Camilas pov
Lauren and I were lead on my bed cuddling, she had her arms around my waist and head on my chest as I had my hand tapping her butt softly and the other hand playing with her hair.
"Baby" I say, Lauren hums nodding with a smile on her face
"We are home alone" I say with a soft smirk
"I know we just said goodbye to everyone" Lauren said, I frown
"No-well yes but that's not what I meant" I say, Lauren frowns and looks up at me
"Then what?" She asked, I kiss her nose and she smiles wide
"We finally can have some fun, we are home alone" I say, she looks confused at me
"Let's have sex" I say, she goes wide eyed and sits up
"Oh" is all she said, I frown confused
"Are you okay?" I ask also sitting up
"I-uh...I've never done that before" she said, I nod
"I know, me either" I say, she plays with her hands
"Oh, are you not ready?" I ask, she shrugs
"I don't know, I'm just nervous about losing my virginity" she mumbled, I nod softly
"That's okay" I say, I grab her hands and pull her to me and she crawls into my lap, I smile and kiss her and she kisses me back.
"We don't have too, it was just a suggestion" I say, she nods
"I don't want to be the person who's not ready and you are, I don't want to keep you from doing it if you're ready" Lauren said, I sigh and hold her close and tight.
"I don't mind waiting" I say, she looks at me
"I really don't mind, I mean I finally have you and just because you don't want to have sex doesn't mean I'm going to leave" I say, she nods softly.
"Also you did say you wanted to take things slow" I say, she sighs and I frown
"What?" I ask, she shook her head
"Nothing, just, I want to have sex with you but I'm just scared and nervous, I don't know if that's because I'm not ready or if I am ready but just too scared" she said, I nod softly and kiss her cheek.
"Let's just not do it today, yeh? Maybe in a month or something" I say, she smiles and nods softly
"Okay, thank you" she said, I giggle and kiss her she kisses me back and slowly deepens it
"But, making out you're not scared of right?" I whisper, she shook her head and I smile rolling us Lauren was on her back as I was on top of her.
"Good" I whisper, she smiles and kisses me again and I smile kiss her back.
We made out for a while then watched a movie cuddled up soon everyone came back, we had dinner and then went back to my room cuddling again having a deep conversation, we then finally fell asleep. Well Lauren did, I watched her for a while and not in a creepy way shes just a cute sleeper, whatever I fell asleep too soon after her.