Sad news (again)

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TW- suicide, self harm, death, depression
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Last night I noticed a HORRIBLE smell coming from my mouse cage, but I just thought

"Oh, I'll clean out the cage in the morning and deal with it tomorrow"

Well.. it turns out my oldest mouse Pita passed away yesterday at some point. This year has just been absolutely horrible for me, and basically for the entire world.

First I survive a suicide attempt, then my depression worsens and I can't stop self harming myself, then my great grandmother passed away, my grandfather passed away, I get Corona, I have to quarantine and stay away from my best friend for a week, now my anxiety's spiking more than usual.

You guys reading my works mean so much to me. You have no idea how scared I've been to post my stories, but you guys are so sweet about everything.

You're comments make me laugh and smile, and knowing that I make people happy by writing makes me feel better about myself mentally and physically.

Life is hard, life is scary, but knowing that doing something, even if it's as small as writing fanfic about two you tubers, to help people and give them something to do/ read is what gets me through the day.

:)

Rip Pita Chip. I love you 🐁 ❤️

Also I have a chapter coming out for this story soon! Expect it to come out within one or two hours :)

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Also I have a chapter coming out for this story soon! Expect it to come out within one or two hours :)

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