Azaadiyan

Part 11- Welcome Back

Azaan's POV.

It's my fault.

I should've been more cautious.

I should've taken better care of her.

I knew I didn't deserve her.

For a moment, I told myself ...maybe this is another chance.

Maybe she is the one meant for me.

Everytime I see her, I feel so many things at the same time.

For a moment, I imagined a world with only her and I.

But then, I was reminded that I can't take care of her.

I almost lost her.

Those bastards could've destroy her if I didn't show up on time.

When I saw that guy on top of her, my heart stopped for a minute and the beast in me woke up.

I knew I had to make her mine soon.

I want to protect her with everything in me.

But I can't help but blame myself for what happened to her.

How can I be so careless?

How could I..?

I'm disappointed in me.

Somehow, I feel like Asiyah isn't taking it seriously because she was looking for me.

Not going to lie, that made me feel a bit better.

But that doesn't mean anything.

I can't let her in no more.

I have to distance myself, I have to stay away from her and I need to be serious.

If I keep letting my guards down and being soft, she'll win my heart again.

Tonight we have a party.

Honestly, I don't want to be there because she will be there.

The girl that once had me out of this world.

The girl that made my heart beat for the first time and break for the first time as well.

It was so hard for me to get over her that's why seeing her might be hard.

But I have to be strong.

She lost me, I didn't lost anything.

After taking a shower and wearing my armani black suit, I styled my hair and perfumed myself before getting out of my room and making my way downstairs towards the hall.

Hopefully, nothing goes wrong tonight.

Asiyah's POV.

After realizing that I was a fool for accepting Abay's offer, I ran to see Maryam.

Luckily, Maryam and her fiancé were both in the process of getting ready to attend the party.

She came into my room with a bunch of dresses and we both got ready together.

She did my makeup and my hair because I suck at doing it.

" I was about to tell Aryan that I don't want to go but thank god you're coming now" she said.

I just remembered their conversation earlier.

I don't want to tell her I eavesdropped their conversation but I really want to tell her what I think about her.

In fact, I want to scold her for thinking that way of herself.

She was done with my makeup and hers and now it was about time to put on a dress.