Sean's POV
As I was packing my laptop and journal in my backpack, I saw her letter again.
It already has creases and yes some stains from I’m not sure anymore whether those were tears or few drops of coffee when I was having all nighters.
I sighed so deeply, we’ve gone through so much and this letter has gotten me through it all, no matter how painful a few of those words are or were. I opened the envelope and read her letter for the nth number of times.
I cannot remember anymore how many times I’ve read this.
This always gets me through whenever I have a hard time. One thing I don’t agree with is her staying somewhere far like a distant memory and not in my life, I chose and will choose to have her beside me in our future. I will work on that. We needed to be apart to grow and I understood it when I realized what she meant by choosing to let me go. I know it hurts her more than she shows and says. I should know because Jamie may be stronger than me mentally but whenever she can, she would unload her emotions too. I know she has her cousin and family to listen to everything when she becomes vulnerable like that and I am grateful for them.
I’m going home.
To her.