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Kabanata 19 ( Heartfelt )

Heartfelt

Monisha's POV

Nararamdaman ko. Sigurado ako. I know that she is just near. Nakasisiguro ako pero hindi ko pa na ko kompirma.

Ang tagal  nag hirap  ng aking kalooban for years pero walang makapag bigay solusyon na makakaka tulong kung sino talaga siya, nasaan talaga siya o kung nabubuhay pa ba siya ?

I am positive that wherever she may be I know that she turned out to be the best person she can be the same as I am now. Sino ang makapag sasabi na lumipas ang panahon at umabot ng 16 years?   But we still didn't give up or rather I can't give up I know that time will come mahahanap rin namin siya my baby, my daughter my sweet Patricia.

This is my therapy even if I didn't get the chance to celebrate her birthdays.  Sa puso ko kina kailangan ko pa rin ipag diwang ito. For me to heal I just keep on reminding myself that all of my questions would be answered someday.

Hindi pa kami tapos at titigil sa paghahanap kay Patricia gusto lang namin magkaroon ng okasyon para alalahanin siya. We are doing this for her and for myself too.

I decided to organize Ralph's 16 birthday so I can celebrate Patricia's 16 birthday too.

I thought of a theme that if I were in Patricia's shoe I would love to have some balloons on the side. It could be a combination of pastel peach, pink and white. Then the outfit would just be for simple acquaintance not too formal not too casual. I love to dress up maybe if she is with me she loves dressing up too.

Ipinangalan ko ang boutique sa anak ko Paricia's Choice Collection. It's been going on for almost 16 years when we decided to take a rest in searching for her for them for Francis and Elizabeth. I hope they can find it in their hearts to return our daughter. Naghirap kami, nangulila but Patricia's Choice Collection help me get through with it pero sana mahanap na namin siya.

I was still in deep thought when a princess went out of the guestroom wearing my personal favorite Patricia's own choice collection. It's the  black prom dress ball gown maxi dress. Lumundag ang puso ko sa tuwa. This must be Gena Ralph's date hindi na ako nakapag isip at niyakap siya ng mahigpit. Iba ang pakiramdam ko habang yakap ko siya parang yakap ko ang anak kong si Patricia and this is my first time feeling this to a person or to a teen and I hope that Gena won't misunderstood it.

Akala ko kakalas si Gena sa yakap ko pero yumakap rin ito pabalik  pero ayaw ko masyadong maging emosyonal at dumikit masyado sa kanya that's why I withdrew from the hug and kept a distance I smiled at her and said

"Sorry dear, are you Gena? You really look good and like a princess. Tama si Ralph maganda ka magandang maganda parang ako hihihi". Then I gazed at her I feel heartfelt. I saw her bow her head in shyness,  oh she looks really cute. I really felt something for her.

Suddenly Ralph approached us.

"Ninang huwag masyado nahihiya na ang date ko  hahaha!" Ralph whispered to me.

I was distracted but felt excited at the same time so before letting them leave I finally said.

" Wait, before you guys leave."  tumalikod ako at tinawag ang isa sa mga  photographers.

" Please take her solo picture, full - body shot please. I think she will pass as a cover girl in a magazine. I can make her a model for my boutique and that gown suits you and that's also my favorite gown for a pretty girl like you. Perfect! ". Napa palakpak pa ako.

I know Gena was feeling shy but she's a natural that's why I have decided. I will offer her a modeling contract.

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