I'll cry if that is what you want . I'll kill myself if that is what you need . But please.............. let me be ! ~lili
lili a 14 years old girl who lost her whole world to the God's . she thinks it's a dream ...No a nightmare , opens her eyes b...
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Honestly it's gonna be much better if you read this all with the background song ( you were good to me ) 🤧🤧 as it was a good experience for me
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LILI POV
I was walking down the hallway in search of something well more like someone The hallway I was walking through was white and narrowed and then wide at the end where it was then opened to the kitchen that was attached to the small hall .
"Lili !!baby you up!?" . And there we go ,at last I found the person whom I was desperately in search of . Just as I quickly walk in to the kitchen i see my beautiful mother preparing my breakfast .
"My baby's up hm" she said with a soft smile plastered over her face as I walked towards her for a hug with a pout on my lips and swallon eyes .
"Seems like someone is still upset at me " she said with the brightest smile that always makes my darkest day's as bright as the sun itself .
"No I am not mad at you anymore mommy i-i was just upset as yo-u ...........I love y-you " I said stuttering, in search for the right words to make sure that I didn't upset her more then she already was .she has always been a soft sensitive person ,a person who tries her best to make sure to not disappoint others especially her daughter.
When ever she sees me upset it upsets her even more to why I am upset and to how to help me to be happy again, all her life it's been just her against the world to keep me happy and up on my feet . With no discomfort and darkness surrounding me ever, that is what she wanted and has been trying her best to keep up with it.
My mother (Elise) , a woman in her late 20s , dark blueberry mint green eyes , brown hair ,long beautiful lashes that just enhanced the beauty of her eyes even more then ever before , beautiful yet white pinkish pale skin , A woman of great characters a woman whom I have been always looking up to . She is a humble lady , she has always been careful to make sure to not hurt others surrounding her just like right now.
I have inherited most of her characters . For example my eyes , they're same as my mother's dark blueberry mint soft but with a hint of green in it ,i too got long brown hair but theres a light shade of golden on it at the ends.long lashes, pink tint lips with same beautiful features just like my beautiful mother's . She's got the perfect body shape that I have ever seen in my 12 years of life.
People say that I am exactly like her but I don't believe that , as much as I have seen she's different, different in all the ways possible . I still remember that night when my mom came to tuck me in and then we had a whole 2 hours session about how I am smiliar to her but at the same time how different.
Her beautiful eyes that always holds this sparkling light in it that always makes me forget about my dark life and bring light back in to it .
How funny , even after all those red , blue, purplish marks on her beautiful face ,she's still so beautiful , So perfect.
Just by looking at her I forget these found and lost feelings in me that were just too familiar but then distance at this very moment.
She's my world ,my life ,my courage And the most important my purpose to life .
I still remember that night when after hearing those painful screams coming from her . How I quickly ran out of the house clearly knowing that I can't help her out in any way . Even if I tried to help her out even a little she'll end up being dead .
I tried I know
That night the way I ran out of the house and then almost killed myself "Sucide" But i didn't.i didn't kill myself because I knew she needed me . In the end of the how much I need her , she needs me more then that .
The way her painfilled voice asked for me , told me that "Tomorrow is gonna be a better day , It's gonna be more happier and less painful the today " . That is the only way that the both of has been kept going By telling each other that tommorow is gonna be a better day then today . ____
I hope you like my writings plz no copyright please once again. I have worked really hard on this story So please don't copy anything or I'll have to pretty much stop uploading for some time .
