Peaky blinders imagines

A Christmas miracle TS

Tommy never believed in miracles he's just simply thought it was luck.he had faced the devil many times but still made it out alive.
At this time he mourned the loss of grace even more than the rest of the year Charlie was growing up fast and should have his mum especially at Christmas but Tommy couldn't give him that and he hated himself for it.
He had been busy with the shop and more expansions the coppers were also pestering him about things that was out of his control and Tommy never liked not being in control.
Tommy POV
I nursed an empty bottle of whiskey In one hand and the cup is been drinking out of was half empty. I needed more but my body was slowly giving into the tears and pain so by drinking I felt numb.
But tonight was a pain that could not be drank or smoked away. I needed that feeling of love or even close to it. Lizzie was available as always but I didn't want love for money I wanted it again.
(Y/N) POV
The cold night air filled my lungs as I walked up to arrow house there was an open position for a nanny. I was on 25 but as a young girl I always dreamed of being independent and have my own home but now times was rough and I couldn't afford my rent. So here I was walking up
To the biggest house I've ever seen and as I knocked on the huge oak door a small slim woman came to the door
Mary: hello who are you
(Y/n: hey I'm y/n I spoke to Mary on the phone over a nanny position.
Mary:Ah yes well come through and see mr Shelby.
I nodded politely and quickly followed behind her admiring the huge paintings on the wall
Tommy's POV
I had sobered up before there was a knock on the door.
Tommy : come in
As Mary entered there stood the most beautiful person in the world. She was gorgeous. 
Mary : this is y/n she is here for the nanny position
Y/n: hello mr Shelby
Y/n POV
I couldn't get my words out he was the most beautiful man I had ever seen his eyes were the brightest blue that drew me in I wanted to find out everything about him.
For you and Tommy you had both found your Christmas miracle you had found someone that you could put all
Your trust on eachother and many happy Christmas we're followed and then a marriage and Charlie was then given a sister. If she wouldn't have seen the paper they wouldn't have met
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I hope everyone is doing well and I hope you are excited for Christmas! Is now only 3 days away. I love you ❤️