A/N: in the previous story - the dialogue was supposed to be "...did you gain weight? My goodness! You nearly knocked me down".. that bulldozer word wasn't supposed to be there. I realised that once I click save story, no other edits after that gets saved, same like what happened with my other story. Also please understand Jungkook's state of mind in that scene - he was angry, tired and full of mixed emotions - he thought something bad happened to Jimin but it turns out the boy was just eating and sleeping with air pods on.
Anyways back to this story
Jungkook was quite famous. He was an idol. He was naturally gifted with good looks and skills, which made him a bit arrogant.
Through the course of his career he had slept with many of his fans who were okay with a one night stand with him. Jungkook falsely believed noone could say no to his body and that, even the purest of fans eventually gave up to his charms.
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Jimin was Jungkook's fanboy. Jimin admired the man's skills, hardwork and struggles Jungkook went through to get to the position he was in right now. Jungkook might sound arrogant when he did his interviews but that just proved that Jungkook was a self made man and he didn't care what people thought of him as long as he was doing the right thing and minding his own business. Jimin really appreciated the man for who he was. Jimin knew the man was a fckboy. Jungkook never denied the rumors and Noone could ever say Jungkook took advantage of them because they readily gave their consent
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Due to Covid, Jungkook did an online concert for limited fans who had membership to his Fandom. As soon as Jungkook saw Jimin's face on camera during his concert, he wanted the boy under him. It wasn't difficult to track down one of his fans who was a member of his Fandom.
Jungkook contacted Jimin and asked the boy on a date. It wasn't anything new - Jungkook did go on a one day type of date with his fans before he would end the night in his bed with them. But contacting someone he saw online was pretty new even for a man like Jungkook
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Jimin genuinely thought it was sweet of the idol to ask him on a date. The date was sweet just like how Jimin would have imagined it. Jungkook was kind, caring, flirty and charismatic.
"...I know fans call you daddy... I think you will b a good dad one day" Jimin says making Jungkook choke on his drink "...but I don't wanna call you that"
Jungkook had just asked Jimin to call him daddy
"...what should I call you that would make it unique to us?" Jimin wonders out loud
"Call me yours" Jungkook's flirt mode was full on as he smirks
"Yours? Is that like a nickname?" Jimin is confused which makes the man shocked
he is too innocent
"Call me anything you want..." Jungkook says, sighing. It was getting harder to flirt with the innocent boy but he wanted to be with Jimin so the man walks the boy to his hotel room. His intention wasn't exactly bad. He knew Jimin wouldn't let him sleep with him and at this point Jungkook didn't want to either. He actually genuinely liked being with the boy but Jungkook did crave for some more alone time, possibly a cuddle time and a kiss from Jimin and he was sure the boy wouldn't deny that
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"..why did you bring me here? I live in Busan itself..." Jimin is confused as they stand in front of Jungkook's hotel room
Jungkook invites the boy in and then pins Jimin to the door
"You look really good tonight..." Jungkook says seductively tugging Jimin's hair behind his ear as he leans in "...can't wait to taste that plump lips"
Jimin is shocked when he feels Jungkook had suddenly kissed him. He tries to pull away but then he feels Jungkook's hands going under his shirt and Jimin panics, pushing away the man and slaps him
"I am not like them..." Jimin has tears in his eyes as he quickly leaves leaving behind a furious Jungkook - furious that Jimin misunderstood him but really did he expect Jimin to stay back to listen to him after he pulled this act?
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Jungkook contacts Jimin the next day and apologizes for his actions, saying that he was drunk and asks for another chance
Jimin being the naive idiot that he was, forgives Jungkook because after all he has always liked the man
Jungkook smirks when Jimin agrees to give him another chance. Jungkook wanted to take revenge for the slap - he was angry that Jimin misunderstood his intentions and wanted Jimin to taste the hurt he felt. It was the first time Jungkook felt something for someone- felt something other than the desire for sex and he felt humiliated about the event that happened between them
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But as they go on their date, Jungkook learns that Jimin is indeed very sweet and kind - just like he had thought earlier and he falls for the boy's innocent beauty
Unlike other dates that end in one night, Jungkook dated Jimin for 2 weeks and didn't do anything other than share a kiss or two on the cheek
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"So when will you finally take revenge on Jimin for slapping you?" Yugyeom asks, catching Jungkook in a surprise
Jungkook had forgotten about the whole revenge thing. He genuinely liked Jimin for who he was but he also had a huge ego and didn't want his best friend to think he had fallen for someone who slapped him
"....once I sleep with him... it's hard... he isn't that easy to convince. ." Jungkook says but internally he was happy that Jimin didn't let him sleep with him. He was happy to just spend as much as time he could with the boy
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A month later
"Happy birthday Kookie!" Jimin says hugging the man.
Jimin had gone to Jungkook's apartment to celebrate
"Thank you baby..." Jungkook says hugging the boy back but then frowns when Jimin pushes him a bit and removes his coat
Jungkook's eyes widen when he sees Jimin wear a very sexy and revealing outfit. He gulps
"...happy birthday..." Jimin wraps his arms around Jungkook's neck " ..I love you... I hope you like the gift..." Jimin says kissing the man
"...I love you too baby..." Jungkook says returning the kiss and soon Jimin jumps on Jungkook, wrapping his legs around the man's waist
Jungkook continues kissing the boy as he leads Jimin to his bedroom
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Jungkook wakes up with a huge smile on his face but it disappears when he doesn't see Jimin next to him
He puts on a robe and goes to the living room to see a note on the table. His eyes widen as tears threaten to fall
Happy birthday! Congrats on completing the revenge
Jungkook gets upset at that and immediately goes to Jimin's apartment
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"I love you with my whole life that's why I gave myself to you..." Jimin says after confessing to Jungkook that he had heard the conversation about seeking revenge "...because I can never be with anyone if it's not you... and for once I wanted to feel the heaven people talk about while doing it... and I found it with you" Jimin says making Jungkook's heart break
"I'm so sorry Jimin .. I really am sorry.... even though it's true that I came to you with the intention of revenge... but I fell for you..."
"I can't trust you... I'm sorry" Jimin says opening the door letting Jungkook out
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Jungkook is depressed. He was always in his room, crying
He started writing heartbreaking sad songs and his fans felt bad for him. They didn't know what happened but they knew their idol was hurting
Jungkook does a live few weeks later. He starts tearing up as he apologizes to his fans for using them. He lets out a loud sob
"Mochi... my mochi... my baby... I'm so sorry..." by then Jungkook was sitting on his knees as he sobbed into the camera "... I regret everything I did to you... I love you so much my baby.... Please forgive me...I will always only love you... please come back to me..."
Jungkook fainted on camera as he continued crying for over an hour and his manager had to break down the door to enter the room to shut down the live
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It was a huge news on every channel about how the beloved idol was begging for his lover to come back and about the man's depression and how the idol was admitted in a hospital for treatment
Jimin couldn't stand it so he goes to see the man
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"Why are you hurting yourself...you think I will be happy seeing you like this? You are so selfish... I hate you Jungkook!" Jimin has tears in his eyes
"Jimin..." Jungkook's voice is barely a whisper
"I hate you..." Jimin covers his face with his palms as he cries
Jungkook chuckles sadly "... I know... I just want you to know I'm so sorry for hurting you.... I love you so much. . But trust me... I won't bother you...I won't come in front of you again..."
"How can you not bother me when I see you cry on TV?!"
"I'm sorry... I just couldn't control myself when I think of you .." Jungkook's voice cracks and Jimin hugs him
"I must be a fool that I forgive you and continue loving you ... but you have to win me back" Jimin says making Jungkook smile
"I will"
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After Jungkook is discharged, he sets out to take Jimin out on simple dates - they don't do more than the occasional holding of hands. Fans and the world know that Jungkook is dating someone - his identity hidden
Jungkook loves Jimin so much that even though his body aches to hold and kiss the boy senseless, he holds himself back. He would rather be abstinent than lose Jimin forever. Jimin made him happy. He made him feel loved. He made him feel at home. Jimin made him feel alive. Jimin was his reason to wake up with a beautiful smile each day and also the reason to sleep peacefully, knowing that Jimin loves him back
Jimin was happy too. The things that happened were quite unfortunate and not that easy to forget but Jimin loved the man too. Jungkook made him feel like he was the most precious being in the whole world and he didn't want that feeling to ever stop
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They were watching a movie together in Jungkook's apartment when Jimin pauses it and looks at Jungkook
"Yes..."
Jungkook looks at Jimin confused "... what?"
"I'm answering to the question you asked me a couple of months ago"
Jungkook's eyes water
"Y-You mean it?"
"Yes...I will be your boyfriend" Jimin smiles
Jungkook pulls the boy into a warm hug and a second later Jimin feels warm tears wet his shirt
"J-Jungkook..."
"Please..." Jungkook's tears continue flowing " ..please stay like this for a while"
Jungkook sniffles as he hugs the boy
Jimin smiles slightly as tears roll down his cheeks as well, he pats the man's back lovingly
"Thank you Jimin...thank you for forgiving me and accepting me... I'm so sorry for everything... I love you... trust me...please"
"I trust you and I love you too" Jimin says pulling away to wipe the man's tears before softly cupping Jungkook's face and placing a sweet kiss against the man's lips
The end
A/N: please stream PERMISSION TO DANCE 💃 🙏 💜