Ethan POV
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I don't know why I listened to her. I shouldn't have left her with that asshole. Ally and I got back to my building and I immediately grabbed the carton of cigarettes and went to the roof. My mom texted me that she and Ellie left after we did, and Dalton was taking some chick on a date.
Ally was following me everywhere. She kept trying to talk to me but I just ignored her. All I wanted was a cigarette right now. I went up to the roof and walked to the edge. I lit one and took a long drag, then slowly blew it out.
"Are you okay?" Ally quietly whispers.
"No."
"Wanna talk about it?"
"No."
We continue to sit in silence. We were up there for a couple hours. She just stood there while I went through the whole carton. After I finished it, I went back to my apartment. I was slightly hoping Ally wouldn't have noticed, but she still followed me. It's not that I was mad at her, I was just angry with that fucking prick and that Fallon made me leave. I texted her the whole time we were on the roof, constantly making sure he left and that she was okay.
When I got inside, I went straight for the liquor cabinet. I grabbed the bottle of bourbon. I didn't bother with a glass and just drank it straight from the bottle as I walked to the couch. Ally had a sad look on her face. She came and sat next to me, facing me. I ignored her and just turned the tv on.
"Ethan." Nothing. "Ethan." Nothing. "Why are you doing this to yourself?" She sighed. I finally looked at her.
"I'm not doing anything to myself." She gave me an 'are you serious' look.
"It's 10am, you've gone through a whole carton of cigarettes and already started drinking."
"Ally, I'm grown, I can do whatever the hell I want."
"I just hate seeing you do this to yourself."
"Well get over it."
"Seriously, Ethan?" She said, snatching the bottle from me.
"What the fuck, Ally?!" I reached for the bottle, but she pulled it away.
"Listen, I don't know who the fuck you think I am, but you will never talk me that way."
"If you're mad then just leave." I say, rolling my eyes.
"No, that's exactly what you want." Fuck yeah it is.
"Well then what do you want?" She pauses for a moment, staring into my eyes. I notice, though, that her gaze slowly moves to my lips.
"You."
Before I can even react, she smashes her lips to mine. Her lips that are soft and delicate, but also filled with need. I immediately kiss her back, trying to go at the same pace, but it's too slow. I bite her lip, causing her to moan, and I slip my tongue in her mouth. We fight for dominance, but I easily win. Unlike Fallon, Ally always gives in quickly.
I pull her over to my lap and put my hand around her throat while hers go to my hair. I squeeze a little, but get no reaction. She casually slides one of her hands to mine and takes it off her throat. She moves it to her shoulder. It's fine, not everyone's into choking, like Fallon. I slowly guide my hand to the back of her head and gently pull her hair. I expected to get a moan, but I actually got an 'ow'. I pull away, leaning my head against hers.
"Sorry." I breathe out.
"It's okay, I'm just not into that."
"What are you into?"
"Want me to show you?" She smirks.
She immediately goes back to kissing me. I go to put my hand back around her throat, an instinct from being with Fallon. This time, she catches my hand. She grabs both of them, putting them on her waists. Don't get me wrong, this is fine, but I prefer to be in control. Fallon fights me but always gives in. Ally isn't giving me much control, and I'm starting to get impatient.
She moves from my lips and kisses down my jawline. She nips at my ear, before going down my neck. It feels good, but then she stops and focuses on one spot. It felt amazing, I closed my eyes and let out a hot breath.
"Fuck, Fallon." My eyes shoot open, realizing what I just said. Ally immediately stops.
"Ally..." She doesn't say anything. She clears her throat and climbs off of me, reaching for the remote. "I'm sorry."
"It's fine." She says, focusing on the tv.
"I didn't mean to say that, I'm just worried about her and she's on my mind."
"I know, it's fine." She doesn't look at me. She reaches for the bottle of bourbon she took from me earlier and takes a few big gulps. She goes to put it down, but I take it from her, drinking it like water.
After a few hours, we were both shit faced. I kept texting Fallon, but she wouldn't respond. I decided Ally and I both needed to eat and try to sober up, so I ordered a pizza. We ate the whole thing while Ally played music on a bluetooth speaker. Ally was dancing around the living room, while I sat and watched her. I'll admit, she may be drunk, but she was a good dancer. She ran up to me with a giddy look and held her hand out.
"Dance with me!" She smiled. I laughed and just shook my head.
"No."
"Why not?" She pouted. "Is it because I'm not Fallon?" She asked, pausing the music.
"What if it was?" She was quiet for a long moment.
"Then I don't know what to tell you..." She trailed off.
"Al, I like you. I really like you. I just don't know if I could choose you over her." She stared off for a moment. She didn't look like she was crying, but I heard her sniffle and she wiped her eyes.
"Wanna watch a movie?" She asked, trying to change the subject. I nodded. We walked over to the couch and she put on 'White Chicks'. It was a good movie, but I've seen it thousands of times. I started to doze off, I was almost asleep, but I heard Ally say something.
"She may be your first love, but I intend to be your last." She quietly muttered.
"Prove it." I mumble back, before fully dozing off.
I wake up to a shrill ringing noise coming from the coffee table. I try to zone it out and go back to sleep, but it wakes Ally up too.
"Ethan." She mumbles, not opening her eyes. "Ethan!" She groans. I try to drowned her and the phone out but she chunks a pillow at me from the other side of the couch. I grumble but reach for my phone and answer it.
"What?"
"Ethan?!" My eyes widen.
"Spence? Everything okay?" When I say his name, Ally quickly shoots up. As soon as she does, though, she regrets it and immediately holds her head in her hands. Trust me, I feel the hangover too.
"You need to get here, fast..."
"Why? What's going on?"
"It's Fallon." I don't even bother letting him say more. I immediately hang up and I'm out the door. Ally's rushing behind me but struggling to keep up.
"Ethan, wait!" I don't.
I immediately book it to Fallons. I run down the street, shoving and dodging people walking. I finally get to her building and book it inside, running up the stairs. I slow down on the floor below hers, trying to catch my breath. Then I hear her scream. I hear her scream and my heart stops. I quickly pick up my pace, going even faster. I run out into her hallway where her door is standing open.
My heart shatters at the sight of her, but my eyes are filled with rage. Kaia is hugging Spencer, both standing there and not knowing what to do. Brad's there, though. He has his hands on her shoulders trying to say something, but she's screaming and trying to get out of his grip. I immediately walk over and yank him off her, throwing him across the floor. I sit down next to Fallon, who quit screaming but is still hysterical. She's shaking and gasping for air.
She finally realizes I'm there and immediately scoots between my legs. I wrap my arms around her as she clings onto my shirt, crying on my chest. I slowly rub my hand up and down her back.
She still crying and shaking, but her breathing slowly starts to get better as she inhales the scent of my shirt. I look up to see Kaia knelling next to Brad, Spencer finally calming down, and Ally walking into her apartment. She looks at everyone, trying to figure out what's going on, before her eyes settle on my hands. My hands that are wrapped around Fallon, playing with a strand of her hair and rubbing her back. She looks hurt, but I don't have time for her feelings right now. I go back to focusing on Fallon.
"It's okay, I'm here." I tell her, softly. She shutters and her shaking slowly stops. "I'm right here, baby, I'm not going anywhere." She calms down more, and leans into me more. She doesn't take her head off my chest.
We are all silent for a few minutes as her breathing evens out. The shaking and tears stop and her body soon goes limp. Just like that, she's calmed down and asleep.
Asleep in my arms.
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