𝘅𝗶𝗶𝗶. 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻𝘀
a/n below
The cold air blew through Yura's oversized cardigan and she was now wishing fashion wasn't such a priority for her. Jisoo, who was holding hands with the girl had noticed her shivering. And due to her shivering, Yura had now just been dragged from her own subconscious and realized she was in fact hand in hand with jisoo, still.
"dang um i'm sorry-"
"dude why do you always say sorry?" Yura questioned back at the boy who had now paused in a random park, removing his hand from hers.
"a practice i guess?"
"you know, sometimes i feel bad for you guys, like idols i mean" She started, sitting down on the conveniently placed bench behind them, the moon being the only source of light. Jisoo sat down beside her, facing her.
"what do you mean?" he asked, now leaning his left elbow on the back of the bench, allowing him to perfectly see Yura who had done the same.
"well, i mean. You guys are always put up to such high expectations and standards, like you can barely even have any love life at all if it isn't made a big deal out of or kept completely secret." Yura hadn't stared at him the whole time until the very end of her sentence, simply looking at the stars and allowing her thoughts to naturally flow out.
"i was gonna protest, but yeah you're kinda right" Jisoo admitted his defeat. For some reason, hearing this familiar information from her felt so much more different, it really sunk in.
"right!"
Jisoo's head darted towards her, the exclamation dragging him farther away from his thoughts.
"why'd you wanna meet me anyways? And we just kinda stopped here." Yura wasn't complaining per say, the are was nice and all. But to be dragged out of her Kdrama marathon to go to a park she's at 10 times a week? That, she thought, was a bit much if there was no intention behind it.
"i dunno, i just well . . . kinda felt like seeing you"
"look at you go my guy. Your future girlfriend's gonna be a lucky one" Yura joked, while Joshua on the other hand was just now letting it seep in that this was all fake. Everything except for their little chemistry. So why was he being nice to her? Why did her feel the need to go above and beyond, for her? This wasn't how it was supposed to go. He shouldn't feel that wayz
"yo . . . Ji?" She waved her hand in front of his face, eventually bringing him from his zoning out.
"oh sorry"
Yura then violently shook him, grabbing his shoulders. "stop saying sorry!"
"it makes me feel like i did something wrong!" She said, still shaking Jisoo while she very clearly fake cried.
Jisoo then went to fake-ly console her. "sorry sorry" As if their brain waves were linked, they immediately started doing the choreo of sorry sorry by super seniors. They hadn't started laughing until they randomly looked at each other and then started cracking up.
"SO. back to my question, more in depth i mean." Yura once again flipped her personality, which was lowkey badass to Jisoo.
"to answer your question more in depth ms. min, i was just kind of walking"
"so we're lost?"
"you said it not me"
"oh fucking shit"
"no cursing in this hous- park."
"says the one who literally cursed out jeonghan cause he beat you in uno for the 3rd time"
"HOW DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THAT?"
"you're acting like i don't ask for the daily scoop from vernon, the guy knows everything. And the coups pun was not intended."
They then started laughing like little children while giving their childish comebacks.
"hey . . ." Jisoo started, causing Yura to shut herself up, giving him her attention.
"up for some convenience store tteotbokki?"
"i fucking love you"
. . .
After around 10 minutes of straight up walking to nowhere in particular, Jisoo was now regretting the connivence store idea. I mean they were literally lost, how did they think they were just going to randomly stumble upon a non-sketchy looking one.
"hey, um sorry"
"UGH JISOO"
"SORRY SORRY- OH WAIT IM SORRY- DAMN I'M-" Yura covered his mouth before he continued his never ending apologies, which also successfully shut him up.
"why don't i just call an uber?"
"oh, yeah you could do that- Oh! wait!" Jisoo said, now looking forward, and Yura copying him to understand the hype around his exclamation.
"oh, ice cream"
"oh ice cream" he mocked her serious tone, and Yura playfully hit him on the shoulder.
"tteotbokki's a no-go, so how about ice cream?" He held out his hand once again for her to take, and she hesitated before Jisoo just took her hand anyways and led her towards the the ice cream parlor. And Yura had to admit, she wasn't mad about it.
. . .
"uh, i'll just have what you're having. Im gonna go pick a table and call an uber service." Jisoo only nodded as Yura went off to sit at a table in front of the large and cozy window while he went towards the cashier.
"here you go" Jisoo gave another one of his gentleman smiles as he handed Yura her ice cream and sat himself down opposite of her. There was no one else except for the elder cashier, so they talked with no masks.
"oh shit i'm sorry i shoulda paid for my own"
"look at you being a hypocrite."
"oh shut it Ji, i wasn't saying never say sorry, i just meant not after every other sentence." She smirked up at him while eating her ice cream from the cup.
"so, mind explaining why you're such a good therapist"
"i'm amazing right?" Yura narcissistically asked.
"i don't wanna agree with you, but i agree."
Fixing her position in the chair, Yura heaved a large sigh before finally looking at Jisoo directly,
"might as well follow my own advice" She said and shrugged, Jisoo only looking at her with an encouraging expression.
"well um to put it short, parents divorced, parents lowkey highkey disowned me, came to live in korea again, bullied, thought of offing myself at some point, but now we're here and mentally unstable" Yura stuffed a scoop of ice cream after each pause in her sentence life story.
"wow i- um, you weren't kidding when you said vague"
"i don't lie Ji, except to chanster, he's fun to tease."
"oh! i agree!" Jisoo excitedly agreed with Yura's statement about chan, and they briefly broke into laughter.
"well, i'm glad you trust me so much to tell me this"
"i just kinda feel like you're a good person to tell. I mean it's not like i've never told anyone, but you just seem like a comfortable person to be honest with" He smiled at her, taking in her praise.
"thanks" he was still smiling. Yura decided to simply smile back at him and shove the last scoop of ice cream in her mouth.
"so-
"ah hold on" yura cut Jisoo off as she fished her phone from her side pocket.
"oh, the uber will be here in 10, we should probably wait outside" Jisoo nodded as a sign of agreement and they threw their trash away before sitting on the bench outside the ice cream store.
"you mind? i like actually cannot support my neck anymore" Yura said as she was about a finger close to leaning her head on Jisoo's shoulder.
"you have a crush on me?" He teased her while he got surprisingly close to her face.
"hm, might have to think about that one" she wittily replied, sharing laughter with Jisoo.
"so? can or or can i not?" Jisoo only used his hand to push Yura's head down on his shoulder, physically answering her question. Yura gave no reply, but smiled to herself as she closed her eyes to the night atmosphere.
𝘈 / 𝘕 !
By the way, i don't really edit my chapters at first, so that's why there might be a few spelling error until i re-read / edit a couple hours later. Also, sorry for this filler chapter, i didn't know what to write at the moment, and i needed a filler once i figured it out.