*TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM*
*NSFW WARNING (BUT A BIT WORSE)*
(Louis's pov)
I was changing. I take my shirt off. I hear the door open. I look.
Taylor: Just me..
Louis: Okay...I'm glad it's only you...
Taylor: Yeah..um..can i change in here with you.
Louis: Yeah that's fine..
Taylor closed the door. He put his clothes down on the bed. I told myself to not look at him changing. but...i decided i wanted to mention what i talked about.
Louis: Those...healed scars....what are they from?
i heard Taylor sigh.
Taylor: When i was 11 years old...i would cut myself when my parents argued....and...To hide it..i would have so many layers of bandaids on....my parents always got sick of buying them...so...i stopped cutting once i turned twelve....
I look at Taylor.
Louis: Well...i'm not mad or disturbed by your scars...i have scars from other things...and this one scar the is from self harm...
Taylor: Did you cut?
Louis: No...i scratched my arm so hard..it bled...my fingers were covered in blood...I did it...because i felt like...i deserved it...and i always wore long sleeves or bracelettes, or fingerless gloves...to hide it...
Taylor: Can i see the scar...
I go over to Taylor and showed him the healed scar on my wrist.
Taylor: You can barely tell it's there now...
Louis: Yeah...it's starting to fade...
Taylor: If you didn't wanna show me you didn't have to...
Louis: It's okay...i feel comfortable showing you things like this.
Taylor: I wasn't expecting you to see my scars...but I would of showed you anyway..
Louis: Right...we should changed now...
Taylor: Right...right...
I go back over to my closet. My brain kept telling me to take quick glances at Taylor. I decided to just do it, I look at Taylor, I watch him take his shirt off. Good he looks so...good..But i noticed something. Scars on his chest...those scars looked familar. I look at my chest real quick. I notice my top surgery scars. I look at Taylor. His scars on his chest...looked like my top surgery scars. I look at Taylor.
Louis: You had top surgery?
Taylor lifted his head up. he looked at me.
Taylor: What?
I point at his chest.
Taylor:...oh...those....right....
Louis: Your....
Taylor: Transgender Female...to Male?
Louis: Yeah...
Taylor: Well...that's...one thing i've kept a secret...
Louis: Is it weird that i think your top surgery scars make you look hotter then you already are?
Taylor: No?
Louis:...ok...good...
Taylor giggled. me and Taylor both make eye contact.
Taylor: Louis...theres something else i've been hiding.
Louis: What is it?
Taylor: I don't really love Monica...
Louis: Really?
Taylor: Mmm hmm...i don't love her as much as i love this other boy...
Louis:...What's this other boy like.
Taylor: Well..he's short....Brown hair...brown eyes....Always wears this one shirt cause it's his favorite, Has this adorable striped backpack with hearts on it...it's a little destoryed but...it still makes him look adorable....His hair is curly, and it looks fluffy...cause it is fluffy...And...he's a great leader..of our club...Is a great friend...a great older brother....A great cousin..Even if he's not blood related....but he can also be a bit of a stutter face, but it's adorable when he stutters...he gets flustered super easily, He knows when to put a bitch in his, her or their place. Plus...His Last name...starts with an M...ends in L...
I look at Taylor smiling.
Louis: And what about his first name...
Taylor: Starts with L...ends in S...and is spelt exactly the same as another name...but instead of this "iss" Sound at the end...it has an "ee" Sound.
Louis:...i think i know...but hmm...his middle name....may i know?
Taylor: Well...this ones funny....it starts with A...ends in A..
Louis: Can i say the answer?
Taylor: If you surely feel like you know it.
Louis: Last name...Martell...
Taylor: yes...
Louis: Middle name anna?
Taylor: Yeah..
Louis: First name Louis? but its not spelt L-O-U-I-E...it's spelt L-O-U-I-S
Taylor:...so his full name is?
Louis: Louis Anna Martell...aka...Me...
Taylor: Mmm hmm.
I smile.
Taylor: I love you Louis Anna Martell...
Louis: I love you too Taylor Oliver H.
Taylor grabs me by my waist and pulls me in to kiss me, I kiss him. We slowly make out. While making out, Taylor ends up pushing me against the wall. That didn't stop us from kissing though. I begin to moan a little while kissing him. Taylor then pulls away, starting to kiss my neck. I begin quietly moaning Taylor's name. Taylor slowly then stops kissing my neck. I look at him.
Louis: What are you doing?
Taylor then looks at me making eye contact. He slowly pulls me in a bit closer.
Taylor: Do i have your consent...to touch you?
Louis: Of course you do
Taylor then slowly puts his hand in my pants. He starts touching me a bit. God...this felt so good...and this time it wasn't me imagining him. He was actually touching me. He even asked for my consent...he really is the one. Taylor as he touched me, i kiss him. He kisses back, slowly begining to rub. I moan softly.
Taylor: I'm trying not to hurt you...i'm not hurting you right?
Louis: Babe, don't worry, your not hurting me...this feels really good~
Taylor: Good...i wouldn't wanna hurt you...
He kissed me but then he pulled away looking at me.
Taylor: If this hurts...let me know?
Louis: What do you mean?
Taylor then slowly stops touching and rubbing. I look at him confused. He slowly inserts his fingers inside me. I let out a loud moan. Taylor covers my mouth. He looks at me making eye contact.
Taylor: Don't be too loud louis...we don't want Mason and Jayden to hear...
i nod my head. Taylor slowly starts putting his fingers in and out. I try not to moan loudly. Taylor kept kissing me to keep me quiet. I couldn't believe how good he was at this. Taylor starts going a bit harder. I begin moaning a bit louder.
Louis: Taylor! Ah...the more harder you go the louder i'll get...
Taylor: you're really enjoying this aren't you louis?
Louis: Yeah...you fingers feel so good in me.
Taylor:...i think i'll give you a quick break...plus my mouth needs to do more besides talking..
Louis: What do you mean?
Taylor: Oh louis...dear, you know what i mean.
I then knew what he mean't.
Louis: Wait...but...before you use your mouth for that....i should let you know...i haven't had bottom surgery yet..
Taylor: Alright, that's fine...
Taylor slowly unzips my pants. I feel a little nervous about this, nobody had ever done this to me before. Taylor then slowly pulls down my boxers, he gets down on his knees. He looks up at me.
Taylor: You look a little nervous
Louis: Nobody's ever done this to me before....
Taylor: It's alright, i promise it won't hurt.
I nod. Taylor then begins licking and sucking. I moan hoping nobody but Taylor can hear me. I Put my hand on Taylor's as he was doing his thing. I hold on to his curly and fluffy blonde hair as he does it. But then suddenly the was a loud knock on the door.
Louis: Who is it?
Mason: Mason? How fucking long does it take to get dressed?
Louis: I got distracted...
Mason: Alright hurry up...
I heard Mason's footsteps walk away. I look at Taylor.
Taylor: Made we'll continue tomorrow...
Louis: yeah..uh...i gotta fully changed now..
Taylor: Me too.
Taylor goes back near my bed. I pull my boxers back up and just take my pants off.
Louis: So...are we...a thing now? y'know...boyfriends....
Taylor: Yeah...boyfriends...
Louis: Alright...cool....
A few minutes later we finished changing and go outside the room.