Strong (Louis Tomlinson's Can...

By ts1313

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Louis Tomlinson 1/5 of One Direction has cancer. As the boys say this is just a speed bump but to Louis it is... More

Chapter 1: Where it all started
Chapter 2: Telling the World
Chapter 3: Day one
Chapter 4: Day two and Mackenzie
Chapter 5: Last day
Chapter 6: Got to do whats right
Chapter 7: Always by your side
Chapter 8: Bringing her home
Chapter 9: The Interview
Chapter 10: Back at it again
Chapter 11: Side effects and let downs
Chapter 12: Results
Chapter 13: Rehearsals
Chapter 14: Hospital
Chapter 15: Waking up
Chapter 16: The Concert
Chapter 17: Another day 3 and The Zoo
Chapter 18: Finally some good news!
Chapter 19: Saying goodbye
Chapter 20: Pain demands to be felt
Chapter 21: Reuniting again
Chapter 22: My happy moment
Chapter 23: TS
Chapter 24: Valentines day
Chapter 25: Much love
Chapter 26: The surgery
Chapter 27: Musical Therapy
Chapter 28: New starts
Chapter 29: It's just not the same
Chapter 30: Learning to love the life given
Chapter 31: Bad Days
Chapter 32: Out of body experience
Chapter 33: Aftermath
Chapter 34: Just a little bit loopy
Chapter 35: Allison
Chapter 36: Back at it
Chapter 37: I love you
Chapter 38: Faulty Insecurities
Chapter 39: Our little family
Chapter 40: Long hospital day
Chapter 41: Relay for Life
Chapter 42: A turn for the worst...
Chapter 43: Learning to let go
Chapter 44: Making things worse
Chapter 45: The untold wish
Chapter 47: The H word
Chapter 48: Good news at bad times
Chapter 49: Cancer takes the best people
Chapter 50: Leaving
Chapter 51: Home like hospital rooms
Chapter 52: Secrets
Chapter 53: Wedding Bells
Chapter 54: The final goodbye
Epilogue
Chapter 54 (Real): The reception
Chapter 55: Back to the tour
Chapter 56: Gone
Chapter 57: Scan day
Chapter 58: The recital
Chapter 59: Shaved heads and lots of love
Chapter 60: Baby Appointment
Chapter 61: Fevers and Hospitals
Chapter 62: Disney World and Mya
Chapter 63: Back to the hospital
Chapter 64: Time heals all
Epilogue
Sequel- Stronger
ONE YEAR OF STRONG
Watty Awards

Chapter 46: It's okay to not be okay

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By ts1313

(Louis POV) 

I woke up tp see pitch darkness. It was really hard to breath. It was like warm sticky goo was filling my lungs. It has never been this bad before. I then heard little weeps coming from my right side.

"kenz?" I breathed out trying to find my breath. "d.ddaddy?" I heard her whimper.  "Yes. Daddys here." I said. She cried more. "They said you died. I know you were trying to prepare me for this but It was so hard to stay strong daddy." He said. "It's okay. I'm okay." I said still short of breath.

I tried to scoot over to her voice but my hands had metal cuffs on them. I felt around and felt  they were connected to the wall.

"Daddy I'm scared of the dark." She said. "Can you... come over to me?" I asked her. I heard some rustling around till I felt her warm embrace wrap around me. I am so glad they didn't restrain her too. We sat like that for a few minuets, the only sound being my hard breathing.

"Your not doing well aren't you daddy?" She asked. "I'm afraid not." I sighed. "I..it's okay now daddy. I'll be ready this t..time." She said. I felt her tear fall on my leg.

"Kenz... it's okay... to not be okay." I said. She let out a little cry and hugged me harder. "Good daddy because when they told me you were gone I couldn't keep myself from crying. My heart hurt so much daddy!" She cried into my chest. "It's okay.... I love you Kenz.....Always remember that." I said. "I know daddy.... You can stop talking now. I know it's hard." She said. When did my daughter get so grown up? It seems like just yesterday I was pushing her on an IV pole down the hospital hallway with her laughing her little head off. 

I knew she wasn't alright though. I could hear her silently weep into my chest.  I started to sing her a little part of the song Liam said she heard the night I was loopy. I always sing it to her wither when she is having a bad or good day. We declared it our song. 

"Oh oh....oh..oh

be my...baby

and I'll look....after you"

I sang as best as I could in my condition till I couldn't anymore.

I felt her smile through my shirt. 

"and I'll look after you." She softly sang finishing the song. 

"I love you daddy." She said kissing my chest.

"I...Love you...Kenz" I wrapped my arms around her the best way I could and we soon both fell asleep to the sounds of my non working lungs.  


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