Beautifully broken

18

She looked at Chandler and closed her mouth tight and clenched her teeth together.

"Oh, wow. Chandler your outfit looks nice today." she smirked again with that evil look in her eye.

He pulled his shirt a little to look at it.

She laughed. And she laughed loud.

"I can't take her back to school today but you can go back" I whispered to Chandler and shooed him so I could watch over clover.

After he left I sat on the side of her bed while she sat and looked at the wall.

This is fucking creepy.

And all I wanna go is play gmod but I know she can't be alone.

I messed with my lip ring at just sat there with her.

She stayed silent. The only three times I got up through the night was to pee and get food.

Which may I add she didn't eat.

I must have passed out because my phones alarm went off

"Fuck!" I yelled and sat up searching for clover.

She was still in the same spot.

She turned to me. Her bags under her eyes were completely notice able.

She had already changed. She had on a big shirt and black tights.

Her hair was a mess. So was her makeup.

She just looked at me as I walked out to get dressed.

*clovers point of view*

My thoughts were completely gone now.

I was alone in my mind.

4 days with no sleep. I can't sleep. I haven't ate.

Everything's coming back.

I don't think I hate Chandler.

I think I might have loved the Boy actually and he was slowly killing me.

I walked to the bathroom and pulled out one of the blades bray gave me.

She is such a bitch.

I sobbed a little. I slid the metal across my arm. 1..2..3..4.

Four cuts. Seeping blood into the sink. They were pretty deep but not deep enough to die.

I smiled as I watched the blood drip.

After It stopped I wiped my arm and got dressed. And sat back beside Sam and watched him sleep until his alarm went off.

He got dressed and we left.

The walk to school was perfectly silent. Peaceful. Almost.

First period the teacher called on me a couple of times but I just looked at him.

"Clover answer please." he said sternly.

I just looked at him no emotion no nothing.

He eventually called on another person.

Same way with every other class. Until the period before class.

My teacher Walked up beside my desk. "Clover Hun. Are you okay you haven't been talking." I just nodded and dismissed her.

The bell rang shortly after.

I grabbed an apple and sat down beside Sam.

I didn't eat it. I just looked at it.