Draco Malfoy (Secret) (discontinued)

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| this is really rushed so sorry bout that|
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Draco's PoV
I woke up at 4am. I groaned in frustration. I was feeling better then yesterday but I realised that I wasn't in my headspace anymore. Which was weird I couldn't describe the feeling it's been kinda long since I was in big headspace, at least it felt like it..
I was about to get up when I finally noticed strong arms were wrapped around me. So I laid down again. Snuggled into Harry so the comfortable feeling won't fade.
Big or little headspace it doesn't matter. Cuddling is always nice and when you have a great person who also cuddles a lot. Boom perfect. I didn't realised it but after 5 minutes I was asleep again.
I felt someone shake me awake from my slumber. "Harry ?" I asked confused. Why was he waking me up. "It's time to wake up buddy we have school today. You gotta go it's been awhile since you went there." I slightly cursed in my head. I absolutely hated it.
I sat up looking in the room for some water. Harry saw it of course and handed me a glass of water. "Where did you get that from?" I asked confused. "Magic" he said while making some weird hand gestures. I laughed quietly. He giggled as well. It sounded so cute..like an angel. I was staring at him. Wondering what I did to deserve him as my partner. I was always so mean and bullied others. I frowned at that thought. I tried to hide my emotions from Harry but..you already guessed. He saw it. "Hey Dray what's wrong, huh? Does something bother you" there it was again. The soothing, soft and nice words I didn't deserve to get. My thoughts were racing and I didn't realise that Harry slowly sat down next to me until I felt an arm around my shoulders.
"I'm sorry.." I whispered. He looked at me confused. "What are you sorry for dray ?" He asked while looking at me. "For everything.., I always made fun of you and never cared about others..I don't deserve anything that you do to me. I don't deserve the Kindness. All I deserve is hate and people bully me back.." I couldn't help but start crying at this. But all of it was true. I never cared about how the bullying would affect others. I always cared about myself. I've always been so selfish. "I wanna apologise for everything I did. Please hate me. Please I don't deserve anything else" I cried out. I was expecting everything. Getting called stupid or maybe just silence. But not getting hugged. I don't understand. I looked at Harry with a confused expression. "Dray..Listen to me carefully. You deserve happiness. You deserve getting treated right as well as everyone else. It's okay you made mistakes but you know that you made them. So it's a good thing. You are getting better at treating people. I don't think they are mad anymore. Plus I won't ever hate you because of something like that. You are at least trying to get better cause you saw what you did was wrong. You don't deserve getting bullied. No one does dray. I love you Draco. I really do I could never hate you. I love big and little Draco. I love both equally you make me happy. I would never leave just because of something you did in the past. Babe it's over now. Please don't worry about it anymore okay ? You can apologise to the people you bullied if it makes you feel better. But please don't say something like that again okay babe ?" He stared at me. I nodded slowly. I really don't deserve him and all the love I'm getting from hi- I was getting lost in my negative thoughts again when I heard a "Draco please I mean it. You deserve this. You really do. I love you." I stared at him in shock. How did he do that ? It's like he read my mind-
Harry began to laugh. "No Draco I didn't read your mind you were just talking out loud." He snickered. I began to blush "oh". I felt kinda stupid for that. Harry then came to hug me. "Come on babes let's get Breakfast. You must be hungry" my stomach started to grumble as an answer. He laughed and took me into the kitchen. "Sit down I'll make you some breakfast" I was about to argue. But he gave me a look which said "just sit down". I gulped and did as I told. After some time I got up to get Forks and 2 plates. Harry came in and took the plates. When he came back the plates were filled with food. He placed it in front of me. "Enjoy the food it's kinda hot so be careful." He told me and took a sip from his Coffee. "Just as hot as you?" I shot back. He choked on his coffee and looked at me with wide eyes. I just giggled and began eating. What a nice morning. Well except for the conversation before. But that's fine.

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I finally finished this-
I'm truly sorry that I can't update so often- but here it is. I hope you enjoyed reading this and I'll try to update. I just kinda run out of ideas- so if you have any ideas you can tell me.
And stay safe with Covid and everything.
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