn't answer.
"He heard that, don't worry" Mrs. Lee held her hand, "thank you mom"
"but do you know what hurts more..?" she sighed heavily, "he's seeing that Jungwon again.. you know, Mom. His ex before" she continue, earning Hee's attention.
"so? do you have a problem with that?" His tone has a hint of feeling pissed off.
"See? You never payed attention unless Jungwon is being mentioned" she scoffed, "and, of course. I have a problem with it, i'm your girlfriend. Ah no, your future wife so i have rights to be disappointed."
"delusional. I never considered you as my girlfriend nor ever agreed to be your boyfriend, and what? My future wife?" He laughed, "as far as i know.. my future's partner name is, YANG. JUNGWON." He emphasized his name, following a proud smile after.
"Hee!" His mother yelled, "do you not feel ashamed?!"
"No, not at all. Why would i ashamed to tell to that delusional girl that the only one i love the most in this world is Jungwon?"
‼️ tw // discrimination ‼️
Mrs. Lee breathes sharply, she faced Hyun, "don't listen to him, okay?"
and Heeseung scoffed to that, "that low-born Jungwon is nothing compared to you, he probably just used some love potion or whatever it is to my son."
"He has nothing to give unlike you, you have everything dear"
"you're right m-" Hyun flinched as the sound of knife and fork being put down harshly echoes, making the other people to look at them.
"i'm done." The elder stand up with the chair squeaking the floor.
"How dare yo-"
Hee looked at his mother, he raised an brow.
"Mo- ah no, Mrs. Lee, don't ever call Jungwon a low-born and tell such ridiculous things against to him again. Being rich doesn't give you rights to discriminate him like that" he huffs, "this is the last time that i would let it pass, but if you say this once again, i would never forgive you" he put down the tissues.
"i'll pay for my food" he says before leaving.
Mrs. Lee fell silent, clenching her fist as her son never talked to her like that before, "that Jungwon is really something.." she mumbles, now she thinks that he was a bad influence when the problem was actually her.
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[ My beloved won♥️ ]
Hee:
are you sleeping?
won?
Jungwon:
Not yet, why?
Hee:
Come down
I want to see you
Jungwon:
You're here?
Hee:
Yes..
Jungwon:
oh okay
wait
He backs up as he can hear the other rushing downstairs, he's being so loud making him chuckle.
"Hyung, i'll be back for a minute!"
His head tilted in confusion, "Hyung?"
His body jumps a little when the door opens, revealing Jungwon who's panting so heavily.
"I.." he closed the door, "i thought you were having a dinner with your family tonight?" He asked.
"Yes, i did had a dinner with them. But i left early" he replied, "why?"
"because i want to see you"
Jungwon smiled at that, "silly"
Hee chuckled seeing him with flushed cheeks, "by the way.. can i go in?"
he steps forward but Jungwon blocked the door with his body, confusing him.
"i'm sorry but no"
"why?"
"Jake hyung is inside.. and probably will stay here again" he answered.
"ahh.. why? Did he had a fight with Sunghoon?" He asked, "i don't know.. he doesn't want to talk about it but i guess.. maybe they did had a fight"
Hee backs up again, though he wanted to stay with him for the whole night, he won't.
seeing him already gives him comfort anyway.
Jungwon bit his lip as silence ate them after.
"do you need something? Like water?"
Hee shook his head.
Silence.
Jungwon looked around, waiting for him to say anything as he haven't left yet.
"can i.." Hee suddenly held his hand, repeatedly squeezing it softly, "hug you?" He asked, which surprised Jungwon because he usually just do it without asking him.
"Is there something wrong? You usually just go for it without asking for my permission" and Hee nodded, "there is"
"do you want to talk about it?" he asked, Hee shook his head. "No, it's nothing big anyway.. I.. just need you"
Jungwon nodded and sneak his arms around him, cheek brushing against his chest, "whatever your problem is, everything is gonna be okay.. hmm?" he mumbled, tightening his embrace, Hee nodded and bury his face deeper to his neck, he love how his scent has also its own welcoming smell, just like how welcoming his warm hugs are, just everything about him.
He smiled as all of the rage he felt earlier was now all gone.
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Before Hee arrived.
"coming!" Jungwon shouted and rushed, excited of the thought that it might be Hee, though he knows that he has family dinner, well.. what does he know?
he opened the door, "oh.. hyung?"
He noticed the puffy eyes of the elder, "did you cry? Why?"
Jake didn't answer him, "can i stay here again?" He says instead, Jungwon was confused but still nodded.
He help him go upstairs, all the way to his room.
"wait hyung" his phone buzzes again.
His eyes widened when its Hee, and it says that he's outside.
"Hyung, wait" he rushed downstairs.
"HYUNG, I'LL BE BACK FOR A MINUTE!"
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11:39pm
"Jake.." tears rolls down Sunghoon's cheek.. he dreamt of it again, why.. why does it keep bothering him?
He looked to his side, empty. There's no Jake, his safe place wasn't there to calm him down.
He sat down, face-palming.
"I miss you.. i miss you already.." he mumbled under his shaking breathe, tears dripping, he can't explain how this situation hurts more, how this pain was so different from what he had back then.
Though he want Jake back, run to where he is and just say that "stay, stay with me. All of the things that i did and said yesterday was all lies.. be with me, Jake... forever." He couldn't since he did all of it for his sake, if only he can protect him all by himself.. he would ask him to just stay.
He do have Jay, Sunoo, and Ni-ki by his side but four of them isn't enough to defeat the other side.
He also want to keep the three of them safe since they're the only friends he has and he doesn't want to lose any of them.
so the only thing he can do for Jake is to protect him secretly without getting him involve with the business he have with Junho.
He has no intention of getting rid of his feelings, Jake is like no any other, he's the only person who helped him get out from the darkness, he did alot of help for him to change, the way his day wasn't complete without killing someone before, now.. he couldn't kill someone without any reasonable reason.
He changed, so much, too much.
And Jake has that big impact to his life, and he would be always grateful that he met him, that he fell in love with him, though it was only for a mean time. He's still happy, the amount of happiness he gave was priceless, no one can replace him, no one.
...
The younger was now staring outside, at the moon, he feel so lonely though Jungwon was just there, sleeping.
He miss Sunghoon, he miss him, he couldn't hate him for what he did earlier because he's certain that he has his own reason why he did that.
And he want to know what it is.
"what's the reason?" He mumbled.