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Y/n Pov
Should I do it or Not?
I thought, finally unable to hold back my feelings for Taehyung Oppa, I can't always hide my feelings forever, I have been hiding it for the past 1 year and 7 months, not anymore, but I don't even have the guts to confess.
How many times have I tried to show him my feeling indirectly, but he being a dumbass doesn't understand.
Didn't he understand when I sang Stay for him? Namjoon Oppa understood it, why didn't he?
Flashback- (After Annual Fest, while eating dinner)
"Oppa, I need to go to wash my hands," Y/n said while getting up, "Y/n wait, even I need to wash my hands, let's go together," Namjoon said while getting up as Y/n nodded
"So..." Namjoon said while walking with Y/n, as she looked at him, "You Love Taehyung right?" Namjoon asked as Y/n froze for a moment, "Umm what?" She tried to act dumb, "Oh please, don't act dumb now, I know that you love him," Namjoon said as Y/n bit her lower lip while tucking her hair strands behind her ear.
"Umm.....I," Y/n fidgeted with her fingers, she was shy and embarrassed that the secret is now out, what would he think? would he judge her? would he hate her? would he say her the bitter truth and ask her to crush her so called feelings??
"How did you get to know?" Y/n finally mustered up the courage to ask this, "It was obvious dumbo," Namjoon flicked her forehead, "I know Oppa, you might be so angry or disappointed in me to hear this thing, but I can't control my feelings over him, even if he is such a rude jerk to me and a decade older than me," Y/n said while looking down unable to meet his gaze as Namjoon chuckled.
"Oh my, I'm never disappointed in you stupid, feelings can't be controlled, I don't know how you fell in love with such a guy, you could have chosen Jungkook too you know," Namjoon said as Y/n raised her eyebrows.
"Jungkook? I thought you would be angry or disappointed because I love Taehyung who is way older than me," Y/n said as he shook his head.
"Are you stupid? age doesn't matter, and I know that you love him truly, I really don't mind, you having feelings for him," Namjoon said as Y/n sighed in relief, "So I was overthinking for nothing? Damn," She said as Namjoon chuckled.
"Now say the truth, you actually sang 'Stay' for Taehyung right?" Namjoon smirked while wiggling his eyebrows, "H-How do you know this?" Y/n asked while being surprised, "Cuz the lyrics were so similar to the situation you were in, you indirectly trying your best to send him signals, that you want him to stay and look at you," Namjoon shrugged his shoulders.
"Yeah right, I tried to indirectly confess my feelings to him, but he didn't understand it, before performing it, I glanced at him, but he didn't get my signal," Y/n pouted as Namjoon nodded.
"Yeah he's a dumbass in these things," Namjoon agreed.
"Anyway, as a good brother I need to do something for my sissy right," Namjoon said as Y/n was patiently waiting for him to continue.
Namjoon removed his phone scrolling in it.
Beep
Y/n's phone beeped as she saw the notification
Message from Namjoon Oppa
Taehyung's number- xxxxxxxxxx
"The fuck- really," Y/n squealed while hugging Namjoon tight, "Thanks a lot Oppa," Y/n said as Namjoon smiled, "Anything for my sissy right," He said as Y/n broke the hug.
"Best of luck with your future confession, Hwaiting," Namjoon cheered up Y/n as she nodded, "Ah Thankyou," Y/n bowed as Namjoon tsked.
They both then walked back to the table after washing their hands.
Flashback ended
"Y/n, I have decided that I will confess her soon," Hyeon Jun said breaking my thoughts while eating lunch, "Her? Who is this her?" I nudged him while wiggling my eyebrows, "A very beautiful girl," He said.
"Can't you say me who's that lucky girl?" I asked, as he just blushed and looked down, "Well you'll know it tomorrow, just wish me luck so she will accept me," he said, "She will, who's gonna reject you, you're handsome, sweet, and caring, only a fool will reject you," I said.
"I hope so, cuz I don't know whether she likes me back, what if she rejects me?" Hyeon said, "Aish, she will accept you, she is lucky to have you by her side," I said as he smiled. "Hope so," He said as I nodded.
Should I also confess to Taehyung Oppa as well?
Would he accept me? he hates me a lot, but even I'm unable to hide this fact nor am I able to suppress them.
Should I or should I not?
Okay, it's not a big deal right, just confess your feelings, and just move on if he rejects you, in the end, Life Goes On.
Yes, if he rejects me then I'll move on, yes Y/n you need to move on and be prepared mentally, I hope he will accept me, he has not been that rude like before, he has also been smiling a little at me, the smile which makes my heart beat faster like a bullet train.
"Y/n, why are you smiling like that?" Hyeon Jun asked snapping his fingers in front of me which brought me back to reality.
"Huh?" I was confused, "Why are you smiling like that? did you remember something funny?" He chuckled as I just smiled at him.
Taehyung Oppa what are you doing to me, which makes me smile even by thinking about you. Aish I'm whipped up for you already, and I can't hide this fact anymore that I LOVE YOU. I'll confess my feeling to you tomorrow, tomorrow will be the day when I'll either face you or always hide this fact. You can do it Y/n.
"Bell has rung Y/n, we have to run or else we'll be late to the class," Hyeon Jun said while holding my hand and making a run for the class.
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Classes had ended and now my training started, but this thought kept lingering in my mind that was...
How to make a perfect confession, which can make your haters accept your confession.
Stupid right, there was no way in which haters will accept our confession unless they also love us back, and here Taehyung Oppa hates me, or maybe his hate reduced a bit.
Finally, training had ended, as I went back home with the members.
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Should I call him?
I do have his number, Namjoon Oppa had given me Taehyung Oppa's number, only he knows that I love Taehyung Oppa, and he gave me his number.
I thought that Namjoon Oppa would scold me for loving Taehyung Oppa, but he just smiled and said 'In Love, age doesn't matter, and I know that you love him truly'.
I hope Taehyung Oppa will accept my confession. Oh Lord, help me.
I was looking into my phone, his number flashing on my screen, just I have to press that green button to call him, but I was nervous to press it.
Finally, after 20 minutes of debating with my mind and heart, the heart won anyways and I finally pressed the green button. Nervous as hell when the call was connecting.
"Hello," The man who was on the other side of the phone i.e Taehyung Oppa said, his deep husky voice, which always sent shivers down my spine.
"H-Hello Oppa, I'm Y-Y/n," I stuttered, "Y/n?" He asked as I imagined him furrowing his eyebrows, "Why did you call me?" He asked as I tried to search for words.
Mind went blank
What should I say? should I say to him that tomorrow I'll confess to him? No
"Umm well, are you free tomorrow?" I asked, he was silent for a while, "Yeah," He said as I became happy, "So can you come to the Park tomorrow?" I asked hoping he would say yes.
"But why?," He asked, "You'll know it tomorrow," I said, "Please do come, I'll be waiting, come at 6:00 P.M, I'll be waiting for you there," I said as he hummed and cut the call.
I squealed, "Yay, he's coming," I said while jumping on my bed. "You okay right?" A-Yeon Unnie said looking at me with a WTF face as I was jumping on the bed.
I cleared my throat, "Umm yeah," I said and went out of the room. Can't believe he is gonna come, Yay, let me buy something good like flowers and all, or I'll buy them tomorrow, a fresh one.
Taehyung Pov
I smiled at the thought of meeting her, that too alone, Aish why am I so desperate to meet her.
Am I falling for her?
Maybe yes.
Maybe.
I went to my closet to select a good pair of clothes.
Sould I wear a tuxedo?
No No, it will be too formal.
How about torn jeans?
No no, it will become too casual.
How about dressing up all in black, like Man in Black?
No no, everyone will think I'm a criminal.
How about a hoodie and jeans?
No, it will look as if I'm not interested.
After going through my clothes, I finally decided to wear this
(Ignore that bag tho)
Not too simple or too formal, perfect for a casual walk. My Fashion Skills are always perfect.
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To Be Continued