Here is a tear jerker. Listen to the song above, you'll know when to play it. Listen to the words intensely. Okay, read on.
phils P.O.V
"I need to see her. I need to know that she is okay." I stuttered to Dan and Lily before bolting out the door and getting in my car and driving to the scene.
There were so many police cars crowding the area so all I could to was sit in my car and listen to the updates on the news radio.
"We have just gained more information about the incident and a witness says that this was an intentional crash. The witness claims that he saw the victim walking across the road and getting in her car which wasn't in the way of traffic and that with the position of the road, the car couldn't have slid and lost control.
The witness also believes that the driver of the car was a female as he got a glimpse of the driver when she exited the car. Police have also confirmed that the victims name is Edie and for the sake of the victims privacy, we aren't obligated to provide anymore information than that. We will update shortly. Thank you and stay safe."
I was now a hysterical mess. Who would want to do this to her. I couldn't have been pj because the witness only saw one person exit the car and identified them as female. What I don't get is why they were driving pjs car.
I changed the radio to a different station and the song that came on made me cry a lot harder but I couldn't be if myself to turn it off.
Eyes like a car crash
I know I shouldn't look but I can't turn away.
Body like a whiplash,
Salt my wounds but I can't heal the way
I feel about you.
I watch you like a hawk
I watch you like I'm gonna tear you limb from limb
Will the hunger ever stop?
Can we simply starve this sin?
That little kiss you stole
It held my heart and soul
And like a deer in the headlights I meet my fate
Don't try to fight the storm
You'll tumble overboard
Tides will bring me back to you
And on my deathbed, all I'll see is you
The life may leave my lungs
But my heart will stay with you
That little kiss you stole
It held my heart and soul
And like a ghost in the silence I disappear
Don't try to fight the storm
You'll tumble overboard
Tides will bring me back to you
The waves will pull us under
Tides will bring me back to you
The waves will pull us under
Tides will bring me back to you
The waves will pull us under
Tides will bring me back to you
Tides will bring me back to you
That little kiss you stole
It held my heart and soul
And like a ghost in the silence I disappear
Don't try to fight the storm
You'll tumble overboard
Tides will bring me back to you
That little kiss you stole
It held my heart and soul
And like a deer in the headlights I meet my fate
Don't try to fight the storm
You'll tumble overboard
Tides will bring me back to you
The whole time I was trying to see a glimpse of Edie but she was constantly crowded by police and paramedics.
After the song ended I picked up my phone with my hands and body shaking and dialled Lilys number. She could definately hear me crying and sniffling so the first thing she said was.
"Phil, what's wrong? what's happening? is she okay? Are you okay?"
"Nothing h-has happened y-yet, they a-are still invest-tigating the scene" I kept stuttering but I couldn't stop, I was too worked up.
"Okay well, are you okay, why are you crying and stuttering, are you hurt?" She worries a lot.
"No, I'm fine but my heart isn't." I sniffled again.
"Wait, what do you mean?" She said and I took a large breath in.
"Lily, I think I love her."
Soooooooooo. Yup.
*retreats into the dark whole in which I live and barricade myself inside to save myself from the river of tears coming my way*
Also, side note. My internet has almost run out and doesn't get turned over for another three days so updates are gonna be a bit oddly times but I'll soon get back into two a day until the end :) thanks
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